happy new yr

sambut new yr??erm...tak pnah2 sambut pon..sblum nih stakat tunggu dpn tv jek la sbb mesti ade cite best kan...tp dok sinih bunge api pon tak nmpk..kunun2 kuar bilik nak tgk kalo2 nampk bunge api..tp tak nmpk pon..jauh sgt ek clayton nih dr city?? spatutnye g baring kat padang tuh kan..dok sinih jek mmg la terhalang ngan segale bangunan2 tuh kan....or maybe kalo g howitt naik jek mane2 tingkat yg atas2 tuh mesti nampak kan?? dahla pasnih maybe dah tak merase new yr kat oz sbb insyaAllah aku nak balik mesia every summer... skrg sgt la pns..aku kat bilik ash nih...nak bace cerpen dlm tokeikedai tp susah nak feel sbb panas sgt..hehehe...feel?? jgn sampai banjir lg dah la...wuaaa....mau !!!!!!!tanye aida la aku mau ape....hehehe....... erm td dgr balik lagi unintended..dah lame gile tak dgr lagu tuh..tp dgr balik r skrg nih..pastuh nyanyi lagu not me not i yg delta goodrem tuh...hahaha...menyusuri kembali kenangan..chewah~dlm cite muhje dosti karoge tuh kate jgn hidup dlm kenangan masa lampau..tp kan, skrg nih bosan gile...so mesti la nyanyi ape2 yg ade kenangan...ade satu lagu westlife nyanyi nih kan..suke gile r...forever...tp kan, tak jumpe kat you tube...ape la you tube nih!

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hahaha..bile wat mende nih..aku tringat r ade satu mase dulu..aku pnah gune nih utk carik modal utk sumthing..wawawah..malunyee bile igt balik...

ims2005

hahaha..nih la gmbr yg aku print kat kad yg aku anta kad mak aku..erm, knape ek aku suke gmbr nih??sbb dlm klas kot..klas relax jek...gmbr nih cukup 25 org...slalunye susah r nak cukup *_*..ehhehe..no offense ye kpd sesape yg trase slalu tak dtg klas...
sbnrnye byk lg gmbr yg aku suke...aku suke amik gmbr..kalo bole stp ape yg aku buat tuh bole dicapture n tunjuk kat family kat mesia...tp ade 1 lg gmbr yg aku suke tp blom di amik...kire nye cam impian aku la...tau tak, dlm tak sedar, satu impian aku tercapai..impian tuh aku tak pnah sbut kat org sbb takut kalo org cam gelakkan aku bile bende tuh tak jd..so aku diam jek la sbb tak brani nak expect..dah lame r...n kat sinih, tak sdr dah tecapai impian tuh..so skrg nih aku nak diam jek kalo ade pape impian...n of course aku ade simpan la skrg 1 lg impian!!

http://www.popcornfor2.com/music/k_s_autumn1.php

this is my 101st post..erm...knape ek aku cam takde mood sgt skrg nih?? nak chat ngan adik pon mls...nak call family pon mls...bukan dah tak igt umah, tp mls sgt2 nak buat ape2...td chat ngan adik...adik kate mak nangis mase bace poem yg aku anta skali ngan kad aku tuh....*****...aku taknak komen pape psl tuh sbb malu org bace..tp deep down inside ade byk bende utk aku ckp....dak2 nc sume takde sbb g seminar ngan akak2...erm, aku yg pemalas nih dah lame sgt ikut godaan setan jek utk tak join bende2 baik...erm, apela aku nih, ape yg aku buat nak salahkan setan plak....spatutnye kalo dah tahu setan yg hasut, silela lawan...ye tak? smlm tgk cite industan..mlm plak tgk kate&leopard....ape aku rase??erm..hehehe... laaa...aku rase cam nak mkn ayam goreng la plak..lapar lg la...nak ratah ayam goreng...dah tak mo nasi la, aku dah mkn byk sgt nasi goreng aku td..tp nasi goreng kosong jek =(

kat frenster nye status aku dah wat 'it's complicated'..ahahah, nak tau knape?erm..tunggu 5 tahun lg aku cite la ye... eh aku dah ckp tak ade bende best berlaku arituh..bile arituh tu? 26 december la...mlm tuh best sgt! takla best sgt pon...tp dah lame dah tak best *_*

tak paham? abaikan jek..huhuhu

serius dah lame gak kan aku tak tulis nih..aku mls la...aku takde mood la...ntah knape la...dah la aku dah separa broke..smlm boxing day!!!mmg aku kene berpapa kedana balik la nih...wua..tp takpela, at least byk bende yg aku dah beli..pasnih dah takyah beli...tp stp kali g shopping pon ckp mcm tuh..ye ah, mane tak nye....giordano nye baju2 sume $10 jek kat booth tuh!!!! t-shirt brand2 $20 jek!!!!mmg la tak murah sgt tuh..tp dah kire murah kat sinih sbb kalo nak dpt yg harga mcm tuh kalo bukan sale nih hanye brg2 murah yg takde Q sgt jek...so spjg ari aku tak terdaye melawan godaan nafsu...wua...arinih aku kuar g clyton lg, bli sardin!!kene merendah diri r makan pasnih....sbb kene simpan duit..nak g adelaide!!!!tp bole ke nak g nih???takpe, gune duit bulan 2 nye r g adelaide..hehehe....berjimat cermatla engko sarah....

bole tak mak awak jd mak saye...tok awak jd tok saye..maksu awak dan adik2 awak jd keluarga saye....

hahaha..baru lps tgk tollgate girl lg skali!!! comel~ tp kalo la hero die bukan rashid salleh lg best r~nak zul yahya la!!!!!!

dah kol 1.39am..dah nak tido...tgk desperate housewives pon baru episode17...tp kene tido awal la sbb esok ade program ngan kak fatihah..i'm really looking fwd to the talk...tp kan aku dah lame sgt tak tulis pjg2 skit sinih kan...aku mmg nak sgt tulis..tp bz sgt2..erm, bz ngan ape yek..bz ngan mcm2...bz virtually la...kalo dok dpn nih jek, mmg mcm2 aku nak kene buat..nih pon fp tak buat lg entry utk kat cherry darm tuh..argh, ckp psl cherry, mmg sedey gakla sbb baru jek 3 hari keje tp dah takde keje dah sbb sume cherry kat farm tuh dah abis...erm, cane ek aku nak jd kaye...maybe ade hikmah...maybe aku kene btolkan balik niat aku...maybe nak ajar aku to b wiser in spending...ok2, aku kene slow down aku nye plan itu ini tuh..tp takkan la aku nak stop shopping lgsg...tuh blom aku post psl my shopping wishlist...mcm2 r...okla, kalo bukan shopping utk aku pon, aku nak shopping utk famil jugak...takkan la kot balik mesia tgn kosong jek..takkan la nak bwk balik t-shirt kangaroo jek sorg satu..or takkan la nak bwk balik koala tuh jek sorg 4 5 ekor...at least a leather handbag fo my mum..might b a watch fo my dad... n a few things fo my bro n siss...so....shopping mmg cudnt be dropped from my to-do list kan?? s fo that, kene la doakan Allah murahkan rezeki kami utk dpt keje lg pasnih...maybe in januari kan.... n 1 mo thing... i really hope i'll have enuf $ to adelaide...kalo tak ikut shue mase nih, bile lg kan? o maybe i shud write about how i spent my day today..it's a nice day, at least i did sumthing mo than just wake up-internet-eat-internet-desperatehousewives-eat-sleep.....kan kan???i hope i'll benefit from the evening!mo about the evening???ermm..not now la..nak tido!!

act, td berkobar2 nak cite psl pengalaman 3 hari ngan cherries...tp bile dah kat sinih, mmg blur n mls jek

rase cam nak listkan jek ape yg aku dah tgk spjg summer nih..hem,2 weeks??or is it 1 week??or had it been a month???aku pon tatau la...

kungfu hustle

elektra

50 first dates

charlie n choc factory

full house nye last episode

one tree hill

scary movie

the notebook

the exorcist

pride n prejudice

a lot like love

my bf is type b

gol n gincu

n a few lg yg aku tatau tajuk pon

erm, nampak lame nye jek kan? tp asalkan aku tak pnah tgk,a ku tak kisah pon..aku tgk jek...dc++ takde la menyumbang sgt skrg nih sbb tak ramai yg online...

currently watching ::desperate housewives::

the marathon

bgn jek tido tgk one tree hill...buat marathon..pastuh tgk notebook..n now..tgh desperate housewives marathon..cant stop watching it..tp kene la stop utk smayang n mkn..act, skrg nak g deakin projector room utk dgr tazkirah ngan kak fatihah..tp hujan la..cam susah r nak pegi..tgk la kite nih, ujian skit dah tak pegi...yeah, how could i relapse??aku sdr ape yg buat aku tak snang duduk n tak sehappy slalunye..tp cam i let myself drown..setan la yg melalaikan anak adam...tp kdg2 bile insaf tuh, insaf skjap..tp aku mmg jenis yg slalu nak kene diingatkan...arapnye taun dpn bile aku dah pindah deakin things will b better..[hey sarah,dont depend on others..u have to rely on urself!!!things shud come from ur heart, then only ur doings will be accepted]..m i hypocrite to be good when i'm in other good ppl's company?no i'm not, but i want to always be good..it's just that i had always drown myself down when i'm away from the GOOD things.. ok enuff bout this...i dun wanna be caught again...altho in other sense of being caught! so let me talk about how DAIF i am now...menganggur di bumi oz,slalu lapar,keje blom ade...aku takdela rase nak mengeluh ke ape sgt..tp bile lpr harituh mmg rase smcm r...kitorg arituh cam kan pk tak lame pon spend summer kat hall nih sbb keje..so kitorg bli tins of sardines..byk!!n skrg kitorg mkn sardines jek..how pathetic!!tp aku biase jek..aku pk kan, taun dpn kalo aku masak sorg, aku mmg nak bli sardines jek..byk kelebihannye...jimat sbb murah,pastuh aku pon mls la nak bli ayam nih sbb nak kne basuh n potong2 lemak sblum masak...pastuh kene simpan dlm firdge plak tuh..kalo sardines nih, bukak jek tin, n buang tin tuh.uhuhu, cam dah pmls gile jek ek aku..bukannye ape, aku bukan kisah pon mkn sardine, so bole la simpan duit..aku tanak r jimat2 kalo nak shopping...aku suke spend kat bende2 yg aku suke..so aku nak buat bilik aku nanti cam kat rumah...erm..byk plannye...tp takpe kan berangan....dr angan2 la start kite mimpi..dr mimpi la ade impian..dr impian la kite ade cite2..n kalo ade cite2 kite akan work for it!!!go go chaiyo!

one tree hill

yes!!!!3rd season is soooooo *cant find any words to suit it*!!!!!!!!!i love every scene of it but with dan scott n rachel~rachel is so pathetic!dan is so him!brooke n luke, was sooooo *again,cant find the word*.. yes.i'm such an exaggerator, but ONE TREE HILL is PERFECT~blend of sumthing that i could take with me as one of my adolescent craze!!!!!nathan n haley, they made it through...peyton,keep moving!! [i'll tell mo later, i'm awatching the notebook.. one tree hill 'notebooked' me]*grin**sigh*

hehehe..aku mcm suke jek nih..sbb pink!!! aku suke sume kaler2 pastel...pink muda..kuning mude...biru muda..hijau mude...nih baru bgn tido...argh, biological clock aku dah mmg tunggang langgang abis..aku tido kol 5 lebey td sbb tunggu subuh kol 4...eee..pning kpale aku!!! pastuh lapar plak nih!!!!nak makn ape ek...

back!!

hehe..serius lame dah tak tulis nih...nih summer..so cam menganggur balik..n nak la tulis balik...ntah cane mlm nih tetibe trpikir nak tuka skin die skalo lg..nih dah suke dah...sbb colour pink..tp cam tak best sbb simple sgt la plak layout die...n die cam kat tgh2 jek...takpela...lenkali tukar lg...=) ape ek nak kate utk summer nih? erm... bosan, sonok, relax, panas, sejuk, lapar..mcm2 lg la.

bye2..not yet la

haha..aku dah ade xanga..saje jek testing...lalalalaa....bukan dah lupekan blogspot..tpp dah lame tak tulis sbb otak tak btol skit..hati nggak senang..n nggak ada mood maa utk mnulis2 bgini..tp xanga ade mood plak..bole bla!

http://www.xanga.com/sharahaila

huhuhuu...sesaje je tuh test

wowey!!

http://www.blogexplosion.com/show_page.php?SiteID=24323

look, who's blog i got!!
lalalala...i'm going to spend my day reading his...
have a 'nap' first.

breakfast..coz i'm fasting

..hes' so cute..adorable n cool...

but i doubt if he's really the 1 writing those..cz sumtimes celebrities've got their PA doing stuffs for them..but maybe ths 1 were written by him la..coz it's more like his personal tots.

''In need of a hug Monday, Sept. 05, 2005 at 18:08
It's funny life. Very ironic. Been striving for freedom. But the more succesful I become the more people wanna comment and tell me how to live. I feel more confined and restricted and the very thing I desire more elusive than ever. It's amazing how such thoughts bring on such lethargy. I need a break. But no time for one. No. Actually, I don't want a break. I need a hug''

wua

busan2 busan
bad news ek
busan la
ngeri
takut
cpt doa
byk2
smoge dimakbulkan

wuaa

nih aku lemah nih..dah taip punye taip hilang plak..pnat aku cite psl template la..psl lagu yg aku doload takle dgr la...psl novel aku ade 3 lg tak bace la...hampeh..hampeh..sume hampeh..aku dah berdenyut kpale kebusanan..pnat la plak...mlm nih tgk tv harvard tau!!!esok ttau smpt tgk ke tak..nak g umah ayah nun esok..luse g damai hosp, pastuh g unimed..smoge result elok.wwuuaaaa..cam nak tunggu hukuman bunuh jek aku....sgt la bedebar...

jom nyanyi

http://www.popcornfor2.com/stars/SongHyeKyo.php

whispers of thoughts

aku bangun tido jek dah kol11 lebey..isk, dah lame aku tak wat hal gini..wuaa..aku ingin kembali bangun awal[kol 9 kire awal kan?]...pastuh lps bgn jek,ape lg, on..g tgk dlm washing machine ade baju nak kene jmor ke tak..dlm hati aku doa supaya machine tuh kosong..tp doa aku tak termakbul..kenela aku jmor baju pg nih..aku nih pmls tahap kronik dah skrg nih..percaye atau tak, aku tak pnah lg menyapu umah nih sjak aku abis kmb nih..plg rajin pon aku menyapu dapur jek..sbb dapur kecik..ruang tamu bsr sgt la...uish..jatuh saham aku kalo org bace nih...pastuh on ym, nampak aween on..sml kire ok la kitorg chat, takdela takde idea..mmg lawak r chat smlm ngan aween..n smlm aku surf r psl..psl sape ntah name org tv3 yg kawin ngan sultan brunei tuh..aku sbnrnye nak tgk gambar die jek..sbb org kate die tak lawa pon..n sambil2 tuh aku jumpe la blog sape ntah name die...tp menarik la..sbb die tuh secretary..entry yg aku recommend kat aween ialah psl ade ofismate die yg gatal gile..serios ngeri...mintak jauh la dr ofis camtuh..n maybe aku takkan merase keje dlm ofis..tp still ade rakan sekerja kan? ade mlm ape ntah aku bace blog sorg akak nih..die kat us r..amik biotech kat pennstate..die cam gnas2 skit r..tp aku cam rase blog die interesting walopun simpple..walopun die asyik dok menyumpah2 n bahse kurang sopan..tp aku rase die mmg jnis yg suke rebel..tp kelihatan ayu..so protes dlm hati jek la...tp die nye rebellious tots tuh menarik r..n aku cam igt die nye blast kat atas tuh...die kate 'bac culture..the only culture human has'..lebey kurg camtuh la..die kan dak biotech..so die p ltak gmbar e.coli [huhuhu..baiknye aku ikut format penulisan saintifik]..tp serius aku cam risau bile melihat keruntuhan kat us..diorg baik2 sbnrnye..tp terlalu bebas..sbb dah bape blog geng diorg aku bace, mesti ade komen psl rimas dgn ketidakbebasan bile diorg balik mesia...tp biasenye mmg bese r 2,3 or culture shock n hanyut kalo dah kat rantau..tp kalo kat us tuh, mmg susah nak jumpe yg tak terikut2..kalo kat tpt lain cam uk ke eire ke oz ke nz ke, aku nampak cam pk lg la..except a few yg mmg dr asal camtuh...sapela aku nak komen bende camnih..tp cam..aduih..mengeluh jek la..ntah2 aku pon jd camtuh..so same2 la kite doakan kite masih di landasan yg benar..chwah..sape tahu kan..harini hari diorg,esok2 hari kite plak..nauzubillah.

nice n sweet

http://www.lovingyou.com/
i'm thinking of writing sumthing mo intelectual
but bout wut
a lotta things crossed my mind
but once i get online,everyhting will b gone
most of the time o most of the things i did
i will say to myself
'oh i'll put this in my bloggey'
but to no avail
u all just pray tat i'll start writing mo after this
after i answered th nature's call
by the way, the add above is sumwhere sweet things r on
check it out!

spring

Birds' love and birds' song
Flying here and there,
Birds' song and birds' love
And you with gold for hair!
Birds' song and birds' love
Passing with the weather,
Men's song and men's love,
To love once and forever.

Men's love and birds' love,
And women's love and men's!
And you my wren
with a crown of gold,
You my queen of the wrens!
You the queen of the wrens --
We'll be birds of a feather,
I'll be King of the Queen of the wrens,
And all in a nest together.

suaruku sesedap buluh perindu

lalalala

aku cam jd kewajipan hari2 utk nyanyi lagu kiss tuh

dahla kene bukak blog org tuh dulu baru bole dgr

pastuh bukak window lain utk lirik die plak

aduihs..

tp slalunye nih short term craze jek

smlm aku tido lmbt gile

chat ngan alan r

uish..

tak sangka btol die ngan aida

lps psn psn soh aku jage aida

hahaha

aku sendiri pon tak terjaga

inikan pulak nak jaga org

aku pon ckp 'ye ye'

hehhehe

baik kan aku?

sbnrnye templat baru nih comel tp cam kcik space utk pape

susah skit nakk browse la

tp cbb cute nye psl

sbnrnye sure ade lg yg lebey cute

tp smlm cam excited sgt, main amik jek yg nih

nak tukar, tp syg plak tagboard tuh

kene wat lain plak stat nye tuh plak

so aku trime jek la nih seadanya

cute n sweet already

i think that my blog is cute already

so no need ti put any pics

but maybe i cud change the template

again

but syg la my tag board n links tuh

syg kan?

act, it's 5 in the morning

baru lps sahur

nak pose

baik kan?

[bukan riak coz nobody will read it pon]

smlm tido lmbt gile

kalo la mak tahu..

isk.

lawak r alan

die ckp sorg2

aku taip jek

cute,is it?

apik2...
thanks to u...
i owe u a lot...
comel kan?
apik la yg carik

because i'm a girl

erm..i was surfing for love story in harvard...huhuhu..happynye coz i fund that the girl wont die of cancer..happy ending maa..there'll sumone donates her a sum2..yes2!! ee..quite nyampah with sumone i chat now..nsb baik he's away jap..ngengade tol..dahla i'm in the mood..oh ok...back to these lyrics below.....mase tgh aku surf psl LSIH td..jumpe sorg nih tulis maksud lagu kiss because i'm a girl tuh kat blog die..so aku amik n pste..mmg sedey ma..tp takpe aku rase asal dua2 tak tepuk sbelah tgn..cume takde jodo jek la..pastuh aku pon trus carik lirik die yg korea nye sbb nak nyanyi sesame..yes! lirik die snang nak nyanyi sesame sbb die slow jek..kalo lagu korea lain, susah nak ikut..erm...dulu, mase tgk videa die, mmg nangis r...sedey sgt2..kan?

I just cant understand the hearts of men

They tell you they want you and then they leave you

This is the first time, you're special

I believed those words & I was so happy

You should have told me you didn't like me any more

But I couldn't see that and you just rushed me

Although I will curse you

I'll still miss you

Since I am a girl,

to whom love is everything

I heard that if you give up things too easily

To a man, he will get bored with you

I don't think this is wrong

A girl says that she will never be fooled again

But she will fall in love again

You should have told me you didn't like me any more

But I couldn't see that and you just rushed me

Although I will curse you I'll still miss you

Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

Narration(GIRL):Hey babe....

The pain,it's not enough to describe how i feel...

We were so happy together,but I know now,

I've been blind...You told me that you'd never let me down...

Whenever I needed you you'd always be here...

I can forgive but I cant forget

even though you hurt me

I still love you !!

I still love you !!

Don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love and her caring instinct

I didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard

Although i will curse you i'll still miss you

Since i am a girl,

to whom love is everything

Although i will curse you

i'll still miss you

Since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

Narration(GUY):There's someone I'm in love with..

.Although I can't be with her now...

I'm still in love with her...

http://nadyamoments.blogspot.com/2005/05/love-story-in-harvard.html

dying theme

my God..tatau pon nanti cite LSIH niih nanti akin tak best..from wut i read on the net la, mmg i wont like it..aduish, pnat2 tgk sweet2 then camtuh la plak jdnye..tak suke r ade mati2 n sakit2 nih..heroin plak tuh..o, patutla die ckp 'love story' sbb cite love story yg asal tuh kan mmg pompuan tuh mati..more like a walk to remember la..cheh hampes tol..ye ye jek aku tukar jd love story in banting..tak pepsl plak aku sakit nanti..hampes!!!!tp aku mmg dah tertinggal 2 episode la last week..skali tuh sbb tgk 'driving with miss daisy' ngan ayah nun..esoknye plak g carrefour..aduish, mish lg cite tuh..tp takpe, mlm nih make sure aku tak miss..tp jgnla dah start part yg tak best..wuuuuaaaa...takpe2, aku kan still ade 3 novels yg tak bace..wawawah..happy maa jumpe novel murah with the Q kat giant...slalu intai novel2 gituh kat giant sbb slalu nmpk kwn yg slalu jumpe..so this time is myrezeki la...

my God komputer nih dah bape ari tak tutp mentang2 la ade streamyx..aku on dah start chat balik..takde mase dah nak majuk2 lg..but still la, not as anxious as before la.

i'll hate the story if that girl dies o even sick..yeah, i will hate it soon coz that's the syopsis..yeahh..i hate ihate i hate it!!!

http://www.simplyangel.com/birthdaywish.htm

..in case i might need it one day.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our livesWhere we're gonna be when we turn 25I keep thinking times will never changeKeep on thinking things will always be the sameBut when we leave this year we won't be coming backNo more hanging out cause we're on a different trackAnd if you got something that you need to sayYou better say it right now cause you don't have another dayCause we're moving on and we can't slow downThese memories are playing like a film without soundAnd I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of loveBut it came too soonAnd there was me and youAnd then we got real coolStay at home talking on the telephone with meWe'd get so excited, we'd get so scaredLaughing at our selves thinking life's not fairAnd this is how it feels1 - As we go onWe rememberAll the times weHad togetherAnd as our lives changeCome whateverWe will still beFriends Forever

from the window of my room

as usual, merdeka means nothing to me..maybe there's a sense of guilt in my tone coz i'm not supposed to b this not-patriotic..i'm supposed to have a very strong spirit of malaysianism as i'll b leaving soon..[hope it's soon]..i never had any intention to go out for merdeka celbration..i hate the sesak2 n himpit2 n asap2[of coz ppl smokes] n all..i dont understand how those ppl can stand the heat n all, but maybe they got the spirit kot..yeah,not like me..but i still think that there's nothing wrong with this spiritless attitude.

o i'll cont later..

yeah..aku cont balik..td mase aku tgh tulis2 nih, lupe plak ade lovestoryinharvard..yeah, i wont miss it slagi bole..act, nuthing much for this entry, but just wanna share sum new experience of mine..last nite, mase sume org riuh n kecok smbut merdeka, i was just in here tgk tv..n kutuk2 all the shows..ye r, merdeka, tp cam ntah ape ltak shows yg busan n lgsg tak reflect our independence..but suddenly dgr cam satu explosion..ya, lupe plak adik ade kate kat dataran dara tuh ade sambutan wat countdown..n ade fireworks..n cpat2 aku kuar umah nak tgk bunga api tuh..yeah, untung dok kat bdr kecik nih, everything is just at ur doorstep..but to have a clearer view of the fireworks[as there were big trees in front plus i'm wearing baju tido yg sparuh], we rushed to our bedroom n we cud watch the fireworks just from there..i dono la, but suddenly aku cam pk, untungnye dpt tgk kali nih..maybe this experience is more wotrhwhile dr kalo aku bersesak2 anywhere ngan reramai..yeah, sgt sonok to tgk bunga api with just wearing ur baju tido kan??then aku sambung with my net surfing n wait up for my mum[she's so tired, sian..jd host mmg tak mudah]..then i watched desperate housewives..the latenite rerun..pecaye atau tidak, that's da 1st time aku tgk cite tuh..n i was sticked to it. i can accept that show. but there's an impact to my mind bile tgk cite tuh..aku cam decide sumthing inappropriate bile tgk cite tuh..sbb seriously cite tuh wat aku rase nak idup single jek forever..but nauzubillah la..aku kan pnah dgr ''jgn meminta yg bukan2 kerana kita tak tahu adakah itu baik utk kite''.

then ade rerun tru calling plak tp aku tak tunggu coz dah kol 2 pg n lgpon aku dah tgk episod tuh ptg tu.i'm not supposed to just sit n apal all the intisari tv kan?aku spatutnye dok doa n zikir kat Allah..aku spatutnye perbanyakkan ''YaHayyu Ya Qayyum'' ngan ''Rabbi Yassir wala tuassir''..i tried..n i will.

pray..amin

mentang2la aku dah reti upload photo, asyik ltak gmbr jek..

ehehhe..sonok2 nye..

tp ade gak yg tak sonok..
susah hati sgt2 sbnrnye.
tp nothing else can i do apart from wait n wait n wait.

PRAY is the key

''YaAllah yg MAha Pengasih lg Maha Pemurah.Lembutkanlah hati org bg visa tuh n trus jek die bg visa secepat mungkin''