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31 October 2010

Hampir Kesitu..

perlukan daya tujah utk saye sambung siapkan module!
aaa sape nk menujah saye nih?
please la sarah jd rajin! pleease, kalo awak rajin  mlm nih, esok dh bole hooray!
pleeease sarah.just one more night!

and this is the 'turquiose green' that my mom n sis picked today

i know it's not like what PaRah discussed
tp ofkos la bile g kedai akan ade lg byk choices kan
and saye sukee sgt sbb i sgt soft pastel colour..
the most left tuh adelah kain alasnye..yg tgh2 tuh chiffonnye...
yg the most right tuh plak encik.paih's nye...
saye sgt beruntung dpt mami yg saaangat semangat psl my wedding
sume mami yg tanggung!

Sharing The Journey

again, this weekend my family spent their day-off with going up and down the shops for my wedding..
i'm soo blessed to have them
they know i couldnt do anything without them
i can only browse over the internet from afar
honestly, i've done nothing of impact for the wedding!
i'm keeping myself busy with the photo editing and websetting..
i'm loving it but i know it's not enough..

just a sneak-peek of what i'm working on...




Monk

sambil tgk cite monk, teringat kat encikpaih
dlm cite nih tunjuk natalie paham morse code
so teringat laaa zmn2 muda dulu
saye yg cheesy nih anta morse-code-telegram kat encikpaih
zmn tuh zmn pendam2 tp sayang :p

kat museum nih die ade service anta telegram...
saye pon ape lg kan...
anta warkah cinta across the ocean..
hahaha..
romentiknye i! :p

29 October 2010

Bulan Madu

semalam pagi saye ade buat canulla kat sorg macik
macik tuh 3weeks postpartum kot
pastuh die nangis teresak2 ok mase saye buat canulla tuh
cuak gak saye mula2 tuh kot2 saye salah hit the valve pastuh tolak2 ke ape kan
rupe2nye die mmg camtuh
tp pastuh die tanye saye from mane
saye cakap from malaysia
and die pon ckp laa
'really? we went to malaysia for honeymoon'
'it was 10yrs back'
hahaha macik nih buat saye nk animun la :p

if only i could find a cheap way to make this initials!
mahal gak la bunga kat mesia
even yg bukan fresh flowers, kalo nk kelopak cantik mmg mahal...

28 October 2010

$-$

wuaa lps skrg dh seronok2 sentiasa dpt buat IV,
td frust sgt terpunctured vein macik nih
die 90tahun ok!
dh lps dpt skit darah tuh tibe2 keliling vein die swells up
aaa time tuh gak saye tau it's failing!
and die hanya suke buat kat tgn kanan je
tgn kiri die sakit die kate
pastuh dh ade canulla on that hand
so lg la limited choice kan
and saye tanak la try2 lg sbb nanti abih puncture sume vein die
die dhla nk masuk theatre arinih
so saye called the intern
so agak frust la kan!
arinih not a good day pon
ward agak bz sbb tibe2 ramai patient
jd saye mcm takde alasan nk bermalasan
skrg nih lunch break la kononnnye kan
pastuh saye rase petang nih ade emergency theatre list
mcm menarik
tp saye takdela rajin nk stay
tp saye pk nih pluang nk tunjuk muka kat surgeon lg kan
hmm dilemma!
 
 
and baru dpt reply from Kak Lina
die jual doorgift
saye baru reply kat die utk confirmkan adekah we are talking about the same box
because i cant believe the price she's giving me
it's too cheap to be true :D

 


but i do hope it's true!
dh bole settle half of the doorgift issues kan kalo order terus pasnih
amiiin...
 

27 October 2010

more and more..

i've been googling for a lot of things
i did mention before that i still cant decide on the brand of my shoes
but i did save some of the pics that i think suits my tase
buuut most of them wont suit my feet i think
i have lebar penyek hideous foot.. 

these...i really want something like these or almost like these for my reception
but where do i get them in malaysia???
i mean is there a one-stop shop that have this style of footwear?
it has always been a struggle for me when comes to shoes
 


and these peep-toes, i drool over them to be on my hantaran
but again, where do i get them?



i'm certain of what kind of days i'll go through right afer i touched down for good in tanah melayu
i am really looking forward to it..
but let me prepare myself for all the frustrations to come
it's not that i am pessimist about my wedding
but with limited funds, it is only so much can be done!

26 October 2010

M A M I

Age 4, we think: Mom knows everythng! At 8: Mom knows a lot. At 12: Mom doesn't really know everythng. At 14: Mom doesn't know anything. At 16: Momdoesn't exist. At 18: She's old fashioned. At 25: Maybe mom does know about this! At 35: Before we decide let's ask mom. At 45: I wonder what mom thinks about this? At 85: I wish I could ask mom about this. Repost if you have the best mom in the world...
 
i found that on fb..but i totally disagree with that..
for me, my mom always knows everything, anytime anywhre
i've always think the idea of daughter-mom conflict is overrated
but if it does exist,  it's only true for the westerners
i know i'm not the perfect daughter in the world
but i couldnt get why should the stages of life makes u treat ur mom differently
honestly, i started thinking about this few years back when we have a whole chapter of 'ADOLESCENCE' in IB syllabus of English Higher Level
the issue were so remote to me, i couldnt understand why they have to rebel
i dont know why it is so hard for them to express evrything up to the point they have to isolate their parents
we thought they are more open-minded with their kids right?
but what with all the rebelious attitude and the desperate need to become independent?
i know there are times i did not agree with my mom..but that's just a plain disagreement in taste.
in short, i dont think why the statements on fb should be ppl's status who really love their mom.
anda lot of ppl 'like' it some more.
i do feel like backstabbing..wrting this here instead of directly comment on the fb
but i dont wanna make it controversial..
mami, i LOVE u forever and ever, and u're always my everything..

I K E A

hmm terase nk g IKEA la wiken nih
ade sesuatu ingin di cari
penah pegi IKEA kat sinih skali je
time2 muda2 dulu
bli mattreses
semoga weather sgt best
sbb nk kene turun naik publictransport kan
so semoga tk panas sgt
tp tk sejuk sgt
saye nk shooppping!
saye dh buat ade satu file khas utk compare harga brg2 yg saye nk cari tuh
saye compare malaysian and australian IKEA
certain things murah kat sinih
certain things murah kat mesia
so before pegi kene btol2 buat list
bestnyee!
indahnye kan idup ini :))

(tp nanti adela tuh entry2 tk indah kalo saye pk mls nk buat MCR :p)

25 October 2010

Again!

skali lg saye berada dalam common room ini
td lps dh bosan2 duk dilemma2 tuh saye pon naik la ke ward
nampak reg saye
die tanye saye baru lps ade tute ke..
saye tk smpt menjawab tibe2 dh dtg org lain yg nk berbincang dgnnya 
pastuh saye stay je dlm doctor's station yg kecik itu
saje nk tunjuk muka kan
biar nampak kite keen :D
tp sbb lame sgt perbincangan mereka,
saye mula mengeluarkan print-outs utk dibaca
harapnye reg itu nampak saye yg saye sedang membace psl medic :D
hahaha
kemudian lps org tuh pergi, saye pon bertanye2 la kat reg itu mengenai theatre
buat2 tanye psl apa care terbaik utk masuk emergency theatre kan
buat2 tanye adekah saye patut sentiasa follow reg yg pakai scrub
hahaha
nk bg nampak keen skit, cite la kat die yg saye slalu masuk elective list je
(padahal sminggu skali dua je saye masuk elective list pon :p)
pastuh ckp la saye baru skali masuk emergency
pastuh die  pon explain la psl oncall reg la ape la
die ckp bagus gak kalo tgk emergency theatre tuh bla bla bla
sbnrnye amat tidak berminat laaa begini
membuat sesuatu hanya kerana nk tunjuk rajin dpn org
kemudian lps dh ckp2 skit ngan die saye pon menyambung membace
kemudian intern dtg
kemudian saye bertanye kat intern terdapat ape2kah utk saye tlg
tp tiada apa2
lgpon intern tuh mmg jenis yg tk suke student buat paperwork pon
ok, fine with me!
saye pon tdela nk berebut pon stakat buat paperworks tuh kan
tp sbb tatau nk buat ape dh kan
saje  nk tunjuk bergune skit
oh saye amat senang hati dgn diri sendiri sbb dh buat cannula hari ini
sng hati sbb saye yg offer nk buat
yelaaa sblum nih guilty sbb mmg mls nk volunteer ape2 yg tk disuruh 
jumaat arituh wat skali
hahaha jumaat harituh kire last day of 3rd week of the rotation dh
baruuuuu nk buat 1st time tuh :p
confidence yg hancur terhadap cannulla zaman genmed dgn interjahat itu sudah terbina kembali
saye berharap setiap hari ade at least 1 canulla utk saye tlg mereka
terdapat kepuasaan setiap kali melihat darah flashback kat dlm cannula tuh...



A W K W A R D

ok harinih intern baru
up to last few minutes evrything was fine
tp....
baruuuu saje td diorg sume nk g coffee-break la kononnye kan
and saye ofkos tanak join pon kan
tp rupe2nye diorg expect saye join
saye sedar itu setelah sampai lift
satye mane bawak duit!
and diorg pon nk g ressies
saye takde minat nk bersosial pon
gelak2 senyum2 kat ressies adelah sgt tk mnarik ok
so saye meloloskan diri di keramaian org depan cafe itu dan lari ke student room skrg ini
namuuun sgt awkward jap lg saye nk bg excuse ape
'hmmm...i dont drink coffee, so i went to the student room'
tp diorg akan pk saye nih antisosial plak kan
tp akan lg awkward kalo saye stay kan
hmmmm....tk suke la baik sgt camnih la intern2 nye
baik2 yg separa baik
hmmmm...
AWKWARD!!
this is why i'm not staying here!
saye tk suke dan tak reti bersosial dgn mereka
gelombang lain.

24 October 2010

Hati Yang Mungkin Sudah Gelap :(

tatau la rase jiwa terusik atau terganggu atau terkacau
tp plg confirm adelah rase tk sedap hati
kenape?
saye pon tatahu...
nk g skolah esok pon rase berat hati
mmgla perkara biasa mls g skolah
tp sjak masuk surgical rotation nih, mmg tadela teruk sgt nk kene paksa diri sbb team sgt best
tp esok dh ade intern2 baru
so tatau adekah akan dpt get along dgn mereka
dan dh rase saaaayang sgt ngan 2 interns yg sgt best sblum nih
yg sgt low expectations
yg slalu suruh saye balik awal :D
saye tertekan sekarang nih
camane nk buat nih?
td tghari dh bace quran lps zuhur utk tenangkan hati
tp mcm tak tahan lame pon
mungkin saye tk btol2 hayati td...
tp btol2 saye tertekan
tanpa sebab
walaupon ade sebab, tp tekanan yg sgt disproportionate to the problem pon
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
and i have nobody!!
nobody!!!
paih tk balik keje lg
mami ade keje kat penang
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
:((
aaaaaa tk sbr nk balik mesia
takde masalah2 camnih
tk sbr nk get it over and done with!

Family Wedding

arituh dh penah tgk cite nih 
tp tgk sparuh je
ade org ckp saye nih bersifat perkauman
sbb tuh takle tgk cite nih :p
tp cite nih saye rase sgt tk sbr nk pulang prepare psl kawin
bestnyee
saye suke colour die
and saye ter pk kalo wedding kite kat mesia, kat mane nk gune bouquet2 sume tuh
sbb kite tadela susun krusi in line mcm dlm wedding diorg kan..
so masih ter pk lg...


23 October 2010

The Hot Spring should be blamed for my Cluckiness

Sedang berjalan kaki di tengahari terik utk ke kereta pokwe
saye berkate kepada aimi
'hmmmm panaas nye kan aimi..kalo dpt bubble tea nih mmg best gile'
ting ting ting!
mentol kepala menyala
terus rase teringggin sgt
oleh yg demikian kami mintak tlg pokwe dropkan kami di busloop sahaja
kami pon menunggu bus utk ke Chadstone
hmmmm...nikmaaaattt....
sedaaaaap sgt...
dah dpt minum tuh kan kenela jln2 kan
so saye dan aimi mmg sgt suke berjalan tanpa arah tujuan kat chadstone
tp kene la konon2 pk something utk biar mcm ade objektif skit..
so kami mencari sesuatu...
sesuatu itu dijumpai di MYER tp masih belom di finalise kan statusnya
jd maybe kene buat entry lain sbb tuh topik lain :p
kemudian kami ke k-mart
kemudian saye mmg saaangat excited kerana terdapat lg byk nighties yg berkilat yg seksi la bole dikatakan :p
saye mmg tgh collect mereka skrg (patut malu tk?)
seroooooonok sgt skrg dh ade 6  nighties
hahaha cite dlm kelambu takle cite kat org kan, tp bole ke cite psl bli bende2 camnih?
hmmm lantak la kan
kemudian saye mmg suke kan pk sangat jauh ke depan
tiba di bahagian buku kanak2
ternampak dan berkata 'eh muraaaahnye tgh sale...'
ape lg kan mmg bagai ilang kesedaran saye menggapai2 ape yg perlu
nk justify die sendiri akan ckp 'mane nk dpt bende camnih dgn harga camnih kat mesia nanti'
'kat mesia buku2 sume mahal2 skurang2nye puluh2 ringgit' bla bla bla bla bla la kan
kene justify byk bende
1stly kene justify penggunaan wang
2ndly kene justify kenapa awal sgt beli kan :p
tp saye slalu ckp 'nape org bli pinggan mangkuk utkmasa depan takpe?'
hahaha
inilah hasilnya yg amat saye excited kerana menambah koleksi




saye sgt excited melihat kat internet bahawasanya buku ini setiap satu dijual asing itu adalah sgt mahal berbanding saye beli satu set
good job sarah dlm berjimat!! :p
saya dah pk utk cari kaset utk nursery rhymes nih
sbb saye pk saye tanak la expose anak saye terhadap tv dan video2 di laptop
a lot of controversies behind it
seriously saye akn cube berusaha utk anak2 saye hari2 penuh dgn 'tv-free activities'
saye kan dh bli buku activity2 tuh :p 
tp kalah ngan buku kak mar
buku tuh '1001 tv-free activities'
saye nye '1000 activitties' so kalah 1 activity :D




 yg nih pule saye beli sbb kiut :p
and again, sgt excited melihat harga yg saye bli jauh lg murah dr RRP nye :)



ini pule saye bli saje2 sbb die satu set
dan sudah tentu harga saye bli jauh lg murah jueg dr harga di internet!

saye bukanla nk paksa anak2 saye jd nerd dr kecik
tp saye percaya bahawasanya sgt bagus utk instil minat membaca dlm anak2 sejak kecil
biar die nampak buku tuh as their friends
sbb seriously mase kecik saye dulu mmg penuh dgn keseronokan dan adventures luar rumah
+ adventures of reading
now i cant imagine how i used to read encyclopedias at 8yrs of age
sgt minat ok!!
time tuh ade encyclopedia yg dewan bahasa dan pustaka translate tuh
yg a set tuh ade psl mcm2
dinosour, bumi, sains, tumbuh2an etc
my parents did a GREAT job to us at that time!
mami slalu bawak kami g skolahnye time die keje pastuh ltak kitorg kat library mrsm tuh
mmg saye sgt enjoy....
time tuh library tuh ade airterjun la, cushion2 besar la..bean bags la..
bestnyeee zaman tuh....
we used to quiz each other about 'what's the biggest tree in the world' etc
what's the oldest bird in the world..Dodo if i'm not mistaken
we were not nerds, but that's how life was zaman2 tuh
budak2 zaman tuh pon sume camtuh rasenye
tak mcm skrg...
 zaman berubah...


22 October 2010

Rezeki Perut..

harinih internku last day
so saye pk saye nk blikan la sdikit cokelat ferrero rocher kan sorg satu
sbb diorg sgt baik ngan saye

bukanlah saye bg sejambak sorg
saye bg sbungkus sorang dah la..
tp...nk dijadikan rezeki perut saye
(saye yg tgh diet nih kan :p)
slg sorg intern saye half day off
saye tk smpt jumpe die sbb dlm theatre
oleh yg demikian...
jeng jeng jeng..saye ade extra sbungkus :D
perut sape lg jd mangsa kan...
aaaaa...diet yg tidak menjadi...
mmg tk mampu menahan nafsu
semalam sblum tdo pon camane bole TERmakan cokelat cadbury dairy milk nora ntah
SERIUS tak paham camane...
takutttt sgt kalo nampak perut bile pakai baju kawin nanti
time2 lain saye tk heran
encikpaih mmg kene terime saye seadanya
tp baju kawin itu tak mungkin dpt menerima saye seadanya saya...
:(

18 October 2010

Malam Sekolah :)

esok saye sekolah
tp saye rase tk menarik sbb intern saye beria nk tlg buat MCR utk saye esok mase clinic
saye baru siapkan urusan visa ahli keluarga yg nk dtg 
sekarang saye sedang enak mencari2 idea kasut ape utk dibeli
saye perlu 2 kasut at least
1 utk suruh encik.paih beli utk atas hantaran
1 untuk saye pakai - bg saye kesemua majlis bole pakai kasut same saje sbb bukan nampak sgt pon :D
saye berkenan jenis mcm sharp pointy shoes
mcm sexy skit kan
tp kaki saye tk cantik sgt
kaki saye kembang :p
contoh yg saye suke (walaupon saye takdela nk yg bekilat camtuh)
kasut yg atas hantaran saye tuh saye harap dpt yg mcm sandal je tp pointy
tp saye belom decide on the brand lg...
hmmm no idea!

wuahahaha saye sudah sgt byk collect peeptoe shoes n satin shoes yg saye berkenan


The Heat

Tibe-tibe rase sgt semangat nk plan for the wedding kan :)

slalunye ade mental checklist je utk ape2..
tp this time rsenye kene btol2 tulis so that nampak lg clear ape yg dh n ape yg belom
so saye duk dlm common room nih dgn semangatnye create blogpage utk checklist

saye ade la berkenan kat tudung farahani kawin


saye dh tanye die bli kat mane
mmg la biase je kan
tp kalo tk tanye org mmg sukar utk saye jumpe
and saye suke kat shape die sbb mcm full keras instead of muncung je kan 
so die kate kat dlm tuh tudung biase yg kain satin as die nye awning 
die bli kat Munawwara,PJ
and atas tuh die bli selendang chiffon kat Gulati's Jln TAR
so saye balik nih kene g cari laa
tp kene blaja btol2 camane die lilit selendang die tuh biar nampak kemas
tp takut gak bile saye dh beria2 g ke munawwara tuh tgk2 shape die tk sesuai ngan kebulatan muka saye yg terlebih bulat nih
tp at least dpt idea laa skit2 kan

17 October 2010

Awkward

ok saye skrang awal2 pg sudah berada dlm commonroom
bukan saye nk slacking
tp lps dh siap wardround td kedua2 reg saye bitau intern2 saye yg diorg nk minum2 kat cafe
so die pesan kat intern utk turun jap lg lps request imagings sume tuh kan
then saye stay je ngan intern tuh buat keje
tgh2 buat keje tuh reg tuh tepon intern saye utk tanye nk order ape utk die dan sorg lg intern
so die tk mention saye nk ape kan..die tk igt kot kehadiran student
so saye tanak la nanti kalo saye ikut intern tuh reg tuh cam obliged utk blanja saye air gak
saye plak mmg tk bawak purse kan
mane ade bawak duit g wardround
kalo saye bawak duit at least saye bole kate saye nk byr sendiri kan
tp nih mmg akan sgt awkward kalo die tk igt saye n die kene ckp suruh saye order
segan la saye kan
padahal mmg la not a big deal pon
sume reg akan blanje the whole team
tp the point skrg is die tak igt pon psl saye
saye kene pon blakon2 kat intern saye yg saye nk dtg commonroom time diorg minum2 tuh konon2 saye ade keje
hahaha
saye tgh nk print2 nota2 kat sinih tp tibe2 printer tuh running out of paper plak
Gina plak takde kat office die utk refill
jd terpaksa la saye membuang mase menaip blog ini kan
blakon2 nampak cam byk keje kan menaip tk berenti :p
sarah sarah ape nk jadi nih
sungguh bosan ini hari
theatre pon takde list utk gen surg arinih
*sigh*

bosan!

16 October 2010

My Dream Bedsheet..

tatau nk cakap camane terharu ngan mami yg sanggup turun KL wiken2 nih utk survey2 utk weddingku
mami and abg n adik2 g central market utk cari idea utk doorgift
mmg sgt sukar nk buat keputusan
sbb tak pk nk spend beria2 sgt kan utk doorgift
nk bajet around RM2.00 je satu item
yelaa nk kene tempah ribu2 kan...
arituh ade berkenan ngan risalah doa yg sgt sweet and ikat ngan ribbon...
tp rupe2nye mahal satu buku tuh RM4.00
tak mampu la kan!
 hopefully mami will find something soon...
sbb nk kene tempah kan...

psl kad kawin pon saye pening sbb tanak abis byk kat situh gak
tp nk yg exlcusive nye kan
hahah mmg susah aa...mane ade yg murah2 cantik kan
tp nk try tempah kat tempat mamakarimah buat utk kakya arituh
katenye reasonable price
saye bg my family back home utk pilihkan
saye dh bitau ciri2 yg saye nak
so insyaAllah taste diorg same je ngan saye..
saye nk yg sekeping je
mcm omputih nye
tanak lipat2
then nk dlm poket, mcm GP saye nye
tp tgk2 mmg trend skrg kat mesia pon kan poket tuh
tp saye dh ckp saye nk plain colour je
either beige or white
writings or corak nk kene silver or gold
so nk simple2 je
tanak gmbr2 or ape2
saye ade jumpe kat internet arituh yg saye minat tp lupe nk save la plak

yg dlm nih saye suke yg putih kat depan tuh
simple n sweeeet sgt!!

and saye sangaaaat sayang mami saye!!
mami dh blikan my dream bedsheet yg membuatkan saye terpukau arituh
it's Hallmark!
yeaay!! 
mami dh bli bantal baru gak :p

and acikaih dah tempahkan four-poster bed idaman saye tuh
tp katil tuh nanti tinggal je kat masterbedroom tuh utk sume org kawin pon pakai tuh je
bile saye dh pindah kuar kene bli katil lain sdiri plak

yeaaay nk kawin!!!

saye dh tempah emma utk make-up and thank god die offer trial make-up utk tgk skin tone
tp ofkos la bukan fullmake-up kan
tp maybe bole diskus2 ape yg kite expect kan



Tuuuuutt.. :p

aimi ckp kalo nk tahan kentut kene tahan napas
jd takde angin masuk, jd takde angin yg nk kuar :p
hahahaha mati la camtuh!

Rembesan Jus Gaster


dah seminggu saye menonton cite The King of Baking Kim Tak Goo ini
setiap kali tgk die baking segala roti2 yg berkilat2 sedap itu mmg saye terase amat lapar
sgt sedih sbb saye sendiri takde masa utk explore pembuatan roti
saye sgt nk mesin uli roti mcm mama yah nye tuh
sgt senang so saye tayah susah2 payah uli kan
tp kalo saye ade food processor pon dh kire senang kan
tp saye tkde duit lg nk bli kelengkapan letrik utk masa depan saye
lgpon brg kat sinih takdela lg elok dr mesia pon
sume made in china gak
yg murah2 tuh yg tak berkualiti
yg mahal2 tuh baik bli kat mesia lg worth
jd saye sgt la serba kekurangan
sdih sgt sbb bile terliur nk roti tp tk mampu buat
jd td terase nk google gmbr2 roti
tp tgk2 yg dlm cite kim tak goo tuh lg mengiurkan
roti die sume kilat2
sgt best
sgt gebu
sgt lembut
saye mmg terase nk wish for a breadmaker
tp saye pk ia takkan membantu proses pengurusan saye pon
white flour itu sgtla tidak membantu kan
nk wat pakai wholemeal flour saye tk minat rasenye
haha saye nih mcm2 la kan alasan
tp mmg telan air liurrr je sambil menonton cite tuh
gulp!

15 October 2010

beria la kan nk bace buku clinicalproblems nih
tp tibe2 rase nk tukar theme utk monashnye email
kiut! (saye rase la)

kemudian saye rase sgt bersyukur kerana sudah menjumpai spekmata saye
sudah beberapa hari saye kehilangannya
ceritanye begini...
di pagi2 yg saye bgn lmbt, saye tk smpt pakai contact lense kat rumah
saye takle nk pakai spek saye sbb spek saye dh senget sbelah sbb dah ade org terduduk mase terawih arituh
oleh yg demikian saye slalu pakai contact lense kat spital nih nye changing room  
namun, nk dijadikan cerita, saye lepas dunia saye dh makin cerah lps pakai contact lense, 
saye sudah terlupa akan spekmata saye
saye main tinggal je kot kat sink tuh
dh ptg bile balik rumah tgk2 bekas spekmate saye kosong
mmg sgt sedih sbb saye rase mesti dh ilang dh kalo tinggal kat toilet tuh
keesokan paginye itu mmg takde dh
namuuun..baru je kejap td, lps dh hari ke 5 kot...
saye tgk area sink tuh dgn penuh kesedihan
tibe2 saye ternampak sesuatu kat rak tinggi atas cermin atas sink tuh
nampak mcm ujung2 spek saye
sipi2 je nampak
kemudian saye melompat2 utk mencapainye
alhamdulillah akhirnye jumpe!
sape laaa yg cerdik sgt tuh kan ltak kat tempat tinggi tersorok camtuh
mestila tuannye dh tak jumpe kalo cari kan..isk isk isk.
saye dh terpk akan terbang duit beratus2 dh..
saye dh pk kerugian duit dh kene wat spek baru...
sbb saye pk RM300-400 tuh dh bole topup skit sbanyak dh preparation kawin saye
at least jumlah tuh cukup kot nk menampung tudung kawin nanti
alhamdulillah tk rugi..

 

Testicular Torsion

jam baru menunjukkan 12.48pm tp saye dh bersedia utk pulang
hanya menunggu sape2 yg dpt pulang je
juruh nyee saye ini, awal2 dh cabut kan :p
saye pg2 td sampai awal..sbb nervous nk present
pastuh wardround plak lameee gile sbb patientlist tibe2 melimpah dr kebiasaan
pastuh tibe2 dgr ade reg nk g masuk ot utk emergency exploration of testis for possible torsion
saye pon ape lg, mintak nk ikut la kan sbb saye mmg jarang masuk OT
kemudian lps abis OT saye ke ward namun saye tgk intern2 sgt bz
kemudian saye diam2 amik beg saye dan turun ke bawah utk lunch
kemudian skarang saye sudah BEBAS!!! yeaay...
walaupon sbnrnye tk bebas, saye takle kuar dr bilik nih skrg nih
sbb resident's lounge kat tepi nih je
dan saye dpt dengar suara reg2 saye gelak sakan
mesti diorg nampak saye kalo saye kuar 
diorg tgh break gak
so saye taknak la tunjuk muke
nanti die pk saye duk rehat je kat studentroom
so alang2 nk lari kene la btol2 lari kan
saye dh siap amik beg saye awal2 from ward sbb minggu lps mase saye nk cabut awal2 tuh, saye tk amik beg awal2
time saye naik ward amik beg ade nampak reg...so saye blakon la mcm baru balik from lunch n nk stay kat ward
tibe2 dtg plak consultant, mmg nsb baik tk balik la kan
hmmm camnih la kisahnye kalo jd student yg tak keen sgt :p
asyik pk camane cara2 nk lari saje!!
(hahahaha saye dgr reg saye duk borak2 kat luar pintu nih plak :p)

oh saye sbnrnye nk tanye intern saye camane die pakai mascara cantik sgt
tp mcm dh tk smpt la nih sbb next week die dh takde
isk, kalo tk mesti dpt best borak ngan die


12 October 2010


The Antidote!

11 October 2010

Hirschprung's


reg saye baru bitau yg jumaat nih saye kene present dlm meeting
aaa saye tidak suke sbb ade ramai surgeons
tp at least die start bitau dr harinih kan
saye tatau camane nk wat bende nih menarik pon
sbb ofcourse la sgt dry kan 
tanak present!!  

10 October 2010


it came back!
the cluckiness came back!
maybe sbb dh fed-up ngan preparation kawin 
saye nk kawin, tp bole tak kalo tibe2 je dh kawin
mls pk nk prepare2
kalo ape yg saye nak and saye search tuh terus ade mmg la best nk prepare
tp sgt byk bende yg frustrating sbb saye kat sinih takle buat ape2
saye tetap appreciate sluruh ahli keluarga yg tgh bertungkus lumus
tp beberapa perkara yg saye nk tuh saye tk jumpe
saye mmg fed-up aaa..
aaaa pls la saye bukak2 mata je dh kawin!
pleease!!
yeaaay pokwe dh reformat komputer ku ini..
ia kelihatan baru
dan rase sgt best bile nk kene reinstall sume2 program
nk kene buat balik sume2 bookmark
thanks pokwe!!
dan dh bole update blog!
saye pon rase saye ade a great weekend
sepanjang hari sabtu duk dlm quilt sambil bermalasan menonton cite korea
tp mmg best sbb ade something to look fwd to mlm tuh sbb nk kuar tgk wayang
aaa seronooookk...
tp mkn byk sgt spanjang wiken so program diet mcm tergendala
all in all sgt best
tp deep down ade byk masalah belom selesai
i shudnt say masalah, tp byk bende belom setel
aaa duit duit duit!

06 October 2010

sikap2 manusia

setakat ini saye agak meminati rotation gen surg nih
bukan sbb saye minat surgery..tp sbb saye dpt team yg sgt best
interns saye sgt baik dan understanding dan tidak bg pressure kat saye 
reg2 pon ok tk buat kerek ngan saye 
and baaanyak sgt saye rase dpt revise knowledge saye
mmg sbnnrye saye spanjang tahun nih slalu regret..
'if only i was nerdier in 3rd yr...'
tp maybe gak mase 3rd yr tk byk exposure, so mcm tak nampak byk bende
so mmg tkde visual memory
tp this yr sume bende nampak make sense
tp slalu pk 'eh smpat lg ke nih nk blaja sume nih'
this yr bile nampak sume bende in practise, tk perlu effort sgt utk igt ape2
tp tatau la kan kalo over the time sume tuh akan ilang je dr otak sbb byk sgt dosa :p

owh mengenai surgeons..
saye mmg agak tidak meminati attitude kebanyakan pakcik bedah
saye rase meeting2 adelah sgt intense
sume org ade ego masing2
ade tone masing2
tak nampak jahat, tp saye dpt rase vibe yg pelik 
tk same mcm slalu2nye
mmg mereka sume adelah org yg sgt tinggi tahap keyakinan diri
tp tk suke keadaan org bertegang lidah dlm meeting

quotes2 yg saye tk minat arinih

seorang nurse bekate dlm store 
'these doctors...they came and change the dressing eeeeveryday...everyday..no wonder we always running out of them'
saye tk minat nurse itu buat remark mcm tuh sbb saye rase die tk patut komplen ape yg dokter tentukan
ade certain patient yg mmg kene tukar stp hari kan
tayah la kedekut sgt sampai compromise patient's care kan
bukan duit individu pon...


pastuh sorg surgeon bekate
'dont u think that the less intelligent the person is, the higher chance of them of having pain...bla bla bla...have u seen lawyer coming in with RIF pain? they've always been homeless bla bla bla ppl coming with pain here and there'
hmmm...saye rase sgt sombong utk seorang dokter bekate begitu terhadap pesakit yg dtg dgn kesakitan
die mcm merendah2kan perspektif pesakit tuh
die cite psl kwn die yg same surgeon ngan die dpt tolerate appendicitis sampai perforated
and die nye remark psl lawyer tuh, kite rase sbb kalo org kaye, tkdela dtg ke public system nih

in short, i'm not a surgical material!


04 October 2010

Lobang

dah berminggu2 komputer buat hal
geram sbb takle nk upload mcm2 gmbr rase nk upload kat blog :p
tp kerana sudah bermula rotation baru di dandee ini, saye yakin saye akan makin byk tulis blog
sbb stp ptg saye suke main komp kat common room ini mase org takde
and konon2 stay kat sinih utk siapkan keje kan :p

yg plg saye gembira adelah saye sudah upgrade phone cap plan saye!!!