My Dreams..

bekerja mmg memerlukan kesabaran yg amat tinggi

ketahanan mental

bukan setakat utk tahu ilmu

itu adelah the least challenging..

tp cubaan2 lain termasukla tekanan masa, tekanan bos2,

daaan tekanan menyampah dgn parents2 yg pelbagai peel

saye nyaaampah sgt ngan parents yg bajet lg tau jaga anak

ok, saye tau saye takde anak lg..

tp kalo tanak dgr ckp dokter, tayah dtg jumpe dokter ok!

plg tak suke duk ward 1TB sbb budak2 kat situ separa sihat

and setiap hari akan ada case yg parents nak mintak bawak anak balik walaupon takle discharge lg

tak best sbb ward tuh takde MO

so ia sangat menyusahkan jika keje kite ini bertambah hanya utk melayan parents yg poyo2 dan berlagak 'saya tak kira, saya nak bawak anak saya balik jugak..saya tanggung sendiri la risiko'

siap ada yg kata 'saye tahu laa nak jaga anak kuning cam mane..saye dah ade ramai anak'

heellooo, mmgla sume budak akan kuning

tp tak sume budak akan jd kuning yg merbahaya

dah kalo anak ko yg kali ni sampai kene masuk spital, maksudnye mmg kene masuk laaa

takdenye kami sesuka hati sahaja nak tambah2 keje nak tambah patient dlm ward kalo tak perlu kan

siap ade sorg bapak tuh ckp 'dokter, kuning nih banyak cara nk berubat, dokter jgn igt dokter sorg je tau cara..kami nk berubat cara kampung..dulu ore2 jemur jah anak kuning'

helllooo, dulu ozon tak nipis ok!!

and kalo dah tahap tinggi kene phototherapy tu maknenye kene duk spital la kan

takpela ibu ibu bapak bapak yg kadang2 hanya pk diri sendiri

pk diri sendiri malas nak ulang alik spital

pk diri sendiri malas nk nunggu kat spital

pk diri sendiri tak tahan berjauhan ngan anak

cube la ko pk anak ko tuh mmg sakit and perlu rawatan yg terbaik

nyampah ok!!

Malang Tak Berbau

Seawal 5 pagi hari Ahad tanggal 22 Januari 2012,

kami dikejutkan awal2 pagi kerana kejutan yg amat menyedihkan

amat memilukan

adik ketuk2 bilik saye n tanye

'kak lalah, abe ih ade tak? die kuar bawak kete mak ke?'

saye terbangun dengan terkejutnye

rupa2nya kereta mami sudah tiada di halaman rumah

sgt speechless!

kunci rumah satu bunch and kunci My Jazz pon tiada!!

amat terkejut

kerana rumah tidak bersepah2 pon

tidak seperti disepah2kan oleh PENCURI laknatullah

kemudian saye terperasan pintu kat verandah belakang tak berkunci

mmg lg la speechless mase tuh sbb pk kecuaian sendiri

namun bile diingatkan balik, mmg Baba dah kunci pintu tuh

and kami cek2 tingkap ditepinya, terdapat kesan cungkil2

aaaaaa tertekannyaaa!!

it was a depressing robbery!!

my mami's CAR!!!

it's not even 2 yrs old yet

and it's not the 1st time..

2 yrs ago..the same thing happened to our Vios

and now, it's our Altis

kami sangat2 diselubungi ketakutan kerana merasakan penjahat laknat itu akan bole datang bile2 masa sahaja kerana the whole bunch of kunci rumah ada dgn die..

tp kitorg dh tukar sume padlock and tambah kunci2 lain dh..

tp still, the trauma is still around..

sgt sgt trauma n paranoid..

saya and paih sgt2 la cuak skrg kerana seperti menanti saat penjahat itu datang lg and try kete kami pule..nauzubillah...

the whole set of lock system sgt mahal..more than RM2k..

tak mampu lg skrg nih..

so skrg hanya tambah steering lock and tambah alarm system/security system

sedih sgt2 bile pk kan sume nih...

dahla mami skrg pokai gakla sbb kenduri anak-anak tak putus-putus..

so mmg agak kesempitan

tp sbnrnye perasaan takut lebih dr perasaan sedih la

sbb mlm tuh mmg ramai org kat rumah

sbb beya n nazri pon dh pulang

so luar rumah tuh kereta mmg penuh

so die patut tahu tgh full house

but he still took the risk

so die nih mcm jenis berani apa saja la kan

and that night adik slept at about 2 am

and i slept quite late too

and didnt hear a thing!

buutt..

the scary part is..

we actually did hear something..

at about 11.30pm-12am..me, adik n esyah were upstairs

dekat ruang tamu atas nih

and bunyi2 kat pintu/tingkap bawah

we were not sure sape..

and we thought it might be sape2 la kan sbb tgh ramai kan dlm rumah

but it's kinda weird la..sbb mcm bunyi skit2 camtuh...

but kitorg mcm ignore je sbb mmg i pk that's baba

and adik/esyah pk it's beya/nazri

so...i now think...that sound was probably that laknatullah's sound

berani kan die..

writing this pon dh cukup scare me..

he took my handbag with all the worldly treasures in it..

and took adik's laptop..

and adik's phone..

hmm bile dh nk jadi kan,,mmg terjadi..

cubaan Allah...

selama2 ini tak pernah Paih tinggalkan kunci kat luar bilik...

but that night camane ntah paih tinggal je atas almari kat tempat kunci2 lain

and selama nih saya tak pnah tinggal handbag luar bilik..

tp mlm tu saye tertinggal handbag kat ruang tamu atas depan tv..

they took our things..

and left us with only these..

jumpe kat veranda blakang rumah..

and he took paih's sliper jepon..

and left his on the tembok...

(die masuk pintu blakang and kuar pintu depan, so main rembat je sliper paih)

love letter

one day paih mms'ed me this pic

i thot it's just a photo of his fav sight

the pic in the phone looks so small that i didnt even think it's special

after a few weeks then only i knew he's trying to be sweet by sending hidden msg from the titles of songs he was listening

then i tried to be sweet too :p by capturing the pic of song titled 'kau kekasihku' 

Before...

loook look at my muscle and fat of my arms..

i've stopped weighing myself since like 5 months ago

seriously!

i'm sooo in denial

i'm sooo stressed with this

but..Ya Allah, let this be the 'before' picture of me

i really wanna trim off some of the extras

the weird thing is, even though i ate a lot,

really A LOT!, but i've always ate that much previously

why now they became the accessories?

and..i'm not that 'sitting around goyang kaki' at work

we rarely could even sit!!

i walked like almost all day long - all day means can be up to 24 hours..

whyyyy whyy even that cant burn up all the extra calories?

soo we've decided to invest on something

i cerewet..nak bli threadmill kene bli tv..

sbb tanak bosan mase tgh lari..

so akhirnye we've turned the living room upstairs into our 'little penthouse'

it's very convenient

but..will the work-out be effective if...

i ate NASI at 12mn then went to sleep straight away (it happened all the time)

i ate 2bungkus of nasi for lunch (it happend most of the time)

i indulged in chocolate A BAR at one go (i try to make it not happen, but failed)

all these unhealthy lifestyles cant be helped anymore

i've always find good excuses to make it sounds fair ;p

i ate at 12mn after work because i cant go to sleep with perut kosong, i'll be sedih with perut kosong

i ate 2 bungkus of nasi with extra kuih muih to get enegy for next task, so that i can be more active to run here and there at work

i ate chocolates because i like it and i said that i dont wanna be sad by abstaining myself from the pleasure of life (yes, choc is one of the pleasure of life)..

but..at times i cant even look at the person in the mirror..

it's too depressing :(

seriously depressed with my weight..

favourite sight



saye sgt suke tgk ini

serious tatau nape, the sight of towel collections sgt menenangkan bg saye

ini saye melipat baju kat umah mami

2minggu tak lipat baju hehehe :p

so bertimbun2 la segala kain-main

towels nih sume mami punyee

saye masih menumpang

tp saye belom suke tgk towel nih sume dlm lemari tuh

sbb kedudukan die sgt tinggi

and bile campo2 org lain punye lipatan mcm tak cantik plak kan

kene sorg je lipat sume towels tuh

indahnyeeeee...

bahagianyeeee...

The Girl in The Past

as i went through all my boxes and bags,

i realised there's soooo much memories to be just ignored and left wilting away under the stairs or under other bunches of worldly possessions that used to be part of us

then another dream sparked!

hehe

i think..i need to talk paih into buying us a nice white/solid wood cupboard

or display cabinets

so that i can rearranged my life on the shelves

seriously, i cant just let all my cute flowery notebooks, souvenirs and what not, dumped there

ok, 1stly, where should we start our search?

i dont wanna try the Ghazali Perabot or anything like that

hmm, maybe i shud try the kedai cine with the 2nd hand furniture from singapore

their woods are very solid and smart

the other day we went to search for something to put our new TV on

there's this one nice long cabinets with unique small drawers

it's pinewoood!

but the only think that's holding us is it's too tegap to be transferred to our 'penthouse'

tak mampu kot org nak angkat melepasi selekoh kat tangga umah tuh

so we passed! :(

but this time i'll start searching more seriously

Buuuulaaan Madu di Awan Biru..

setiap hari pulang ke rumah duk borak2 ngan paih mesti sentiasa pk pasal nak g jln2 bercinta di tempat yg tayah pk keje langsung..
after months...akhirnye saye dpt amik cuti yg sesuai dan selari dengan cuti paih
Akhirnye kan!
nak pegi jauh2 pon takle nk komited awal2 beli tiket kan sbb takut tibe2 saye tak dpt cuti plak
nak g terlalu mewah sgt plak bukan kaye sgt
then one night paih betol2 nekad utk book je mane2 hotel yg die jumpe
so we booked Kampung Air Waterchalet!
mmg best sgt sgt sgt!
we should go for honeymoon more often...
that's why saye sgt berharap kami akan dimurahkan rezeki agar dpt pegi bercuti lg :)

kelaaas kau maria berlakon kat jepon..

why why whyyyy

why at this time of the year?

saje je nk timbulkan kesyahduan dan kejiwangan saye ini ek maria..hehe..

saye tahu, hanya 2minggu je spent kat jepon itu..

tp 2 minggu yang memulakan kisah cinta 2 abad..

haha eh tak tak, cinta kami bukan 2 abad je, selama2nya...

okeh sile muntah..

adik dh mule muntah stp hari kan skrg..

need and neeeds...

everyday i'll manage to find things that i still neeeed to have

some ppl say that there's difference between needs and wants..

but knowing me, i can find a lot of ways to turn around the wants and become the needs!

hehe, and my most favourite pastime is making list!

list of OUR needs..(hehe my needs are OUR needs)..

at the moment..

we need...

babies! hehe ofcourse!

more bedding sets..at least kene ade 10 :)

more fluffy towels..

(stakat nih bedsheets n towels menumpang mami punye je kan )

more bookracks

a great desktop

two good and long lasting couple smartphones

more movies to watch

hmmm the lists will never end...

but alhamdulillah we managed to get through all this humbleness for almost ELEVEN months!

dihantui baby-baby kiut :)

Saya sedang dalam satu rotation yang indah

iaitu Paediatric!

tp indah kalo tak bz la

saye mmg minat gile paeds..

tp kalo suke sgt pon, belom tentu sanggup bersusah payah hidup kan

yang indah sbb stp hari duk ngan babies

cume kesian gak sbb setiap hari seperti tanpa belas kasihan duk cucuk diorg

sorry babies!

dan sekrang i feel more and more like a married woman

sbb suami saye dh belikan mcm2 utk saye :)

Candy Bar

we went to a wedding today

it was a small but sweet wedding

they chose light pink n blue with cute little candy bar!!

for me, it was more like a birthday party

not because it's too small

but it's very cute!

i dont know how people can afford to serve chocolate-dipped marshmellow during a wedding party

(or maybe i'm so outdated, havent been to nice weddings for years!!)

it's like rm7.00 per 100gm

but maybe they know somebody with good bargain

or even maybe they owned a candy store!

marshmellows have always been my fav..

but halal marshmellows arent something easy to find in Oz..

and now i'm all excited planning for our kid's 4th or 5th birthday party

muahhh!

really2 in anniversary mood

xoxo

as usual, i've started thinking about my project for the celebration

havent really finalise the idea

but i've collected the materials..

i really hope we'll be celebrating this for hundreds more years to come...

almost-4 years and counting...



off day..

apa sebenarnya yang patut seseorang itu lakukan pada hari off?

either

menggunakan masa itu untuk recharge tenaga dan berehat untuk kerja seterusnya

or

menggunakan masa itu untuk menyelesaikan kerja2 rumah yg terabai ketika sibuk bekerja

i could only choose one..

i tried to do both,

but by the end of the day i ended up neither rejuvenated nor organised

so saye sgt jeles kepada org2 yg betenaga tinggi yang masih mampu kekal segar pada hari offday yg dapat menyelesaikan semua urusan2 yang tergendala sebelum ini.

saye tak patut komplen2 sedangkan sekarang dah kire cukup baik sbb at least ada off day sminggu skali kan..

tapi hari yang SATU itulah nak selesaikan urusan2 bank ke ape2 ke

urusan kemas almari ke

urusan mop2 sental2 dapo dan sental toilet ke

urusan masak2 ke

dan hari yang SATU ini lah saye ingin gunakan untuk rehat2 baring2 kan..

daaan saye sgt penat sbnrnye :(

saye juge sgt sedih sbnrnye..

sedih kerana suami saye terabai :(

sihat sebelum sakit..

for last 6-7 days, paih asyik sakit perut je

slalunye skit perut tuh akan tibe2 je dtg

especially tgh2 tdo mlm2

awal2 tuh the abdo pain will be relieved by just sapu minyak angin cap burung

then lame2 mcm takde kesan

on the 4th day, sakit perut yg tibe2 itu sangat2 sakit dan tk dpt ditahan

saye mmg tak mampu nk tgk je

the pain wasnt relieved by hyoscine or diclefenac pon..

preksa2 perut paih mmg mcm takde abdo sign ape2

soft, non tender, no rebound..

mmg the 1st thing came to my mind was acute appendicitis or even ruptured appendicits

but the signs doesnt correlate at all, so legaa rasenye

then mmg rase mcm gastritis la aka gastrik in laymen's term

nak dijadikan cerita, seawal 3 pagi arituh saye berkejaran ke jabatan kecemasan HUSM membawa suami yg sedang kesakitan

die buat2 ultrasound and couldnt see any stones or anything 

so die bg IV ranitidine

then tk lame pastuh di discharge with ranitidine tablet and syrup MMT..

pain was under control..

kdg2 je paih ckp mcm tk sedap perut..

until last night, the pain came again

but it's even worse than ever

i brought paih to Perdana because tanak la mengkalutkan jabatan kecemasan hospital kerajaan yang sedia sibuk dan yang hanya akan memandang enteng kita nih kan

(bukan bermaksud mengkritik hospital kerajaan, tp as one of the servant there we have to admit our shortcomings and our inability to provide services as pleasant as private's)

ofkosla kan rase cam dilayan best gile kat Perdana sbb jabatan kecemasan tuh hanya ada 2 beds..

mestila we'll be entertained as soon as we arrived there kan..

then cek2 die buat ECG..

and...die ckp ECG paih ade changes!

wuaaa, cuak ok!

ade Q waves kat lead II and III..

mmg rase cam tak significant pon..tp when it comes to ur own sweetheart, every single thing will be something to worry about..

that MO wanna admit paih, tp bed sume full kat Perdana tuh...

so die ckp die akan buat referral letter to HUSM gak..

hmmm terpaksa gak g HUSM...

i know problem kitorg tuh akan dikira remeh je berbanding org lain yg lg parah kat HUSM :(

tp tepaksa gak pegi...

we stayed in HUSM from 9.30pm till 3.30am..

omg, now adik knows realiti sebenar kehidupan seorang dokter di hospital keraajan

dan juga realiti sebenar org2 sakit 

adik ckp 'org sakit yg nak mati, mati nunggu gini je la dih'

hahahaha!

then at last kol 3pg tuh kitorg balik kerumah

dibekalkan ubat2an

and dokter tuh tatau saye keje situh pon

and not a single explanation about what happened was told to us

saye sendiri yg buat2 intai the notes

and paih was discharged with the 'eradication therapy'

tuh pon tau sendiri la sbb ubat2 yg die bg tuh kan

kalo la saye nih tatau pape kan, mmg tak sedar pon ape yg berlaku kan

serius tak logik!

hmmm...so mmg sgt patut la kite semua patut ade insurans

so that kite pegi ke private 

only go to hospital kerajaan di saat yg tak dapat dielakkan je

paih pon ckp 'hmm, patutla sape yg dtg Perdana akan dtg lg'

but semoga we dont have to visit any hospital pon after this ok!

orang kampung bercuti :)

berakhirlah jua surgical rotation yg penuh suka duka..

mungkin that'll be the only rotation yg relax...

kadangkala dpt duk kat ward sepanjang petang sambil bergosip

selepas ini tiada lg...

i managed to save 6 days of my leave...

another 2 was used as my MC..

sgt2la enjoy the leave..first few days tuh duk bermalasan je kot..

ade hari yg tak mandi sepanjang hari duk kat umah depan lappy tgk cite how i met your mother

saye mmg sgt ketinggalan camtuh

dah bertahun yg lalu org lain duk hype psl cite tuh

tp saye baru je start tgk sbb ibah ade all episodes from all seasons..

saye mmg camtuh

takle nk paham kalo tak tgk from 1st episode..

saye mmg sgt excited ok nk g key ell!

adik saye mmg tak paham gile

die mmg tak paham nape saye ngan abe ih sgt semang utk g key ell

mereka tidak mengerti penyeksaan dalaman kami 

kami sgt2la termemberontak secara dalaman kerana meluangkan masa2 senggang hanya di KBMall atau Tesco

so inilah satu2nye peluang kami untuk melepaskan perasaan..

so kami memulakan perjalanan di tengah2 malam buta setelah abe ih tdo buat hanya beberapa jam setelah pulang dari kerja

tidak dpt dibayangkan betapa girangnya kami sepanjang perjalanan

and the journey was really really a nostalgia for us!

mmg la takde bende nostalgic happened..

tp bayangkan for 9 months kami terperuk working 24/7 di kelantan ini...

mmg saye suke duk settle down kat kb..

tp we need on and off getaway utk enjoy...

and kami betul2 enjoy...

especially dengan hasil2 shopping yg membuatkan kami berdua tesengih sepanjang beberapa hari..

maybe for some ppl this is something ridiculous to be excited about

tp bak kata adik, abe ih is really my soulmate..

we found the same guilty-pleasure..

dah 3 tahun kami mencari polaroid ini..

aaaakhirnya! kini pasti!

so kitorg dh bole bukak satu lg scrapbook!

ini pula impian saye setelah sekian lame..

(akhirnye dikira impian abe ih gak :p )

ade offer kat Jusco!

teruja sgt2!!

dah lame mengimpikan steamer seperti ini

ia bagaikan magis..

seperti dlm iklan2 di tv..

saye masih ingat impian saye ini bermula mase zmn2 kecik dulu zaman ade hankyu jaya lg..

ade org buat demo utk iron jenis camni..

sejak itu saye menyimpan niat 'saya pasti akan milikinya satu hari nanti'..

thinking haaard...

jikalau saye berada di States!

tp tu tak mungkin la kan..

tp jikalau laaa kan..

tp tak mungkin la kan...

so saye hanya akan meneruskan angan2 ini dsinih

di tanah air ini...

saye telah berfikir secara amat mendalam...

bagaimana caranya untuk memenuhi segala angan2 saya...

hmm...

the only way to be rich is to do a business..

saya tidaklah seorang business-minded..

oleh sebab itu saye surpresskan saja angan2 saya...

the other possible way to be rich is to be a specialist then go private

tp itu memerlukan pengorbanan yg besar...

 so for now...

okeh, utk masa sekarang, penuhilah impian2 saya secara bersederhana

penuhilah dengan cara mulakan hidup yg berjimat-cermat

tp masalahnya jimat-cermat itu is sooo the opposite of what i dreamt for...

*sigh*

my dear hunnybunnybugsbunny,

i hope u can come out with good business idea soon...

but mind u, the business should be neither risky nor time-consuming..

i know that doesnt sound like a business to u,

but can u pls make us rich, quick!

i love u!

okeh, even we are not super-rich...

can i have this laundry room?

pleeease...

i'm soo lost

this is the 1st time ever!

1st time i'm left alone while myhunnybunny krrroh krrrooh

might be because i'm the one who usually dozed off first

but tonight, i need to finish up my presentation

as usual, i hate them!

plus, i hate being awake alone like this...

but that hatred is nothing compared to this other uneasy feeling

uneasy feeling that my dreams are not coming true due to my tamakness

i have ssooo many dreams

they kept piling up everyday because none of them get crossed our from the list due to my laziness and tamakness

hmmm...

ok 1st thing 1st..

now, try to cook as frequent as i could so that we dont spend hundreds of ringgits on unhealthy dine-outs

then, try to admit that you are what you are

nothing can make your pore invisible

so stop putting hopes in all those so-called healthy drinks

insyaAllah..one day i could be writing blog entries from my own dream house..

u'll complete me...

i'm sooo incomplete without u...

• waffle-maker
• food processor
• WAHING MACHINE!!!

Baby Jazzmine!

my first car

transformed into...



my little baby lily jazzmine...

:)

wanita hari ini!

 

saye sedang mencuba ini...

tp knowing me yg mmg tidak compliant dan juga pelbagai comorbidities,

belom pasti adekah akan berhasil seperti hasil2 yg org lain berhasil

asal2nye saye nk order lg USANA multivits and antioxidants dr kak ainol arituh

tp tibe2 rase nk consider g cari sendiri kot2 kat pharmacy ade other choices kan

dh lame dh usha2 kinohimitsu range ni

bace2 sdikit sbanyak die nye description tuh terus hati tertawan

especially sbb die ade pelbagai sources of vitC and antixidants

i dont care about their claims for the beauty effect,

all i care is about the antioxidants effect on OVULATION :D

i hope that saye akan comply dgn minum ni.

tidak lupe juga utk minum a lot lot loooot of plain water!

kemudian saye juge sedang mencuba ini

mmg dah lame berniat nk g shopping2 cleaning stuff

zmn2 student dulu mmg sgt suke ajax spray and wipe nih

so asalnye plan nk teruskan kesetiaan terhadap spray ini sahaja

namun selepas amat geram dgn kemesraan semut2 dan serangga2 di rumah ini,

atas saranan imah, saye beli spray serai wangi ini

bau die agak ok

tp bau tak feel ketenangan sgt

bau cam minyak serba gun nona roguy tuh

so cam kurang ekslusif :D

and tekstur nye tak selicin mane bile kite wipe 

tp hasil kilatannya agak menawan..

semoga semua semut peliharaan kami tidak lg melawat kami..

aminnn....

life is getting better and better..

in every way..

i had few days-off for raya

syukur sgt

after 6 rayaS abroad..akhirnye i had a great time at home

i really had great time (ignoring the unwanted glares and sarcasm from some ppl)

beya's happy day pon best sgt sgt

being the matured kakak. i like! :)

muuuuuaahh!! x_x

(my 1st bouquet sjak pulang ke sinih..asbenku baru tau ade florist kat kb :( tp lps nih i hope i can expect more and more of theeeese :))



Jika Pitis Itu Boleh Dipetik-petik..

i found more reasons to stay working (instead of retiring then housewifing)

i spent half of the day collecting my dreams

i really think i should make a scrapbook of all the pics so that i can easily find them in need.

mcm dlm cite omputih2 tuh la, yg every girls should ade wedding scrapbook 

they all kuat gile kan berangan dr kecik2 lg :p

they all awal2 lg dh plan bouquets diorg nk camane

cakes diorg nk camane etc

when the time comes they all bukak that big scrapbook with glittery eyes :)

salah satu perkara yg saye fikirkan tadi adelah pantry

bile ade rumah nanti saye nk ade pantry

mmg rambang mata melihat idea2 yg ade kat Google

tp kene consider budget and konsep gak kan

nak either yg kecik mcm 2 pintu cabinet or yg besar mcm walk-in pantry tuh

semua pon menarik hati kan

marilah kite mencuci mata

 seperti yg ini tidakla saye suke sgt tp save je

kalo yg camnih, still nampak serabut sbb mcm amik space besar tp tak covered

 yg nih quite practical..and simple

tp masalahnye kalo yg camnih saye akan tend to biarkan terbukak je pintu tuh

so still la nampak dapo tk kemas kan

 i like this concept!

walk-in pantry

tp tidak terlalu besar

just nice!

 yg nih nampak canggih dan creative

tp mungkin tak space saving pon dlm tuh

mcm ruang utk barang kecik2 je

 nih mmg dh sgt common kat umah kat Oz kan

simple and affordable

cume bersepah skitla

especially ppl like me

i need more organised pantry

yg nih nampak exclusive

tp kayu kayan itu sgt mahal

i bet they cost at least RM10,000 just for that.

tuh at least la.

tp kalo dh beria2 dgn kayu camtuh n pintu2nye tuh, baik buat cabinet btol2 kat dapo kan

the idea of my pantry adelah sorok2 barang ke dalam ruang besar yg kemas

so saye rase pantry saye tak perlu la ade yg berpintu kabinet tuh

lain la kalo saye terlebih duit sgt

 this is soooo my dream....

stocks of foods!!!

cume saye rase patut letak pintu besar tutup kawasan tuh

so bile bukak je pintu pantry terus nampak barang2 itu semua

 rak jenis cam nih pon saye suke utk small space

sbb saye rase ia space-saving kalo rak tuh dibuat keliling camnih

cume ia memerlukan kekemasan utk menyusunnya :p

saye nih perlu ade compartment2 so that my pantry will auto-organised themselves :D

 yg nih pon ade pintu utama yg cover ruang pantry tuh..

menarik..

yg nih almost nk sama ngan yg few pics td..

Why Do I Like Pantries?

firstly, i like to buy things in bulk

i cant resist SALEs

secondly, i like to see things lining up on shelves

i dont know why do i have the satisfaction seeing repetitive things

maybe i'm on the autistic spectrum :p

last but not least,

i like foods!!!

i even read on how to organise your pantry
some of the tips are:
-put ur frequently used stuffs on eye-level shelves
-arrange them into categories eg: cereals, canned foods, baking stuffs
some people uses Tupperware to help them in their pantries..

i'll read more about pantry when the time comes...

the craze

omaigodomaigod..

saye sangat terujaaa melihat all the miniatures of mami's bakuls td

'perabot rotan zakaria' --> a must to visit AGAIN and AGAIN!

semua angan2 ku simpan dlm kpala

pertama, sile simpan duit anda puan sarah!

sblum nih saye hanya indiffirent je bile tgk kerusi ini 

namun, bile tgk kat kedai tuh td (exactly the same chair)...mmg tergoda

(tp cushion tuh kaler lain la)

satu set RM3500++

sbijik RM550

so i was thinking about bli 2 bijik letak kat satu ruang rehat rumah

mmg tk se-best comfy-couch utk cuddle2 ngan asben

tp mcm unik and evergreen 

advantage: tidak bersofa dan tidak mudah hapak

 saye rase saye penah ade one special entry dulu2 utk moses' basket nih

tp bile tgk byk2 choices td mmg sgt teruja

kat kedai td mmg takde yg kaler gelap camnih

cume saye minat the design

sbb ade mcm2 jenis anyaman die

saye suke yg penuh camnih

tp ade mcm2 dilemma

sbb samada nk ltak yg basket camnih kat lantai (portable) 

and beli yg mcm ade swing2 tuh as a cot

OR

bli satu je yg universal

hmmm...

cant wait to choose!

adik saye mmg dh gedik2 g buat statement kat org yg buat pameran kat tesco arituh

adik: yg katil baby tuh brape harga?

tuan bakul: RMXXX

adik: takpela, nanti kakak saye tuh pilih..die nak anak nanti...die tak mengandung lg tp nanti la die nk bli utk anak die nanti

tuan bakul : (sengih)

isk malu gile!!

 yg nih takdela tgk kat kedai td pon

tp termasuk dlm hasil Google td

good idea gak kan utk gune rattan drawers camtuh

sweet utk bilik budak2 nanti

or bole gak utk common space kan

kabinet tuh tempah mcm biase la kan

and sejak mengenali kedai rotan itu, mmg sgtla mudah nk tempah die wat saiz apa jua

 saje masukkan laundry baskets nih dlm collection

saye dh ade yg rectangular nye kan

secara jujurnye mmg rotan dh menjadi pilihan keluarga kami sejak turun temurun

sbb saye mmg pantang melihat gune bakul2 plastik

bukannye tak gune langsung, tp mmg tk jatuh hati la

lg2 kalo nk picnic mmg pantang kalo tak gune bakul rotan

tk feel mcm PICNIC-PICNIC :p 

jd walauppon saye masih student haritu, saye dh menjadikan rotan sbg pilihan saye

bile saye g kedai td dan melihat bakul2 yg sgt kiut2, saye jd rase sgt2 teruja

tp lg kiut la td sbb sume dh ade byk saiz kecik2

saye berjanji kepada diri sendiri bahawa saye akan cube memenuhi keinginan saye utk mempunyai kerusi seperti ini

nk letak di balcony rumah kami nanti

(teringat plak tk penah wat sambungan entry rumah impian kami)

 

kene blaja menjahit la nk jahit kain2 simple2 utk alas bakul2 saye :)

the bipolar me

this is the hopeful face i had on my first day of working

the smile that i think i would never ever had again

being a doctor is not that bad

but i dont think i can become the person i was before

i've never made du'a about my path in medicine before

i think i should start today

(i already greeted those tudungs byebye right after i finished tagging, now i officially use tudung bibik ariani full time utk keje, time lain masih tudung biasa)

even the most garang registrar noticed them

registrar: aik sarah, mu tukar pakai tudung2 gini doh lening

me: hehe, abis je tagging terus saye g borong kat ariani (sambil tersengih)

registrar: jd HO mmg dokdang mu nok pikir lilit2 doh

registrar yg garang itu awal2 je garang ngan saye

pastuh die tak senyum pon saye tau die suke saye :D hahaha perasan

tp saye tau die mmg jenis ego kot takle org tau die baik

kene gak ckp garang2 kasar2 kan 

tp rahsienye adelah sengih je die ckp ape2 pon

sengih je kalo die marah ape2 pon

 dulu2 tgk die dlm lift pon saye dh cuak gile sbb die nk ckp ape2 pon mmg menengking

registrar itu : sarah! mu g mane?

me: g radiology..

registrar itu: hmm...

ade lg time2 lain mase oncall same2 yg die saje je buat bunyi mendengus bile tgk saye

sbb die takle nk greet org elok2 kot

die pusing2 kan mata die mase tengok saye

tp from her reaction and order2 sume tuh i think she likes me :D

she even convinced me to take medical

tp sorry, never kot!

i like medical tp not with that environment

and i'm not that confident anyway.

The Smell of Happiness

sekarang saye bercuti

cuti utk sminggu!

serius tak percaye medical rotation akan berakhir jua

it was literally 'feel like it would never end'

baaanyak sgt yg ingin diceritakan tp bile terlalu byk mmg tak tertulis

so slalu end up tulis current story je

sekarang ini

saye sedang menonton proposal daisakusen

mmg sudah bertahun cite itu tp tak pernah dpt tgk

sgt la sesuai cuti2 begini utk menonton

perasaan terasa ingin bercinta mmg membuak2

namun suamiku berkeja

bergelora jiwa menonton drama cinta hanya tuhan yg tahu

dh lame tak tgk cite membelai2 perasaan

tk smpt nk tgk cite satu hal, takde cite yg best lg satu hal

sesekali dpt merasakan nikmat rehat dgn romentik begini sgtla tidak bole dipersia2kan

dlm kepala berangan2 nk buat special dinner utk suami yg pulang keje nanti

tp tatau rajin ke tak nk kuar

nk kene listkan barang2 nk bli sbb kene beli sume skaligus kat tesco

kite nih kan bukannye duduk die bandar2

access kepada ingredients yg special2 mmg susah

kene btol2 plan

konon2 dh grab few cooking magazines la kan smalam sblum pulang ke sini

tp hanya akan menjadi bahan gelak mereka2 shaja jika saye tidak lakukan ape2

koleksi majalah ini mmg tak terkatala byknye

angan2 tinggi la dulu kan kononnye nk masak2

mmg honestly sejak keje, sekali habuk pon saye tak masak utk suami saye lg

skrg alasannya adalah takde fridge kat umah

so saye bertekad utk beli fridge baru sblum masuk bulan puasa

so tunggu gaji akhir bulan nih ye

gambarimasu!!!

selain itu, saye juge tak henti2 memanjatkan rasa syukur kerana dikurniakan suami seperti Kekanda tersayang itu

i keep on counting my blessings every single day of wedded life..

cuma saye sendiri je yg belom mengotakan apa yg dijanji :p

idup masih terumbang ambing, alasan saye adelah sibuk keje

tp sbnrnye mood tak elok je bile keje kan

hopefully better rotations are waiting for me..amiin..

muahahaha rindu u laa...