perkara pertama saye akan bli bile duit masuk minggu depan

saye sgt berkenan dgn stoneware yg ade tulis utensil td..yg bole ltk2 senduk2 kayu tuh..wuaa sgt berkenan.kat oriental plak tuh.tk kire la, nk jugak.namun nsb baik saye dpt igtkan diri saye yg saye nih bankrupt. :((. disamping itu saye sgt juge berkenan dgn 3stack-cake-plate ituh.sgt matching dgn yg saye sudah ade..ape kate kalo masuk je duit nanti saye terus ke sane utk bli ituh. bkas utensil tuh saye bli 3 kot sbb bole bg suti skali ngan mama yah. utk diri sendiri lg.utk cik nk kene bli tk? ooohhh sgt suke sgt sukee.. kalo la saye dh ade dpo sdiri btol2. nsb baik omma tk pencen lg time saye start keje nanti sbb i might need some back up utk memulekan idup nanti.mcm2 lg nk kene bli. display cabinet pon nk kene bli. aduh,aduh sakit dh nih otak kerana terlalu laju angan2 saye lalu di depan mata.deras sungguh arus angan2 kalo sudah dimulekan tuh. ape2 pon, kene blaja dulu la ye.nanti bole pk psl k****.pastuh pk psl brg2 dapo.pastuh brg2 rumah. hahahahhaha sronok2. tanpa the former pon the latter bole je jalan kan.

bersukan elok untuk kesihatan anda

i really want a proper-long-lasting baking set for my birthday!!

and OMG, cane awak bole lupe 1st anniversary, wak.
saye nk tlg igtkan pon saye lupe la plak awak.
awak siap marah2 die lg tuh pg td bgn lmbt.
klakar la awak nih!

tp saye sgt happy utk jd one of the few witnesses.
a year!!!
wishing u guys years of great marriage ahead~~

(saye tanak la mengantoikan awak dgn ltk gmbr disnih.hihi baiknyee saye :p)

:)

Jika kerja jadi ibadah, Allah adalah ‘CEO’ kita.
The unsung hero beroleh quwwah, untuk terus membuat kebaikan, biar sekecil mana pun di mata insan.

Jika kerja jadi ibadah, ia jalan Taqarrub kepada Allah.
Tidak tergamak menghambur dosa, kerja dibuat sebaik yang upaya.

Jika kerja jadi ibadah, biar sempit jalan KEPERLUAN, asalkan luas perjalanan mencapai TUJUAN.

Ubah paradigma, betulkan nilai pada kerja.

Teruskan cita-cita kalian menjadi doktor.

Ia cara terbesar, kamu zahirkan syukur kepada-Nya.

Kita hamba-Nya, kita Khalifah-Nya.

baju tdo pingu ku

aduih laa... kite dh bgn dah kol 11.mandi2 pastuh siap2kan breakfast.pastuh sambil2 tuh tgk2 komp.pastuh kemal ckp die nk g anta buku kat librar. kite pon tringat yg kite kene anta buku jugak..mlsnyee pk nk kuar kene tukar baju,pastuh kite tanye kemal nk pakai baju ape.kemal pon suruh je kite pakai je baju tido nih n cover ngan sweater kat luar.kite pon bsiap2 la sdikit2.kite tanye kemal..cane kalo jumpe martin..kemal ckp....

nanti mesti die kagum..anak murid aku nih bgn tdo je terus g library..

kite pon happy la dgn idea itu.kemudian kami berjalan la ke library..nk sampai kat library tuh dkt ngan dpn lt3 tuh nmpk la sekumpulan 3 org berdiskusi.dn terus kemal terjerit name kite.aduuuh maaak..martin tuh!!! kami pon buat2 relax.martin nampak kami, dan melambaikan tangganye. kite nih tatahu nk buat prasan ke tak,so tgk je la kat die n pastuh pandang tpt lain.wuaaaaa... kalo la die tk diskusi mestila bole lambai die balik n bg senyuman termanis utk die.hahahaha.gdixs.
baju tido oh baju tido.tp nsb baik ah tukar sluar.kite pakai jeans.kalo kite stay pakai sluar tdo tuh mmg cam org igt patient aa.tp malu ngan martin aa martin tau kite bukan patient.

sdeyh.
cam nak nangis
.dah lame dah tk sedeyh.
nih sgt sedeyh nih.
PMS skali kot.
tp sedeyh laa.
btol2 sedeyh.
sampai ati.
sampainyeee.
sedeeeyh.
camane nih. :((

puding roti cair

saye kebosanan yg teramat sgt.mcm tiada yg menarik selain dr berkasihsyg dgn kemal.hanya kemal sahaja yg ade.itu pon harinih kemal kluar ade muntalaq.kite of course la mls bgn pg kan.bgn pon sudah pkl 12.tdo pkl 2 kot smlm lps tgk FRIENDS.saye sungguh rajin harinih kerana bangun, mandi dan menyental shower. kemudian saye on komp dan cek2 ape yg patut2.kemudian turun ke bawah dan cek samada baju di ampaian sudah kering atau belom.sejuk rase baju2,tatahu dh kering ke tak.susah sungguh musim dingin nih, baju tidak panas rapuh spt jemur baju di negara khatulistiwa malaysiaku. kemudian saye mengambil keputusan utk membiarkan sahaja baju itu di situ agar memberi masa lebey utk angin meniup mereka lantas menaikkan kadar penyejatan. kemudian saye merebus ayam utk nasi ayam dan juga membuat puding roti.saye rase puding itu tidak akan btol2 jd kerana saye terlebey susu.ituh laa gdix sgt nk nmpk roti basah.tgk2 lencun!! kemudian butter itu pon mcm tidak elok kerana saye mls nk tunggu ia lembut, saye p masukkan dlm microwave,terlame plak tuh..kan dah cair tuh..pastuh bile pukul tak naik creamy mcm slalu la tuh.cane nih sarah. tp saye teruskan juge.sumenye kalo dh masuk mulut tuh same aje kan. tp kalo susu itu lg kurang mungkin akan lg fatty yg lg sdap tuh kan mcm slalu2. alaa takpe, kemal je pon :p

kemudian saye kembali ke sinih dpn komp melihat2 tanpa arah tujuan.
kemanekah anda? sibukkan anda? bosankah anda?

mcm tk eloook je.ade ape2 ke.kompius.risau.

muke nuha cam sedey je duk atas kite tuh.
tp nuha sgt comel.sgt2 sgt.

logitech quickcam IM

saye bli webcam baruuu.. yeyeyey!! ntah cane ter beli kat officework tuh. sarah nih, kate dah bankrupt, abis sume bende nk g bli.tk perlu pon sbnrnye bli.dah ade webcm dah.tp ngengade rase webcam tuh webcam lame.nk bli baru.barula matching ngan headphone baru kan.kan. gdix.patut bankrupt pon. lg gedix saye janji nk webcam ngan kemal.padahal osmet je pon.haha.kan kemal kan. awak sayang kite kan.

esok exam namun ku masih begini :p

i just realised how sweet n mushy2 the starting of 'Tercipta Untukku'.. esp the slow version with rossa.if only i can keep repeating only the first part of the song.

menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu
membuatku terdiam dan terpaku
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah

today was the last day of this sem's ward round. :(( leaving behing fond memories of very lively environment in gen med teams (ie: richard,greg,chris,peteris,michelle,samad,sarah etc). greg gave us a 'bye2 shakehand'.huhuhu.sedey.it's not like we arent coming back or anything but i did learn a lot from those rotations with gen med. i'm not reallay looking fwd to next sem's rotation. we'll start off the sem with gi surg, which will be quite bored i guess.and i dont know whether i can stand the smell or not. i heard lot of crappy stories about gi ward.esp lower gi.

cbt tute was quite ok.almost everyone got the chance to do something (except for osamah).luckily i only get to do the history.but it wasnt an excellent history-taking because it became messy in my mind when he presented with quite a history.but that's what real patient will present with.u cant always have the same format each time u do it. but it really helped a lot if the lists are at the tip of u tongue. that's what really need to be practised on.how to pin down the patient.

macik lewin passed away yesterday.she's already 100.she went peacefully in her sleep. that's the best for her i guess because she had always moaning in pain from various conditions. Dari Dia kita datang, kepada Dia kita kembali.

what's my next plan? i may need another entry to plan for my holiday! yey! usha martin tuh konpem!!! =))

saye nampak uban awak

hahaha,thanx to all my groupmates for supporting my gedix adoration ( i googled the meaning : worship of great love) of my cikgu m. then i get to sit next to him. n then i get to see his uban. (mati kalo ade org repot blog nih kat die, which is probably only <0.02% of risk i guess). ok warning, next sentence will b even more gedix. he called me by my name!!! (which is really logical and make sense) , but it's really an achievement la!! hahahahhaha.

hati sebenarnye ade kerisauan lain, namun cube cover ngan kisah martin ini.

odaiji ni suru kara

last night was great! hot hot gossips~(called home twice, called mama once).double wedding will definitely be a history in our family.really surprised that aisyah(kot) is soo matured agreeing to the plan. cant wait to meet her.ekeke.she's sooo potong queue.by almost 10yrs plak tuh!!so not fair!

ward: everything went well kot today except that the 'morning surprise' by the 5th yrs before the ward round. i used my excuse 'kite dh buat cardio', so kite terlepas. greg pon was super duper good teacher. he used every single opportunity to teach us at least something. if only we have him throughout the whole yr, 3rd yr will be a blast la!!

keje pbl tk siap

Anata no senaka mite mou dekakeru no ka to fuanki

Saya tengok belakang awak adakah sudah nak keluar dan amat bimbang

saye trase mahu ketuk kpale sdiri.
mengapakah saye tidak mengesave nota itu!!!!
sgt penat tau buat.
adela tuh bende2 tk berkat tuh.
astarfighullahalazim.

comel nye anda lari menuju coronary care unit

alamak, masih terbyg2 martin berlari2 lps codeblue tuh.comey nyeeee..ccu reg yg lari lps martin lari tuh pon tk comey cam martin.hahaha. cool gilee ah nampak martin cam macho je lari utk metcall.kemal jahat ckp kite cam L plak :( saye mau ltk gmbr martin pon tk pnah ade gmbr die. tkpe2, akhir taun nanti ade ah alasan nk amik gmbr ngan die kan kan.

good boy

okeh lupe nk cite something really funny this morning.osamah's sense of humor really put me through the day.(gelak awal2). when i asked him whether L's coming to the tute or not, he said that he already emailed eveybody abt that. but then he started to imagining all the possibilities that L couldnt read that email. his 'conglomerate' with chris cant stop me from laughing (plus the fact that m***** had just passed by us).

"oh my ex ate my modem" --> one of osamah's idea. we heard L's story of how his ex slapped him and turn his ear deaf hundreds of times already!!

kene blanje osamah eksrem esok.time kasih osamah.good boy!

hadapi dgn senyuman

i need to write few more entries so that i wont see shahid kapoor's face anymore everytime i'm on this blog. he gave me a real skipped beats.

i need to give adik a call before she goes back to mrsm.but sooo cold to the phone downstairs. the phone in my room isnt really working (dont know why). mum is going to China the day after tomorrow, so i need to give her a call as well.

~hadapi dgn senyuman~

awak, bgn la awak.. tk elok wak tido time2 camnih :p

respect and love

alhamdulillah dah siap mcr for this sem. i guess it'll be a new start to get seriously on the track back. i'm planning to meet andrea tomorrow.not sure whether she can be any help with my problem or not but at least i'm respecting myself and deal with the problem professionally. it's not really a big prob though, but still, as michelle put it earlier this yr, 'ppl who respect themselves will acknowledge their probs and seek help'.so here i am, being respectful and honest ( i guess).

few more days (10days to be exact)..then we will off for our winter break!hmmm... should i be excited?i probably should, but i'm not going to because i always found that things will go waaaay greater if i have less expectations.so i'll stay 'cool' before the break really comes (really??). it's already on its way....

saw m****** (sbb tulis omputih, tak pepsl kantoi kalo btol2 tulis name die) a few times today. hoep it's not that obvious that i go crazy everytime i saw him. cant wait for tomorrow 5pm. hukhukhuk. dupdapdupdap. (hek eleh, nk dupdapdupdap, keje ann pon tk siap lg la sarah oi).

okides.cont my anal and perianal disorders.

cinta baru

hazaron mein ek.aduihlaa.. jatuh cinta lg.nk wat camane nih.shahid kapoor.knape tk pnah prasan die pon sblum nih?parah.parah.jatuh cinta lg nih.apaan sih!!gimana ya dong!

esok sudah ahad

esok sudah ahad.
skrg pule sudah pukul 3.47
.ape yg buat saye tk tdo lg nih.
nk buang je komp nih dlm sungai rasenye.
perosak alam!
saye ade sgt byk bende tk study lg.
saye sgt byk buang mase.
mcm la bukan student je.
ape nk jadi
ape nk jadi
sampai skrg tk tdo lg.
:(
sgt best dok dgr lagu 'tell him' nih
walopon sedey2 dok kaji maksud ngan aimi
sedey kan lagu tuh


saye masih tidak puas hati dgn layout skrg
tp apekan daye tiada pilihan.
saye mahu mkn nasi briyani
di tgh mlm begini??

rindu.rindu sgt2.sedey.rindu.
:(

saye suke tutor saye

aduihla, parah btol td.mcm ape je dok buat2 sign kat nora.tak sangka excited camnih stlh 3 minggu tk jumpe martin.dahla ade plak scene gelak sakan dpn die.isk2 malu!malu la!mesti die pk 'apelaa budak2 mesia 3 org nih, bende tuh pon gelak ke?'.isk jatuh saham!

pastuh plak nk dijadikan cite td kat singapore kite jumpe junior kite dulu2.kite mmg la dah tahu ayah n mak die ade sinih 3 bulan.tp tk sangka jumpe die plak.tatahu la die knal kite lg ke tk.tp die senyum je la td.dah 8 tahun dah mestila tk cam kan.

mane ah nih tk online nih, kite nk tanye die kalo2 die igt lg dak tuh.

nemui desuka?

muke baru bgn tido.
muni candid.
mashamnyee.
moody plak tuh bgn tdo.
tk sbr nk g kfc tuh, tuh yg tdo tk bukak tdung.

menjaga hati

sronoook!!! chaddy VIPsale last night was superb!! the sale was 'so-so', but i'm sooo excited with my new bling-bling (eventho it needs to be resized).also got me that MNG jacket that i've always dreamed for (not the same colour la tp).the jacket was black,mcm org naik motor la plak.but the white one is sold out for my size :(.

but at the back of my head there's this thought 'btol ke nih aku bli bling-bling nih sampai $149.99 nih??' is it too much.am i too 'ikut nafsu'?? but as effah put it in a phrase 'as long as u r happy'..mmg la happy dpt tuh, tp takut nanti sedey2 kalo bankrupt.tp takpe, saye akan cube sdaye upaye tidak berbelanja sampai la akhir tahun (walopon ayat ini sudah berbulan2 lamenye digunekan).

then went to Roxy-storewide 40%!! nothing got my attention pon (except for that $84 jacket, that $40 purse, that $200++ green polka jacket etc.. hahahaha nothing la sgt!). but proud to say i didnt buy anything for myself from Roxy.

saye mendengar lagu 'menjaga hati' yg zaza suruh dgr.sgt suke juge!

nana dan exxon dan sticker kuning

paih dh anta dh surat tuh kat utusan.kuar ke tak pon tatahu la.kemal ckp kene attach real name and ic baru la utusan terime.kite pon tatahu la.klakar btol la!

esok jumpe martin balik.sronok! smoge dpt dok sbelah die or dpn die.tanak ah si L tuh dok sbelah kite lg.tk suke la.tk suke! tp sbnrnye tk siap pon lg keje pbl esok.dh siap dah roughly,tp cam tk puas hati la kalo main copy je dr talley,plannye nk tmabh few more points so that nmpk genuine skit kan.haha.

moony pule tgh happy tuh.kite pon happy sbb effah n nana n muni igt juge kat kite utk menggunekan harta exxon tuh utk kesenangan hati kite.tp still tgh pk nk tampal kat mane ek.tpt yg selamat supaya tak kantoi but yet tpt penting n meaningful.

kite lapar la.kite nak nasi meeting point.sedap.

td blaja psl tido.seriously kite ade big problem.psychological one.

clucky

kite dh bgn awal2 pg td dah.lps mandi tuh tdo balik n tibe2 dpt idea tanak g ward utk wat keje/study.tp tgk2 bgn kol 12 plak.frust! lg frust bile jun cite richard maybe jumaat nih last day die.mane die nk pegi pasnih?uaaaa kecewenyeee.dh tk bole la usha2 die tgh ward round.tgk die nye loving and caring terhadap patient tuh.kecewe teramat seh! jom nangis! hahahaha.

kuch kuch hota hai

next week ade due another mcr.tk best la.dahla turn xm plak.kalo history bole main hentam je.pastuh ade keje pbl nih,tp ngantuk gile utk otak berfungsi.smlm tido 4jam je kot.tgk cite kuch kuch hota hai kol 2.30pg slps attempt to sleep n bergolek2 slame almost an hour.tp still tk abiskan kuch kuch hota hai tuh sbb takut mamai sgt time jumpe richard nanti.so bile lg ntah nk sambung lg, tp i'll probably start balik dr awal balik.besh.mata cam takde kelopak dah time tgk tuh sbb bercucuran air mata kesedihan biarpon dah tgk bape kali dah.sbb tuh la kite bli dvd die tuh. something precious to treasure.hahah precious la sgt kan.

another accomplisment!buat nasi krabu dan pgl brownies mkn skali.within 2 1/2 hours siap sume2 tuh.dahla abis kelas dah kol 4.beria jln ke clayton nk bli lesung dan keperluan2 lain.luckily ade daun kesum,baru la ori skit nasi krabu! then balik kol 5 start masak utk diorg nk dtg kol 7. nk kate rushing tuh takla jugak,tp rase lame nyee laa kat dapo.lame jugak ek nk buat nasi krabu camtuh.slalu kat umah ade la part2 yg ade sape2 bole tlg kan.tp seriously sgt puas hati sbb tercapai hasrat ku.mengidam lebey2 plak kite nih.

skrg still contemplate nk tdo kol bape nih.mata nih mmg ngantuk.tp sgt la bersalah tk wat keje lgsg.alaaa, tak suke la task lymphoma minggu nih.

tgk gmbr2 effah kat melben zoo ngan nana.sedey :( tk dpt join arituh.even kalo kite g nanti lg ke situh, mesti tk same cam kalo g ngan effah n nana n muni cam arituh kan.mungkin la kan ade je lg chance, tp sedey sbb dah missed the great one.byebye nana.walopon kite tk suke kucing, tp somehow felt touched to be her anakkucing.i'll be missing u nana!

oh lupe nk ckp psl sorg grupmate nih yg tdak disukai.
mengapala asyik terduduk sblh die,tk sukelaa!
tp sume grpmate lain sgt la best!

enam bulan dr sekarang

hahaha once dh update blog rase nk tulis2 lg.mls nk tdo lg sbenarnye.pretty slack gak la minggu nih sbb tk g surgery pon.hoping for a great rotation next week kat AMUA..kene la motivate diri sendiri utk rajin kerana sudah nk abis satu sem dah nih.and tgl 6 bulan je lg nk exam..6bulan!!!! myGod..takutnye..slalu sgt la semangat gile nk study tp cam bile nk start bace buku tuh rase bosan gile.nyampahla camtuh.esp kalo keadaan cam skrg nih.dahla tk rajin praktis xmn. tp td HEP class kate tk perlu la stress2 sbb tk gune.tp masalahnye akan stress kalo tk wat ape2.tkpe2,i'll do sth!! this weekend pon dan occupied dah, but i dont mind sbb i like making ppl i like to be happy. win-win pon.i get to jln2 after such a looong time tk jln2 mcm tourist.thanks nana!oh thanx to mobil juge sbb anta nana..hahaha.looking fwd for the weekend, bh and kwn2!

tgh2 mlm begini

haru biru jadinye semua.ape nk jadi, ape nk jadi sampai sekarang tk online lg.hahahahaha.sedar jugak dah lame sgt tk tulis blog nih.tp mls nk membebel2 sgt.tp kuciwa kerana episod15 one tree hill mcm tkle bukak je.sdey la lindsay lari dr wedding.sian lucas.and sgt suke brooke tuh..sgt la comel die nk baby. anak effah si jamie yg kecik comel itu pon sgt2 la cute nye.. mulutnye tuh haa, becok!!!saje start membebel psl one tree hill supaya tk membebel psl bende yg berlegar2 dlm kepale.esok sush suruh wat gastro xm.wuaa mls la.tkde motivasi plak tuh.pls.pls.pls.ee jahatnye mempergunekan saye.isk.isk.isk.alaa nk nyanyi lagu 'saat ku pejamkan mata' tuh.. wuaa, saat pejam mata, bukak mata, sume nk nyanyi..tp susahnye nk cari nk download.so dgr je kat imeem tuh.

"saat aku pejam mataku, oh Tuhanku biarlah dia disitu..menemani diriku.."