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26 December 2010

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dah lame tk sempat updet...
baaanyak sgt bende nk upload tp overwhelmed
tp skrg nih mmg sgt tensiii
terpaksa gak luah
make-up artist saye tibe2 last minute die sendiri nk kawin gak on the same date!
tensi nye saye
bukan salah die utk kawin
tp it's tooo last minute
tertekan nyeee saye utk cari yg lain
and it's not something that bole main pilih je
kalo tukang buat langsir yg batalkan tak kisah la kan sbb camane pon jahit langsir tuh tetap same
tp ini make-up artist!!!
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:(
nape disebalik baaaaanyak sgt bende2 best
baaaaanyak sgt dugaan2
katil yg kami tempah from indon tuh patut dh sampai
tp tgk2 kat port klang arituh katenye katil saye tertinggal, tak terinclude dlm shipment tuh
aaaa tensi!
tp acik aih dh ckp kat tokey tuh yg camane2 pon die kene dptkan gak katil tuh!
tk kire from kedai kawan2 die seluruh malaysia nih ke ape ke
tertekan kan bende2 camnih
pastuh florist from cameron tuh mmg bg harapan palsu je arituh
mmg raye cine tak mungkin akan dpt bunge kalo kite nih stakat utk personal use
raye cine nih mmg sgt high demand and org2 kat cameron kate mmg tk mungkin dpt aa bunge tuh
tertekan kan?
so nak kene bli bunge from florist kat tanah2 rendah nih mmg sgt la mahal kan
RM1.25 sekuntum utk carnation
saye nk baaaanyak bunge...
so kene sediakan lebey $$$$
sedangkan sekarang mmg dh flat-broke!
mmg mengharapkan $$$$$ ayah ibu sahaja skrg nih :(


07 December 2010

Wishing Well

how i wish i am rich enough to entertain my parents leisurely as my graduation gift
how i wish i could drive them by the victorian coasts and enjoy the sceneries
how i wish i could take them to every single park and ride that i had been to
but there is only so much i can give..
people usually get things from other people for the graduation
but i think i need to do things the other way around
i owe my parents and family a lot for this ONE SCROLL
they have been my everything..everything!
but no, i am not rich enough
i am not rich enough, YET!
mami, baba, i will do my best to thank both of u..
as i think about this, my eyes cant stop raining..
both of you are my strength
i still remember few times i cried on the phone talking to u
i dont cry often
but i can still remember the few times i cried
the 1st one was in 2006 u went to UK and i couldnot call u
and i cried because i regretted having a half-hearted conversation when u called me
i was sleepy at that time and u r still wide awake in UK
i cried when i woke in the morning because i cant call u to tell u i was missing u
luckily u called me again the next evening and we both cant say much for the tears are pouring down heavily

then there was one time this year
i was soooo worried and unsettled thinking about how poor i was
and suddenly i was so unfortunate to get my windscreen bashed anonymously
and need to spend at least $400 on that
i am so flat-broke
i cried and cried and cried when i told u about this
but then u calm me down
u banked-in the money for me
i was soo guilty having u guys spending so much for me
because everything needs to be tripled in dollar
u calmed me down and said soothing words
'kok, Allah nak uji kita..kalau ujian nih masa kok ado duit, mesti kok tok terasa apa2..inilah tujuannya kok diuji skarang'
i was sobbing again 

if i have time, i'll write a book on ur parentings tales
sometimes Allah just want to show us the hard way for us to think
Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for my mami and baba..

05 December 2010

kusut masai

saye sgt la overwhelmed ngan sume bende
mcm2 bende tk setel
the nearest adelah ketibaan family
dh try plan as detail as possible 
tp still la mcm resah gelisah takut miss pape sbb nanti saye dh takde komputer
and internet takde kot mase duk tumpang umah junior
kemudian ade grad
yg tuh takde hal sgt
tp cuak gak kalo takde byk gmbr2 best
kemudian akan risau psl shipping2 brg
masalahnye adelah sume bende akan pk $$$$ mengalir!!
aduh bikin gua pusing!

Am I??

hahah saye tergelak arituh asma' ckp saye sounds like a bridezilla
baru terpk 'aah la, ngade2 saye nih'
:))
tp saye tak pnah being b*tchy pon kat family saye
cume saye personally ade few requests
and saye kan jenis expressive..
tp for the umpteenth time saye sangat sangat sangat bertuah mempuanyai keluarga saye
mereka dh buat segalanya utk wedding saye
cume hal2 yg sendiri kene uruskan je tak brape nk smooth lg
sbb saye sendiri tk balik lg kan..