the marathon

bgn jek tido tgk one tree hill...buat marathon..pastuh tgk notebook..n now..tgh desperate housewives marathon..cant stop watching it..tp kene la stop utk smayang n mkn..act, skrg nak g deakin projector room utk dgr tazkirah ngan kak fatihah..tp hujan la..cam susah r nak pegi..tgk la kite nih, ujian skit dah tak pegi...yeah, how could i relapse??aku sdr ape yg buat aku tak snang duduk n tak sehappy slalunye..tp cam i let myself drown..setan la yg melalaikan anak adam...tp kdg2 bile insaf tuh, insaf skjap..tp aku mmg jenis yg slalu nak kene diingatkan...arapnye taun dpn bile aku dah pindah deakin things will b better..[hey sarah,dont depend on others..u have to rely on urself!!!things shud come from ur heart, then only ur doings will be accepted]..m i hypocrite to be good when i'm in other good ppl's company?no i'm not, but i want to always be good..it's just that i had always drown myself down when i'm away from the GOOD things.. ok enuff bout this...i dun wanna be caught again...altho in other sense of being caught! so let me talk about how DAIF i am now...menganggur di bumi oz,slalu lapar,keje blom ade...aku takdela rase nak mengeluh ke ape sgt..tp bile lpr harituh mmg rase smcm r...kitorg arituh cam kan pk tak lame pon spend summer kat hall nih sbb keje..so kitorg bli tins of sardines..byk!!n skrg kitorg mkn sardines jek..how pathetic!!tp aku biase jek..aku pk kan, taun dpn kalo aku masak sorg, aku mmg nak bli sardines jek..byk kelebihannye...jimat sbb murah,pastuh aku pon mls la nak bli ayam nih sbb nak kne basuh n potong2 lemak sblum masak...pastuh kene simpan dlm firdge plak tuh..kalo sardines nih, bukak jek tin, n buang tin tuh.uhuhu, cam dah pmls gile jek ek aku..bukannye ape, aku bukan kisah pon mkn sardine, so bole la simpan duit..aku tanak r jimat2 kalo nak shopping...aku suke spend kat bende2 yg aku suke..so aku nak buat bilik aku nanti cam kat rumah...erm..byk plannye...tp takpe kan berangan....dr angan2 la start kite mimpi..dr mimpi la ade impian..dr impian la kite ade cite2..n kalo ade cite2 kite akan work for it!!!go go chaiyo!