i wont last a day without u

a phrase in m2m song
"u never know what u've got till it's gone"

i was seriously frantically scared of the fact that i'm losing it
kehulur kehilir mencari2
mcm kucing hilang anak
nsb baik i can hold back my tears

after all the SCARY search, i found it just here
here.
in my own bathroom

i learned how much it meant to me
it meant a lot
because it meant him

alhamdulillah