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31 December 2005

happy new yr

sambut new yr??erm...tak pnah2 sambut pon..sblum nih stakat tunggu dpn tv jek la sbb mesti ade cite best kan...tp dok sinih bunge api pon tak nmpk..kunun2 kuar bilik nak tgk kalo2 nampk bunge api..tp tak nmpk pon..jauh sgt ek clayton nih dr city?? spatutnye g baring kat padang tuh kan..dok sinih jek mmg la terhalang ngan segale bangunan2 tuh kan....or maybe kalo g howitt naik jek mane2 tingkat yg atas2 tuh mesti nampak kan?? dahla pasnih maybe dah tak merase new yr kat oz sbb insyaAllah aku nak balik mesia every summer... skrg sgt la pns..aku kat bilik ash nih...nak bace cerpen dlm tokeikedai tp susah nak feel sbb panas sgt..hehehe...feel?? jgn sampai banjir lg dah la...wuaaa....mau !!!!!!!tanye aida la aku mau ape....hehehe....... erm td dgr balik lagi unintended..dah lame gile tak dgr lagu tuh..tp dgr balik r skrg nih..pastuh nyanyi lagu not me not i yg delta goodrem tuh...hahaha...menyusuri kembali kenangan..chewah~dlm cite muhje dosti karoge tuh kate jgn hidup dlm kenangan masa lampau..tp kan, skrg nih bosan gile...so mesti la nyanyi ape2 yg ade kenangan...ade satu lagu westlife nyanyi nih kan..suke gile r...forever...tp kan, tak jumpe kat you tube...ape la you tube nih!

29 December 2005

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hahaha..bile wat mende nih..aku tringat r ade satu mase dulu..aku pnah gune nih utk carik modal utk sumthing..wawawah..malunyee bile igt balik...

ims2005


hahaha..nih la gmbr yg aku print kat kad yg aku anta kad mak aku..erm, knape ek aku suke gmbr nih??sbb dlm klas kot..klas relax jek...gmbr nih cukup 25 org...slalunye susah r nak cukup *_*..ehhehe..no offense ye kpd sesape yg trase slalu tak dtg klas...
sbnrnye byk lg gmbr yg aku suke...aku suke amik gmbr..kalo bole stp ape yg aku buat tuh bole dicapture n tunjuk kat family kat mesia...tp ade 1 lg gmbr yg aku suke tp blom di amik...kire nye cam impian aku la...tau tak, dlm tak sedar, satu impian aku tercapai..impian tuh aku tak pnah sbut kat org sbb takut kalo org cam gelakkan aku bile bende tuh tak jd..so aku diam jek la sbb tak brani nak expect..dah lame r...n kat sinih, tak sdr dah tecapai impian tuh..so skrg nih aku nak diam jek kalo ade pape impian...n of course aku ade simpan la skrg 1 lg impian!!
http://www.popcornfor2.com/music/k_s_autumn1.php

this is my 101st post..erm...knape ek aku cam takde mood sgt skrg nih?? nak chat ngan adik pon mls...nak call family pon mls...bukan dah tak igt umah, tp mls sgt2 nak buat ape2...td chat ngan adik...adik kate mak nangis mase bace poem yg aku anta skali ngan kad aku tuh....*****...aku taknak komen pape psl tuh sbb malu org bace..tp deep down inside ade byk bende utk aku ckp....dak2 nc sume takde sbb g seminar ngan akak2...erm, aku yg pemalas nih dah lame sgt ikut godaan setan jek utk tak join bende2 baik...erm, apela aku nih, ape yg aku buat nak salahkan setan plak....spatutnye kalo dah tahu setan yg hasut, silela lawan...ye tak? smlm tgk cite industan..mlm plak tgk kate&leopard....ape aku rase??erm..hehehe... laaa...aku rase cam nak mkn ayam goreng la plak..lapar lg la...nak ratah ayam goreng...dah tak mo nasi la, aku dah mkn byk sgt nasi goreng aku td..tp nasi goreng kosong jek =(
kat frenster nye status aku dah wat 'it's complicated'..ahahah, nak tau knape?erm..tunggu 5 tahun lg aku cite la ye... eh aku dah ckp tak ade bende best berlaku arituh..bile arituh tu? 26 december la...mlm tuh best sgt! takla best sgt pon...tp dah lame dah tak best *_*

tak paham? abaikan jek..huhuhu

27 December 2005

serius dah lame gak kan aku tak tulis nih..aku mls la...aku takde mood la...ntah knape la...dah la aku dah separa broke..smlm boxing day!!!mmg aku kene berpapa kedana balik la nih...wua..tp takpela, at least byk bende yg aku dah beli..pasnih dah takyah beli...tp stp kali g shopping pon ckp mcm tuh..ye ah, mane tak nye....giordano nye baju2 sume $10 jek kat booth tuh!!!! t-shirt brand2 $20 jek!!!!mmg la tak murah sgt tuh..tp dah kire murah kat sinih sbb kalo nak dpt yg harga mcm tuh kalo bukan sale nih hanye brg2 murah yg takde Q sgt jek...so spjg ari aku tak terdaye melawan godaan nafsu...wua...arinih aku kuar g clyton lg, bli sardin!!kene merendah diri r makan pasnih....sbb kene simpan duit..nak g adelaide!!!!tp bole ke nak g nih???takpe, gune duit bulan 2 nye r g adelaide..hehehe....berjimat cermatla engko sarah....

bole tak mak awak jd mak saye...tok awak jd tok saye..maksu awak dan adik2 awak jd keluarga saye....

hahaha..baru lps tgk tollgate girl lg skali!!! comel~ tp kalo la hero die bukan rashid salleh lg best r~nak zul yahya la!!!!!!

22 December 2005

dah kol 1.39am..dah nak tido...tgk desperate housewives pon baru episode17...tp kene tido awal la sbb esok ade program ngan kak fatihah..i'm really looking fwd to the talk...tp kan aku dah lame sgt tak tulis pjg2 skit sinih kan...aku mmg nak sgt tulis..tp bz sgt2..erm, bz ngan ape yek..bz ngan mcm2...bz virtually la...kalo dok dpn nih jek, mmg mcm2 aku nak kene buat..nih pon fp tak buat lg entry utk kat cherry darm tuh..argh, ckp psl cherry, mmg sedey gakla sbb baru jek 3 hari keje tp dah takde keje dah sbb sume cherry kat farm tuh dah abis...erm, cane ek aku nak jd kaye...maybe ade hikmah...maybe aku kene btolkan balik niat aku...maybe nak ajar aku to b wiser in spending...ok2, aku kene slow down aku nye plan itu ini tuh..tp takkan la aku nak stop shopping lgsg...tuh blom aku post psl my shopping wishlist...mcm2 r...okla, kalo bukan shopping utk aku pon, aku nak shopping utk famil jugak...takkan la kot balik mesia tgn kosong jek..takkan la nak bwk balik t-shirt kangaroo jek sorg satu..or takkan la nak bwk balik koala tuh jek sorg 4 5 ekor...at least a leather handbag fo my mum..might b a watch fo my dad... n a few things fo my bro n siss...so....shopping mmg cudnt be dropped from my to-do list kan?? s fo that, kene la doakan Allah murahkan rezeki kami utk dpt keje lg pasnih...maybe in januari kan.... n 1 mo thing... i really hope i'll have enuf $ to adelaide...kalo tak ikut shue mase nih, bile lg kan? o maybe i shud write about how i spent my day today..it's a nice day, at least i did sumthing mo than just wake up-internet-eat-internet-desperatehousewives-eat-sleep.....kan kan???i hope i'll benefit from the evening!mo about the evening???ermm..not now la..nak tido!!

19 December 2005

act, td berkobar2 nak cite psl pengalaman 3 hari ngan cherries...tp bile dah kat sinih, mmg blur n mls jek

12 December 2005

rase cam nak listkan jek ape yg aku dah tgk spjg summer nih..hem,2 weeks??or is it 1 week??or had it been a month???aku pon tatau la...
kungfu hustle
elektra
50 first dates
charlie n choc factory
full house nye last episode
one tree hill
scary movie
the notebook
the exorcist
pride n prejudice
a lot like love
my bf is type b
gol n gincu
n a few lg yg aku tatau tajuk pon
erm, nampak lame nye jek kan? tp asalkan aku tak pnah tgk,a ku tak kisah pon..aku tgk jek...dc++ takde la menyumbang sgt skrg nih sbb tak ramai yg online...
currently watching ::desperate housewives::

the marathon

bgn jek tido tgk one tree hill...buat marathon..pastuh tgk notebook..n now..tgh desperate housewives marathon..cant stop watching it..tp kene la stop utk smayang n mkn..act, skrg nak g deakin projector room utk dgr tazkirah ngan kak fatihah..tp hujan la..cam susah r nak pegi..tgk la kite nih, ujian skit dah tak pegi...yeah, how could i relapse??aku sdr ape yg buat aku tak snang duduk n tak sehappy slalunye..tp cam i let myself drown..setan la yg melalaikan anak adam...tp kdg2 bile insaf tuh, insaf skjap..tp aku mmg jenis yg slalu nak kene diingatkan...arapnye taun dpn bile aku dah pindah deakin things will b better..[hey sarah,dont depend on others..u have to rely on urself!!!things shud come from ur heart, then only ur doings will be accepted]..m i hypocrite to be good when i'm in other good ppl's company?no i'm not, but i want to always be good..it's just that i had always drown myself down when i'm away from the GOOD things.. ok enuff bout this...i dun wanna be caught again...altho in other sense of being caught! so let me talk about how DAIF i am now...menganggur di bumi oz,slalu lapar,keje blom ade...aku takdela rase nak mengeluh ke ape sgt..tp bile lpr harituh mmg rase smcm r...kitorg arituh cam kan pk tak lame pon spend summer kat hall nih sbb keje..so kitorg bli tins of sardines..byk!!n skrg kitorg mkn sardines jek..how pathetic!!tp aku biase jek..aku pk kan, taun dpn kalo aku masak sorg, aku mmg nak bli sardines jek..byk kelebihannye...jimat sbb murah,pastuh aku pon mls la nak bli ayam nih sbb nak kne basuh n potong2 lemak sblum masak...pastuh kene simpan dlm firdge plak tuh..kalo sardines nih, bukak jek tin, n buang tin tuh.uhuhu, cam dah pmls gile jek ek aku..bukannye ape, aku bukan kisah pon mkn sardine, so bole la simpan duit..aku tanak r jimat2 kalo nak shopping...aku suke spend kat bende2 yg aku suke..so aku nak buat bilik aku nanti cam kat rumah...erm..byk plannye...tp takpe kan berangan....dr angan2 la start kite mimpi..dr mimpi la ade impian..dr impian la kite ade cite2..n kalo ade cite2 kite akan work for it!!!go go chaiyo!

one tree hill

yes!!!!3rd season is soooooo *cant find any words to suit it*!!!!!!!!!i love every scene of it but with dan scott n rachel~rachel is so pathetic!dan is so him!brooke n luke, was sooooo *again,cant find the word*.. yes.i'm such an exaggerator, but ONE TREE HILL is PERFECT~blend of sumthing that i could take with me as one of my adolescent craze!!!!!nathan n haley, they made it through...peyton,keep moving!! [i'll tell mo later, i'm awatching the notebook.. one tree hill 'notebooked' me]*grin**sigh*

11 December 2005

hehehe..aku mcm suke jek nih..sbb pink!!! aku suke sume kaler2 pastel...pink muda..kuning mude...biru muda..hijau mude...nih baru bgn tido...argh, biological clock aku dah mmg tunggang langgang abis..aku tido kol 5 lebey td sbb tunggu subuh kol 4...eee..pning kpale aku!!! pastuh lapar plak nih!!!!nak makn ape ek...

10 December 2005

back!!

hehe..serius lame dah tak tulis nih...nih summer..so cam menganggur balik..n nak la tulis balik...ntah cane mlm nih tetibe trpikir nak tuka skin die skalo lg..nih dah suke dah...sbb colour pink..tp cam tak best sbb simple sgt la plak layout die...n die cam kat tgh2 jek...takpela...lenkali tukar lg...=) ape ek nak kate utk summer nih? erm... bosan, sonok, relax, panas, sejuk, lapar..mcm2 lg la.

21 September 2005

bye2..not yet la

haha..aku dah ade xanga..saje jek testing...lalalalaa....bukan dah lupekan blogspot..tpp dah lame tak tulis sbb otak tak btol skit..hati nggak senang..n nggak ada mood maa utk mnulis2 bgini..tp xanga ade mood plak..bole bla!
http://www.xanga.com/sharahaila

huhuhuu...sesaje je tuh test

17 September 2005

wowey!!

http://www.blogexplosion.com/show_page.php?SiteID=24323

look, who's blog i got!!
lalalala...i'm going to spend my day reading his...
have a 'nap' first.

breakfast..coz i'm fasting

..hes' so cute..adorable n cool...

but i doubt if he's really the 1 writing those..cz sumtimes celebrities've got their PA doing stuffs for them..but maybe ths 1 were written by him la..coz it's more like his personal tots.

''In need of a hug Monday, Sept. 05, 2005 at 18:08
It's funny life. Very ironic. Been striving for freedom. But the more succesful I become the more people wanna comment and tell me how to live. I feel more confined and restricted and the very thing I desire more elusive than ever. It's amazing how such thoughts bring on such lethargy. I need a break. But no time for one. No. Actually, I don't want a break. I need a hug''

wua

busan2 busan
bad news ek
busan la
ngeri
takut
cpt doa
byk2
smoge dimakbulkan

14 September 2005

wuaa

nih aku lemah nih..dah taip punye taip hilang plak..pnat aku cite psl template la..psl lagu yg aku doload takle dgr la...psl novel aku ade 3 lg tak bace la...hampeh..hampeh..sume hampeh..aku dah berdenyut kpale kebusanan..pnat la plak...mlm nih tgk tv harvard tau!!!esok ttau smpt tgk ke tak..nak g umah ayah nun esok..luse g damai hosp, pastuh g unimed..smoge result elok.wwuuaaaa..cam nak tunggu hukuman bunuh jek aku....sgt la bedebar...

jom nyanyi

http://www.popcornfor2.com/stars/SongHyeKyo.php

whispers of thoughts

aku bangun tido jek dah kol11 lebey..isk, dah lame aku tak wat hal gini..wuaa..aku ingin kembali bangun awal[kol 9 kire awal kan?]...pastuh lps bgn jek,ape lg, on..g tgk dlm washing machine ade baju nak kene jmor ke tak..dlm hati aku doa supaya machine tuh kosong..tp doa aku tak termakbul..kenela aku jmor baju pg nih..aku nih pmls tahap kronik dah skrg nih..percaye atau tak, aku tak pnah lg menyapu umah nih sjak aku abis kmb nih..plg rajin pon aku menyapu dapur jek..sbb dapur kecik..ruang tamu bsr sgt la...uish..jatuh saham aku kalo org bace nih...pastuh on ym, nampak aween on..sml kire ok la kitorg chat, takdela takde idea..mmg lawak r chat smlm ngan aween..n smlm aku surf r psl..psl sape ntah name org tv3 yg kawin ngan sultan brunei tuh..aku sbnrnye nak tgk gambar die jek..sbb org kate die tak lawa pon..n sambil2 tuh aku jumpe la blog sape ntah name die...tp menarik la..sbb die tuh secretary..entry yg aku recommend kat aween ialah psl ade ofismate die yg gatal gile..serios ngeri...mintak jauh la dr ofis camtuh..n maybe aku takkan merase keje dlm ofis..tp still ade rakan sekerja kan? ade mlm ape ntah aku bace blog sorg akak nih..die kat us r..amik biotech kat pennstate..die cam gnas2 skit r..tp aku cam rase blog die interesting walopun simpple..walopun die asyik dok menyumpah2 n bahse kurang sopan..tp aku rase die mmg jnis yg suke rebel..tp kelihatan ayu..so protes dlm hati jek la...tp die nye rebellious tots tuh menarik r..n aku cam igt die nye blast kat atas tuh...die kate 'bac culture..the only culture human has'..lebey kurg camtuh la..die kan dak biotech..so die p ltak gmbar e.coli [huhuhu..baiknye aku ikut format penulisan saintifik]..tp serius aku cam risau bile melihat keruntuhan kat us..diorg baik2 sbnrnye..tp terlalu bebas..sbb dah bape blog geng diorg aku bace, mesti ade komen psl rimas dgn ketidakbebasan bile diorg balik mesia...tp biasenye mmg bese r 2,3 or culture shock n hanyut kalo dah kat rantau..tp kalo kat us tuh, mmg susah nak jumpe yg tak terikut2..kalo kat tpt lain cam uk ke eire ke oz ke nz ke, aku nampak cam pk lg la..except a few yg mmg dr asal camtuh...sapela aku nak komen bende camnih..tp cam..aduih..mengeluh jek la..ntah2 aku pon jd camtuh..so same2 la kite doakan kite masih di landasan yg benar..chwah..sape tahu kan..harini hari diorg,esok2 hari kite plak..nauzubillah.

13 September 2005

nice n sweet

http://www.lovingyou.com/
i'm thinking of writing sumthing mo intelectual
but bout wut
a lotta things crossed my mind
but once i get online,everyhting will b gone
most of the time o most of the things i did
i will say to myself
'oh i'll put this in my bloggey'
but to no avail
u all just pray tat i'll start writing mo after this
after i answered th nature's call
by the way, the add above is sumwhere sweet things r on
check it out!

12 September 2005

spring

Birds' love and birds' song
Flying here and there,
Birds' song and birds' love
And you with gold for hair!
Birds' song and birds' love
Passing with the weather,
Men's song and men's love,
To love once and forever.

Men's love and birds' love,
And women's love and men's!
And you my wren
with a crown of gold,
You my queen of the wrens!
You the queen of the wrens --
We'll be birds of a feather,
I'll be King of the Queen of the wrens,
And all in a nest together.

suaruku sesedap buluh perindu

lalalala
aku cam jd kewajipan hari2 utk nyanyi lagu kiss tuh
dahla kene bukak blog org tuh dulu baru bole dgr
pastuh bukak window lain utk lirik die plak
aduihs..
tp slalunye nih short term craze jek
smlm aku tido lmbt gile
chat ngan alan r
uish..
tak sangka btol die ngan aida
lps psn psn soh aku jage aida
hahaha
aku sendiri pon tak terjaga
inikan pulak nak jaga org
aku pon ckp 'ye ye'
hehhehe
baik kan aku?
sbnrnye templat baru nih comel tp cam kcik space utk pape
susah skit nakk browse la
tp cbb cute nye psl
sbnrnye sure ade lg yg lebey cute
tp smlm cam excited sgt, main amik jek yg nih
nak tukar, tp syg plak tagboard tuh
kene wat lain plak stat nye tuh plak
so aku trime jek la nih seadanya

11 September 2005

cute n sweet already

i think that my blog is cute already
so no need ti put any pics
but maybe i cud change the template
again
but syg la my tag board n links tuh
syg kan?
act, it's 5 in the morning
baru lps sahur
nak pose
baik kan?
[bukan riak coz nobody will read it pon]
smlm tido lmbt gile
kalo la mak tahu..
isk.
lawak r alan
die ckp sorg2
aku taip jek

cute,is it?

apik2...
thanks to u...
i owe u a lot...
comel kan?
apik la yg carik

06 September 2005

because i'm a girl

erm..i was surfing for love story in harvard...huhuhu..happynye coz i fund that the girl wont die of cancer..happy ending maa..there'll sumone donates her a sum2..yes2!! ee..quite nyampah with sumone i chat now..nsb baik he's away jap..ngengade tol..dahla i'm in the mood..oh ok...back to these lyrics below.....mase tgh aku surf psl LSIH td..jumpe sorg nih tulis maksud lagu kiss because i'm a girl tuh kat blog die..so aku amik n pste..mmg sedey ma..tp takpe aku rase asal dua2 tak tepuk sbelah tgn..cume takde jodo jek la..pastuh aku pon trus carik lirik die yg korea nye sbb nak nyanyi sesame..yes! lirik die snang nak nyanyi sesame sbb die slow jek..kalo lagu korea lain, susah nak ikut..erm...dulu, mase tgk videa die, mmg nangis r...sedey sgt2..kan?
I just cant understand the hearts of men
They tell you they want you and then they leave you
This is the first time, you're special
I believed those words & I was so happy
You should have told me you didn't like me any more
But I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
Although I will curse you
I'll still miss you
Since I am a girl,
to whom love is everything
I heard that if you give up things too easily
To a man, he will get bored with you
I don't think this is wrong
A girl says that she will never be fooled again
But she will fall in love again
You should have told me you didn't like me any more
But I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
Although I will curse you I'll still miss you
Since I am a girl, to whom love is everything
Narration(GIRL):Hey babe....
The pain,it's not enough to describe how i feel...
We were so happy together,but I know now,
I've been blind...You told me that you'd never let me down...
Whenever I needed you you'd always be here...
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you !!
I still love you !!
Don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love and her caring instinct
I didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
Although i will curse you i'll still miss you
Since i am a girl,
to whom love is everything
Although i will curse you
i'll still miss you
Since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
Narration(GUY):There's someone I'm in love with..
.Although I can't be with her now...
I'm still in love with her...

05 September 2005

dying theme


my God..tatau pon nanti cite LSIH niih nanti akin tak best..from wut i read on the net la, mmg i wont like it..aduish, pnat2 tgk sweet2 then camtuh la plak jdnye..tak suke r ade mati2 n sakit2 nih..heroin plak tuh..o, patutla die ckp 'love story' sbb cite love story yg asal tuh kan mmg pompuan tuh mati..more like a walk to remember la..cheh hampes tol..ye ye jek aku tukar jd love story in banting..tak pepsl plak aku sakit nanti..hampes!!!!tp aku mmg dah tertinggal 2 episode la last week..skali tuh sbb tgk 'driving with miss daisy' ngan ayah nun..esoknye plak g carrefour..aduish, mish lg cite tuh..tp takpe, mlm nih make sure aku tak miss..tp jgnla dah start part yg tak best..wuuuuaaaa...takpe2, aku kan still ade 3 novels yg tak bace..wawawah..happy maa jumpe novel murah with the Q kat giant...slalu intai novel2 gituh kat giant sbb slalu nmpk kwn yg slalu jumpe..so this time is myrezeki la...

my God komputer nih dah bape ari tak tutp mentang2 la ade streamyx..aku on dah start chat balik..takde mase dah nak majuk2 lg..but still la, not as anxious as before la.

i'll hate the story if that girl dies o even sick..yeah, i will hate it soon coz that's the syopsis..yeahh..i hate ihate i hate it!!!

01 September 2005

31 August 2005

And so we talked all night about the rest of our livesWhere we're gonna be when we turn 25I keep thinking times will never changeKeep on thinking things will always be the sameBut when we leave this year we won't be coming backNo more hanging out cause we're on a different trackAnd if you got something that you need to sayYou better say it right now cause you don't have another dayCause we're moving on and we can't slow downThese memories are playing like a film without soundAnd I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of loveBut it came too soonAnd there was me and youAnd then we got real coolStay at home talking on the telephone with meWe'd get so excited, we'd get so scaredLaughing at our selves thinking life's not fairAnd this is how it feels1 - As we go onWe rememberAll the times weHad togetherAnd as our lives changeCome whateverWe will still beFriends Forever

from the window of my room


as usual, merdeka means nothing to me..maybe there's a sense of guilt in my tone coz i'm not supposed to b this not-patriotic..i'm supposed to have a very strong spirit of malaysianism as i'll b leaving soon..[hope it's soon]..i never had any intention to go out for merdeka celbration..i hate the sesak2 n himpit2 n asap2[of coz ppl smokes] n all..i dont understand how those ppl can stand the heat n all, but maybe they got the spirit kot..yeah,not like me..but i still think that there's nothing wrong with this spiritless attitude.
o i'll cont later..
yeah..aku cont balik..td mase aku tgh tulis2 nih, lupe plak ade lovestoryinharvard..yeah, i wont miss it slagi bole..act, nuthing much for this entry, but just wanna share sum new experience of mine..last nite, mase sume org riuh n kecok smbut merdeka, i was just in here tgk tv..n kutuk2 all the shows..ye r, merdeka, tp cam ntah ape ltak shows yg busan n lgsg tak reflect our independence..but suddenly dgr cam satu explosion..ya, lupe plak adik ade kate kat dataran dara tuh ade sambutan wat countdown..n ade fireworks..n cpat2 aku kuar umah nak tgk bunga api tuh..yeah, untung dok kat bdr kecik nih, everything is just at ur doorstep..but to have a clearer view of the fireworks[as there were big trees in front plus i'm wearing baju tido yg sparuh], we rushed to our bedroom n we cud watch the fireworks just from there..i dono la, but suddenly aku cam pk, untungnye dpt tgk kali nih..maybe this experience is more wotrhwhile dr kalo aku bersesak2 anywhere ngan reramai..yeah, sgt sonok to tgk bunga api with just wearing ur baju tido kan??then aku sambung with my net surfing n wait up for my mum[she's so tired, sian..jd host mmg tak mudah]..then i watched desperate housewives..the latenite rerun..pecaye atau tidak, that's da 1st time aku tgk cite tuh..n i was sticked to it. i can accept that show. but there's an impact to my mind bile tgk cite tuh..aku cam decide sumthing inappropriate bile tgk cite tuh..sbb seriously cite tuh wat aku rase nak idup single jek forever..but nauzubillah la..aku kan pnah dgr ''jgn meminta yg bukan2 kerana kita tak tahu adakah itu baik utk kite''.
then ade rerun tru calling plak tp aku tak tunggu coz dah kol 2 pg n lgpon aku dah tgk episod tuh ptg tu.i'm not supposed to just sit n apal all the intisari tv kan?aku spatutnye dok doa n zikir kat Allah..aku spatutnye perbanyakkan ''YaHayyu Ya Qayyum'' ngan ''Rabbi Yassir wala tuassir''..i tried..n i will.

30 August 2005

pray..amin


mentang2la aku dah reti upload photo, asyik ltak gmbr jek..

ehehhe..sonok2 nye..

tp ade gak yg tak sonok..
susah hati sgt2 sbnrnye.
tp nothing else can i do apart from wait n wait n wait.

PRAY is the key

''YaAllah yg MAha Pengasih lg Maha Pemurah.Lembutkanlah hati org bg visa tuh n trus jek die bg visa secepat mungkin''

tak lena mata dipejam..terdengar suara terngiang..[just lirik lagu la]


just baru jek aku bace blog sape ntah td n ade ltak lagu nih..then aku start la teringat2 zaman dolu2 mase aku tgh struggle hard for the final sem..not sure la lagu nih meniti di bibir aku[chewah] bulan bape, tp yg aku sure mmg mase tgh byk2 hal..plus ngan anika slalu dtg bilik bg aku dgr mcm2 lagu best..rasenye same time ngan aku gilekan lagu 'o pacarku'..n same time ngan kitorg gile2 tgk little bride..bygkanla, dlm tgh sibuk2 tuh sempat aku tgk little bride 5 kali o lebey kot. serius best kalo mase tension sbb akan nyanyi kuat2..yeah,maybe that's not the right way for us as Muslims..tp just nak lite up this sooo dull life..i hate the time when there's really nothing to be looked fwd to apart from schools..it really make me sick!!!tp serius, kehadiran anika really make things seem so havoc n happening as if nothing r waiting for us on 3rdmay[was it the correct date?]

n salah tak aku upload gmbr nih kat sini..saje jek..ampun in advance if it offended anybody but just nak match ngan lirik lagu yg i'm gonna paste later in this entry.act, i'm thinking if making the pic blur, but there's no photoshop in this laptop..so wut could i do is just upload the ori pic..can i?? IF this is found out by whoever connected to him[as happened b4 with my real personal blog], really hope this wont be such a fuss.just take it as sth stupid on the net. hehehe..

dikeheningan malam,
termenungku berseorang
tak lena mata dipejam
terdengar suara terngiang
suara merdu yg di sayang
bagai kau didepan mata
ku capai tapi tak kenal
sukarnya memendam rasa
ingin ku luahkan kata
bila rindu,terkenang mu
siang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,
makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,
bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi segala hati ini
jauh angan ku lena,
ku rasa kita bersama,
kau bawaku ke sana
ke alam kisah yg lama,
kenangan di dlm jiwa..
bila tersedar semula,
disisiku kau tiada
sukarnya ku pendam rasa,
ingin ku luahkan semua ooooouuu
bila rindu,terkenang mu siang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku terasa sayu
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,
bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi segala hati ini
sesunguhnya kita mestilah
wujudkan sefahaman dan hormatmuhormati,
ikhlas,kasih,makin tak ada,bertemu semula
awan yg mencas semesta
menyampaikan pesan kesunyian kanda sendiri
kesepian yg menyelubungi hari
hari kudisajikan doa2 ku kerana rindu
yg menanti kau dtg dan pergi seperti mimpi2 ku,fantasiku,bukan dongeng lagi sayup kedengaran
disisi cuping,disetiap corong,lorong,yg lohongbenar!ku tak bohong,bila hati menyanyi..

28 August 2005

*_* plagiarism *_*


will this be considered as plagiarism?saje jek berkenan ngan gmbr nih..kalo tuan blog die nak marah, tatau la,sape soh ltak kat internet kan?hehehe..aku nih suke gmbr2 comel cam nih. lagipun aku sgt busan nih.sjak akhir2 nih aku dah kurang aktiviti on the net.aku on ttp on, tp kurang bende yg updated utk aku tgk.busan kan?knape aku slalu ckp busan? aku kene taip lg nih supaya entry nih lawa skit sbb gmbr kat tepi..tp aku nak ckp ape lg? skrg nih aku tgh tgk full house tgk cd die.kwn adik aku nye. best tuh mmg best tp sumtimes sakit hati aku tgk tuh. tp takpe, young jae ttp dihatiku..kau dihatiku..kau dihatiku..cam yg zainal abidin nyanyi ngan pija td la utk mentor tuh..asal pija menang? aku suke nabil..nabil cute la..tp nak wat cane, mmg sore pija ok lg dr nabil kot..tp tak puas r fo3 tak mnang..mmg aku tak minat sesape tp just tak puas jek!

civilised faces..really!


ntah la..while i was browsing thru the fotopage, i accidentally saw this pic..dono la, altho it's an ordinary pic,nothing special bout that pic, but still,for me, there's sth there..looking at their faces..look so educated n so civilised..donola,is it the words used r exagerating?but seriously, i like that pic,i even left a comment on that page. their faces r..r..cant find the right explanations though.i really hope i can be in one of those moments in the future..but still, that pic is really sumthing..like an aura or i dono la..uh,i started mengarut already, but yes, that's what blogs r for rite?
btw, here r the link to the page, in case i might consider updating myself with their activities.

http://ibuk.fotopages.com/

they r just plain n ordinary but yet they have 'it'.
=)

26 August 2005

again with broken smile


"She Will Be Loved"
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhileA
nd she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Yeah[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goodbye
erm..lagu nih ade dlm cd yg sapek bg tuh..aku mmg slalu tertarik kalo dgr lagu nih..so aku decide nak carik lirik die la..then aku cam prasn sumthing bout this song..it suites mouth if he is to dedicate this song to brooke..esp the earlier part of the song...sian mouth kan?

18 August 2005

lemme highlite some



..:: 50 romantic things...

Watch the sunset together
Whisper to each other
Cook for each other
Walk in the rain
Hold hands
Buy gifts for each other
Roses
Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it everytime u're together
Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight
Write poetry for each other
Hugs are the universal medicine
Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it
Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc
Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie
Spend every second possible together
Look into each other's eyes
Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly
When in public, only flirt with each other
Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking
Buy her a ring
Sing to each other
Always hold her around her hips/sides
Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal
Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart
Dance together
I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap
Do cute things like write I love you in a reverse note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it
Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you
Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them
Remember your dreams and tell her about them
Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears
Be Prince Charming to her parents. (Brownie Points)
Brush her hair out of her face for her
Hang out with his/her friends. (more brownie points)
Pray/worship together
Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked
Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice
Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her
Make sacrifices for each other
Really love each other, or don't stay together
Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it
Love yourself before you love anyone else
Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages
Dedicate songs to them on the radio
Fall asleep on the phone with each other
Stand up for them when someone talks trash
Never forget the kiss goodnight. And always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."
Make her come!
erm..the 'in green' are the ones that i agree n up to my taste la.
those i leave in black are the ones that i'm not really into.
act,i took this from tokeikedai[as usual]

blurry

serius la geram tgk cite full house
bodo nye young jae asyik sakitkan hati ji eun
sakit ati aku yg tgk
tp kalo tak,tak best plak cite kan?
hehehe..kalo tak slap aku, esok last episode.
btol2 arap tak miss esok!!
pg td cam ok skit sbb bgn tdo tgk ade emel dr helpdesk yg evisa.
settle dah harapnye prob tuh.
esok plak kene g klinik unimed lg.
wuuaaa.
tanak amik darah dah.
lebam nak dkt sminggu lengan aku =(

say no to aging

HOW TO STAY YOUNG

1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worryabout them. That is why you pay them.
2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pullyou down.
3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer,crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brainidle! . " An idle mind is the devil's workshop."And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.
4. Enjoy the simple things.
5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until yougasp for breath.
6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on.The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.
7. Surround yourself with what you love, Whetherit's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants,hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.
8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserveit. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyondwhat you can improve, get help.
9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.
10. Tell the people you love that you love them,at every opportunity.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths wetake, but by the moments that take our breath away.
And if you don't send this to at least 8 people -who cares?
But do share this with someone.
We all need tolive life to its fullest each day .

i dun wanna be old


Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids?
Ifyou're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions.
"How old are you?"
"I'm four and a half!"
You'renever thirty-six and a half. You're four and ahalf, going on five!
That's the key.
You get into your teens, now they can't hold youback.
You jump to the next number, or even a fewahead.
"How old are you?"
"I'm gonna be 16!"
You couldbe 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life . . . you become 21.Even the words sound like a ceremony . . YOUBECOME 21. YESSSS!!!
But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happenedthere?
Makes you sound like bad milk! .
He TURNED;we had to throw him out. There's no fun now,you're just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What'schanged?
You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40.
Whoa! Put on! the brakes, it's all slipping away.Before you know it, you REACH 50 and your dreamsare gone.
But wait!!! You MAKE it to 60. You didn't thinkyou would!
So you BECOME 2 1, TURN 30, PUSH 40, REACH 50 andMAKE it to 60.
You've built up so much speed that you HIT 70!
After that it's a day-by-day thing; you HIT Wednesday!
You get into your 80s and every day is a completecycle;
you HIT lunch; you TURN 4:30; you REACHbedtime.
And it doesn't end there.
Into the 90s, you startgoing backwards;
"I Was JUST 92."
Then a strange thing happens. If you make it over100, you become a little kid again.
"I'm 100 and ahalf!"
May you all make it to a healthy 100 and a half!!

mellow

erm..baru tghari tp cuaca cam dah nak ptg.
lega ngan satu perkara
tp cam tak puas hati sbb dah ramai yg dpt visa
i'm supposed to b granted the visa by now jugak
tp nak wat cane..the results for my blood test cam bengong skit.

17 August 2005

nyeh3

i dont know..
but i just hate this
yeah..really hate this
it's not that i'm not thankful
but i hate probs
[yeah,who doesn't rite?]
i'm not in the mood to write nice things
Praying to Almighty Allah that EVERYTHING will go FINE.

12 August 2005

=)


pasnih dah nak g grad la...grad esok..tp ptg nih dah nak btolak ke kl..tdo umah ayah nun.
mule2 plan luse nak g jenjln umah adik2 baba kat kl sblum fly, tp cam tak smpt sbb nak g cameron..arapnye sonokla..
smlm kuar list utk iumc..i was kinda excited gak eventho it's none of my bss..
tp sbb kengkwn la.
frens r foreva.
walau jauh beribu batu..tp takkan dilupa.
fren in need is fren indeed.
ili dpt ucd
faizah trinity
khalis trinity - n he's the only guy
haiday dpt cork
dalila dpt galway
nikon dpt cork.
n now i'm some kind of relieved sbb cik fariza dah tlg amikkan offer letter mara.
kalo tak,tak merasela nak g cameron sblum fly nih.
heeheh..busy sungguh ye..
lps balik jek dr cameron,g kl lg sbb abg lah kwin
huhuhu..aku tugas dlm bg2 sweets tuh.
=)

11 August 2005


''The most popular - and arguably best - by far is Full House based on the comic of the same name. ''
huhuhu..tuh quote aku amik kat internet..so dgn rajinnye aku paste sinopsis die ye.
''After returning from her vacation, aspiring author Han Ji Eun discovers that her family home has been sold - without her consent - to famous actor Lee Young Jae. Young Jae has been trying to hide out from some nasty rumors about his sexuality and sees a perfect opportunity: he and Ji Eun will enter into a contractual marriage and pretend to be a real couple. In exchange, Ji Eun will do the cooking and cleaning and the house will be hers again after six months. Sounds simple, right? Wrong! Young Jae has been allowing the rumors to fly because he's really too afraid to tell his childhood friend Kang Hae Won that he's in love with her. Hae Won is blissfully unaware of Young Jae's feelings because she is love with their other childhood friend, Yoo Min Hyuk. As if that weren't enough of a love tangle, Ji Eun starts to fall for Young Jae despite their promise to keep things 'just business', and Min Hyuk starts to fall for Ji Eun. Will everyone end up happy, or will there be more than one broken heart? ''

lee young jae


aku suke lee young jae - sgt2 suke perangai die comel
aku benci min hyuk tuh
aku nyampah n meluat tgk hye won
aku suke lee young jae ngan heroin
diorg sgt sweet walopun slalu gado
td sgt sweet mase lee young jae bg bunga byk2 kat pompuan tuh.
conversation diorg pon comel mase tuh

eee bajetnye hye won tuh..berdebar aku nak tunggu next episod..aku takut nak tgk kejatuhan young jae tuh..ngerinye..=(

-kan kunyanyikan kau lagu cinta-

huhhu..cam ape jek tajuk aku ltakk..saje jek tuh..sbnrnye tgh hiburkan hati smbil nyanyi..n title tuh antara baris2 dlm lagu yg aku tgh nyanyi..hehehe..sedapnye suare aku *_*
ruginye sape tutup tlinge mase aku nyanyi =P
td laptop nih dah abis batt,aku igt nak tido jek..tp ntah cane aku charge trus n trus la online..
bosan kan?
esok nak kene g kl balik sbb luse ade grad..huhuhu..cam mls nye nak g..g nak,tp mls nak naik amik sijil..cam nervous plak..cheh..maklumla,dah lame tak naik stage.
tudung mase grad pon aku tak de bli yg spesel..aku cam pakai tudung bese2 jek..baju punyela gempak,kain shantung n thai silk..tp tudung plak hampeh cotton jek..hehehe..biase la tuh..aku mls nak beli tudung baru..tak berbaloi sbb aku dah tanak tudung kosong pasnih..cam nak bunge2..ehheheh..capub plak nanti..takpe tak?
pastuh ahad nih aku nak g cameron ngan mak..
huhuhu..aku arap aku tak miss cite full house..cam dah takle miss la..sedey r part skrg..

dugaan

uish..penatnye saye..dahbape hari under pressure..turun naik balaip polis n imigresen..
sumenye gara2 amik remeh hal pasport mase kcik..
aku bukan amik remeh, tp mmg tak ingat lgsg psl pasport tuh
aku rase cam slalu tgk kat umah trg
dah geledah sume drawer mase carik tuh, tak jumpe jugak
kalo la dah terpikir dr awal ade kat umah tok, takdela camni skali jdnye
awal2 pg lg dah bertolak g kl, arap2 dpt sampai awal n dpt g amik offer letter kat medan mara
n trus wat pasport.ayah sop kate bole siap arituh jugak kalo tak lmbt.
pastuh kire ok la sampai pej mara tak lmbt.sampai pej imigresen kol 2.
sesat nak carik pej tuh kat pusat bdr damansara
sejam gak sesat sbb salah amik jln utk kuar dr kl.
pastuh cam susah skit r nak mintak urus cpt, sbb cam takde knal org
then suddenly cam sume jd makin susah bile peg. kat situ kate kes hilang pasport takle mudah2.
kitorg kene g b.polis brickfields utk wat laporan..kene naik jumpe SB.
susah gak r sbb SB tuh caw khas, tpt die security tight gile.
pastuh kene turun wat report kat polis biasa.
pastuh naik cab balik ke pej imigresen balik. tp sblum tuh kene g cop kat
pesuruhjaya sumpah.mcm2 gak dugaan.
pastuh kene tunggu lame plak kat imigresen tuh sbb die tgh proses kes.
bile sume org dahbalik, pej dah nak tutup baru la sorg pegawai tuh dtg
die interview la sbb nak bukak fail
die kate amik mase sbln utk dpt pasport baru.
uisk.nak tercabut jantung mase tuh
abisla aku takle fly kalo camni
die kate die kene siasat dulu kalo2 ade org gune pasport aku
die nak check keaktifan pasport tuh
n ape2 ntah lg.
cam nak tercbut jantung aku ngan mak aku mase tuh.
mlm tuh nak shopping pon cam tak best.
pg tuh aku breakfast kat hotel tuh ngan mak aku
aku janji nak jumpe ili kat komuter subang
pastuh kitorg naik cab g sunway..g monash uni mesia
nak anta acceptance form
kitorg sampai awal gak la..kol 9 lebey
mase tuh Ms.Claudine tuh g meeting
so aku kene tunggu sejam gakla..
so aku ngan ili g jenjln..tp takde pape kat situ..
so kitorg duduk jekla kat krusi kat foyer die..
borak borak n borak
pastuh akhirnye kol 1030 bolela aku jumpe ms.claudine tuh
takde masalah pon ngan die
aku kan nak mintak excuse sbb tak ltak no pasport kat borang tuh.
pastuh kitorg naik cab g sunway pyramid.
shopping la kononnye
tp susahla nak carik t-shirt yg menepati piawai
yg lawa2 sumenye tak lepas aurat
uisk..ape r org wat baju skrg nih.hampeh.
tp aderla aku sempat beli stokin kat soxworld..nyesal gak bli satu stoking tuh
tak muat kat betis maa..dah la mahal..rm15!! =(
yg hargerm8.90 plak comel n muat..ruginye tak bli byk2 yg tuh
pastuh ade bli sweater warne kuning cair satu.
pastuh jumpe la kedai wintertime ke ape ntah..universal traveller pon ade..
tp tak bli pape pon sbb rasenye cam nak bli jacket2 n sweater lain kat oz jek la..
takut style tak seswai kalo bli skrg sbb tatau lg keadaan cane kan.
pastuh kitorg mkn kat mcD.
pastuh balik ke bandaraya.
ili naik smayang kat bilik hotel aku.
pastuh kitorg smbung shopping
kat sogo,pertama complex n jln2 kat medan mara
ade gak g jln TAR.cari tudung.
aku bli satu tdung warne pink.donatello nye.
pnat tau kaki aku n ili jln.
nak carik kasut aku r
bile ptg tuh aku kuar balik ngan mak aku barula jumpe.
huhuu..i really need my mom la!!*_*
aiyaa..aku rase dah pnat nak cite la...lenkali la plak.
tp pendek kate..at last aku dpt siapkan sume2 bende dlm mase 4 hari.
tp ade lg kene wat pasnih.
byk pengajaran dlm masa 4 hari nih
amik iktibarla aku.
alhamdulillah.

07 August 2005

the list goes on

things i wish to buy n have before my flight::my shopping spree starts tomorrow
  • more n more reject-shop-cut tshirt ::becoz it's nice..but it's hard to find the right size bcoz they normally have the pendek2 ones
  • a black leather shoes o boots
  • a cute-colured sneakers ::yg comfortable for travelling
  • a bag i guess ::a sling bag or a backpack i'm still not sure :: the colour should be nice
  • a purse of coz ::the old one is very daif-looking already
  • a few patterned tudung
  • jackets - i hope i'll found the nice coloured ones
  • sweaters - sweet coloured too
  • windbreaker - didnt think about the colour yet
  • a few sweatpants ::utk dlm halls
  • small-packaged personal thing - bath foam,shampoo, etc ::coz i think i wont bother myself to carry a lot of unneccessaries throughout my flight.i'll buy new ones kat sane nanti
  • i really want to get me a bulu2 slippers like in pujaan ms tuh...
  • i'll find a few notebooks with cartoons ::jimat my cash kat sane nanti

i think,thats all for now.i had berangan a lot recently about this shopping thing.

05 August 2005

the wise quote that fits me *_*


Your wise quote is: "Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life" by Leo Buscaglia. Yes, love is indeed what you desire in your life. If you have it or not is another matter, but it is in your eyes the most important feeling. You tend to be a romantic dreamer and want you and your love to have that kind of perfect love that you hear about in fairytales. However that can be hard to find, but it doesn't mean you are going to stop looking.

What Kind of Guy Would You Go For?

You are perfectly happy with a nice, normal guy. He doesn't have to be totally romantic, or ingeniously intelligent, or even ridiculously funny. You want someone you can depend on who is willing to help you raise a family and with whom you can spend a full, happy life. If you can find the right guy, you will be happier than most people for a very long time. I wish you the best of luck!

no comment !!!

Do You Really Love Him/Her?

YOU ARE IN LOVE!!Aww, you love this person with all your heart. You
would do anything to make them happy, and see
them smile. My advice to you is to let them
know how you feel, and don't screw this up.
Love is a good thing when you treat it right.
Good Luck!

Do'>http://quizilla.com/users/DaRkNtWiStEdSoul/quizzes/Do%20You%20Really%20Love%20Him%2FHer%3F/">Do You Really Love Him/Her?
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what kind of flirt are you?

YOU ARE A DOWN TO EARTH FLIRT!!!!!!! You definitely don't use those cheesy pick up lines to get what you want and you get it by being yourself and that's what people like about you the most! When you flirt you just like to keep it simple and just tell the truth about how you feel about that person!! You must be really attractive to the guys/girls.

i like this one too.but i like the one before more.

What kind of girl are you?


You're the innocent girl next door. You are friendly, cheerful, kind, and happy. You like to spread your happiness around making people feel warm and joyous. To do this you like to bake cookie and muffins while giving kind compliments. Plus you actually give apples to your teachers. You're pure and innocent and most likely haven't broken many rules. Everyone loves you. How can they not?

huhuhu..i like this one..esp the last part..hehehe..i hope it's true..wut a prasan me..lalalala...

What kind of guy are you most attracted to?


You like the sweet, shy type

this time, i doubt the accuracy of the test...do i really fall for that kind of guy??
the sweet part, yeah. but the shy part, i doubt that. =)

i'm too excited

huhuu..i just found a site with heaps of fun quizzes..so i'm so sgtla teruja to try out a few.. n i'll keep pasting the results here...

see..the results were always like i wanted it to be..hehe..maybe it's accurate or maybe it's bias...
heheh..biasela tuh,experimental errors *_* wink2

little2 things

huhuhu..i'm soooo ngantuk..
but there's a few more things to do
i cant wait to get rid of thinking about all the monash things
i mean about the reply letter,visa thingy,n passport etc.
i wanna be free n just enjoy my every minutes
but dun worry, next week, siapkan a few.
then ok la

another test

Loving
You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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this is another test i did just now..they said that i'm loving. really?
wut do u think?

spending my nite

act, the quiz was damn accurate..but the family part was totally wrong.i love my family.
not like wut the quiz said.i'm emphasizing on that.really!
You're Kat1^-^
You're Kat1~! Aka Katy. You're hyper, perky,
bouncy, chipper, and all to hide your unhappy
interior. You have fun around your friends, but
you hate your family intensely..well..they can
be ok sometimes..but not often. You love good
old angry music and comfortable clothing. You
love soda and candy and hell, anything that'll
make you hyper. You detest being bored and
often just jump around to avoid boredom. There
are some that ask if you have ADD, but those
that know you realise that you're just working
off your permanent sugar high.You make some bad
decisions, and often you'd rather pretend that
they aren't problems instead of trying to fix
them.

Which of the Kat3 are you?
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26 July 2005

('',)

hehe..mase aku carik2 cerpen kat tokeikedai,aku jumpe la bende nih..btul ke nih..ke org memain wat lawak jek..bole ke doa camni?
aku bukanle amik nih utk amalkan,tp saje jek sbb aku pk cam plik jek.


..:: Doa Cari Jodoh ::..Posted on: Dec 06, 2003 - 02:58 AM by bee0311

"Ya Allah, kalau dia memang jodohku, jodohkanlah...

Tapi kalau bukan jodohku, Jodohkanlah jugak...

Jika dia tidak berjodoh denganku, maka jadikanlah kami jodoh...

Kalau dia bukan jodohku, jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh yang lain, selain aku...

Kalau dia tidak bisa di jodohkan denganku, jangan sampai dia dapat jodoh yang lain, biarkan dia tidak berjodoh sama seperti diriku...

Dan saat dia telah tidak memiliki jodoh, jodohkanlah kami kembali...

Kalau dia jodoh orang lain, putuskanlah! Jodohkanlah dengan ku....

Jika dia tetap menjadi jodoh orang lain, biar orang itu ketemu jodoh dengan yang lain dulu dan kemudian jodohkan kembali dia dengan ku ... "

Amin...".

20 July 2005

erm..patut ke

td mase adik aku baru balik skolah..diorg cite kat kitorg satu family la..psl sorg cikgu nih pukul students..mmg slalu dah dgr psl cikgu nih adik cite..adik kate die garang..

tp mase adik cite td rase sian sgt kat student yg kene tuh...dahla cikgu tuh pukul dlm klas..tampar2 n etc..malu dak tuh satu hal..n sakit satu hal.mmg la dak tuh salah tp budak lg kan.die ponteng klas ptg katenye.maybe ade sbb die ponteng.adik kate die membaca pon tak reti.cube pk,kalo die tak reti membaca,ape prasaan die nak g klas ptg2 yg latih tubi utk upsr..mesti psikologi die pon dah lain psl skolah nih..pukul die bukan caranye,rase aku lah.sian gile r aku dgr.

dak tuh nak ngadu kat parents pon tak brani kot.or maybe dak tuh jd camtuh sbb parents pn cam tak kisah.so cam best jekla cikgu tuh wat pape pon.hampeh tul la.aku nih mmg tak reti bg pendapat intelek,tp cume cam rasa sian sgt2 kat dak tuh.adik ckp kwn die sampai nangis sbb tak sampai hati tgk cikgu wat camtuh.isk sian dak2 kene tgk keganasan dpn mata.dlm bilik darjah plak tuh.tpt yg dikatakan dpt ilmu.

14 July 2005

can we dream of perfect love?

this is a story/article/wutever-u-call-that taken from fanfiction.net.
an adaptation from 'a walk to remember'.reading it tearfully in the middle of the nite made me ponder upon many things in life.as the title goes,can we dream of perfect love, can we?

That night was still one of the most unforgettable nights of my life. Of course it seemed to be the loneliest part of my life. I knew what could have happened even when I asked her to marry me. I knew what life would be for the two of us. I knew how love could be unfair for lovers like Jamie and me.
I never moved on after that incident. I could never accept that Jamie was gone until I finally came to my senses that she would never come back. I love her dearly and I knew she loved me back. I knew it was true love when we held each other’s hands, when we looked at each other’s eyes, and when we heard each other’s voice. It was love that could never be broken. It was the kind of love that could never fade away.
Jamie told me that I should never mourn for her. She told me that I should move on with my life. She wanted me to be happy. How could I be happy when everyday the only person I could only think of is Jamie?How can I ever be happy when up to now I only see her face whenever I close my eyes?
There can never be someone else who can just be like Jamie who became the most important part of my life. There can never be someone else who can inspire my life as much as she did. She was the only girl in my life.
I loved her and even though I know where she is right now, I still love her and this love seems to grow more as each day passes by.
Sometimes I hope that we wouldn’t have to go through all these. Sometimes I even get stupid that I hope that no one would ever have to die so that everyone could just live happily ever after.
But no, there isn’t a happy ending as described in fairy tales. Life is not a fairy tale.
“Landon, I have no reason to be angry with God.”
Those were the words of Jamie when she told me that in time, she would die. At first I didn’t believe her; I was really angry that I almost lost my faith in Him. One thing I didn’t know is that even in my last breathe of life, He will still be the one who will guide me all the way to Jamie.
“Landon, I don’t want to give you false hopes. Please do not have all these dreams with me. You know what may happen.” Jamie silently said those words. We were just talking about how we would spend the rest of that summer.
“No, Jamie. I will build my dreams with you. Don’t think of those. We will live the rest of our lives to the fullest, together.” I reasoned out. After all, she was the person who really taught me how to dream, how to love. I could have almost cried. I just didn’t want to cry in front of her since I was trying to cheer her up. I could only say happy thoughts. I wanted to tell her how afraid I was during those times. I feared that one day I would just wake up and see her breathless beside me. I didn’t want to think of that but it never left my mind. Fear was always in my mind. I didn’t want to lose her.
“Landon, please…” she pleaded. Why did she have to make things harder? Why did she have to put in my mind that she would die any time? “Please don’t. I want you to be happy. I want you to move on. Please don’t build these dreams with me when I can’t even fulfill them with you.” She said in a very solemn tone. I understood her. She didn’t want to make me hope that we would still be spending a very long time together. She knew her condition more than I knew it.
“Okay, let’s stop talking about this. I just wanted to tell you about my suggestions.” Somehow, I just tried to change the topic but I still wanted to dream with her. “We’re going to live at the house in front of your father’s. I already contacted the seller of the lot. What do you think?” I asked. I tried to hide my sadness. I didn’t know if we would still have the chance to live in that house together. The doctor told me that she would no longer live for more than a month. She would die any day. I was really grief-stricken when I heard it from the doctor. I couldn’t do anything. Leukemia was slowly eating her. It took away her life. It was because of that that we’re no longer together right now. Why did she ever have to have Leukemia?
“Yes, of course, it’s really great. I can’t wait to see the house. Is it built already?” she asked. I wondered why there was no trace of fear in her voice. Didn’t she feel bad about her situation? She was dying and she knew it.
I couldn’t help it anymore. I let my tears fall down from my eyes. At nights, I would cry as I watched her sleeping. I would always talk to her even though she was asleep. I told her how much I really love her and how afraid I was to lose her. I was never prepared to lose her but it seemed as though she was already contented with her life.
More tears fell down and hers suddenly began to fall, as well. “Landon, please don’t cry.” She begged. She couldn’t stop me from crying because it was what I’ve been longing to do for ages. I just couldn’t do it in front of her. I would still spend each and every day with her but sometimes she would fall asleep and those times were moments I cried because of fear. Couldn’t I just bet my life? I would have sacrificed my life for her, if only I could. I was more prepared to lose my own life if her life would be the bargain to my death. I would do anything for her; I would do anything to be with her.
“Aren’t you afraid?” I asked. Tears were uncontrollably streaming down from my eyes. It seemed as though I held too much of those tears I couldn’t cry.
“Death? Landon, I love you and you know that. The only thing I am afraid of is the fact that I am going to lose you. I’ve accepted this long ago; I guess I was prepared for it before you came into my life. Now that you’re here, I have a reason to fight death. And I tell you that I will fight death as long as I can because of my love for you.” It was really heart whelming but at the same time, I found it heart breaking. She told me that she’s been prepared to death for how many years already and the only reason she was fighting it is because she didn’t want to let go of me. But I could see that she got weaker every day, every hour, every minute, and every second. I knew she was already in agony. That was the feeling I suffered during those moments. I was afraid to let go of her; I was afraid to lose her.
Crying, I held her hands. She was still lying on her bed when she spent the days most of the time. I wiped her tears off her pale cheeks.
“I love you, Jamie.” I said. I wished she understood how deep my love for her was, is, and will forever be.
I looked at her hands and she was still holding on. I could feel her trembling. I saw how hard it was for her to say: “I love you so much.” Then I realized that with those trembling hands, she finally let go of me.
She was indeed the most colorful part of my life. I never thought that there was real love. All my life, I didn’t have faith in love. I thought that love was just something that people play with as if it were a game.
Jamie, on the other hand, taught me the real meaning of love. It was the love someone would feel when every time he would close his eyes, the only thing he would ever think of is that person he loves most; those eyes that seem to say every loving word in the world; with her voice that would only be heard even though it wasn’t really her exact words. Finally, the lessons that she shared with you, including all those dreams she made with you.

13 July 2005

pada harapan dan impian lalu

KiniSetelah lama waktu itu ditinggalkan
Kita cuba mengembalikan
Pada jarak yang memisahkan
Kerana kita tidak lagi sehaluan
Tetapi segalanya tinggal sepi
Kecuali waktu yang berlalu itu
Telah kita tinggalkan jauh
Bersama nostalgia....
.....Pada Harapan dan Impian Lalu ....

12 July 2005

a girl a the window pane



hehehe..baru lps iklan cite 'just one look'..erm, background nye gune lagu lame..aku tatau r tajuk lagu tuh..tp ade ckp psl sorg pompuan at the window pane tgk hujan turun...
erm..cite 'take my word for it' td pon aku sudah jatuh cinta lg..jatuh cinta sama yeung kwong..heheh..bape kali aku nak jatuh cinta nye??

erm..ape lg ek..rase cam byk jek nak ckp td..skrg trus tak ingat..erm..seriously aku rase nak mase grak slow2 jek..sbb rase syg sgt ngan lifestyle camni..free jek..bgn tido mkn tgk tv online bla bla bla...lps nih start jek masuk u mmg dah takkan rase camni..lps grad pon kene keje lg..lg pnat.. cane nih?bole stopkan jam tak?

nape asyik takde idea jek???
uihs
lantakla

eee sejuknye...pakai stoking dlm umah pon sjuk lg..siap kene pakai jacket plak tuh..

11 July 2005

burpp

aku kenyang
nak muntah plak rase

aku tgh suke nih..sbb cam snang la plak aku nak update fotopage aku..
yg penting..ade kesabaran..hehe..

hari nih busy skit..skit jek la..
bgn awal la..[nak dkt kol 7]
sbb nak ikut mak g kuantan
ade majlis ape ntah
nuaramalina yg dpt 17 A tuh dtg
erm..okla kot..cume busan2 sbb lame sgt
just imagine la,dr pagi sampai kol 3 dok atas kusi dalm dewan tuh
nsb baik kitorg sampai lambat..kitorh masuk kol 11

then g umah kwn mak..cik norlela..kat indera mahkota
umah die lawa
tudor style
husband die DR.
they r both australian grad. =)

balik umah trus ngadap tv
ade take my word for it
dah nak abis pon.cite ganti die cam tak best
oh!feel young pon dah nak abis..ganti ngan cite jepon
full house..rasenye best sbb byk jumpe kat frenster senior eire..

then dr kol 9.30 td sampai skarg..online la..
ape lg!!!