Wishing Well

how i wish i am rich enough to entertain my parents leisurely as my graduation gift

how i wish i could drive them by the victorian coasts and enjoy the sceneries

how i wish i could take them to every single park and ride that i had been to

but there is only so much i can give..

people usually get things from other people for the graduation

but i think i need to do things the other way around

i owe my parents and family a lot for this ONE SCROLL

they have been my everything..everything!

but no, i am not rich enough

i am not rich enough, YET!

mami, baba, i will do my best to thank both of u..

as i think about this, my eyes cant stop raining..

both of you are my strength

i still remember few times i cried on the phone talking to u

i dont cry often

but i can still remember the few times i cried

the 1st one was in 2006 u went to UK and i couldnot call u

and i cried because i regretted having a half-hearted conversation when u called me

i was sleepy at that time and u r still wide awake in UK

i cried when i woke in the morning because i cant call u to tell u i was missing u

luckily u called me again the next evening and we both cant say much for the tears are pouring down heavily

then there was one time this year

i was soooo worried and unsettled thinking about how poor i was

and suddenly i was so unfortunate to get my windscreen bashed anonymously

and need to spend at least $400 on that

i am so flat-broke

i cried and cried and cried when i told u about this

but then u calm me down

u banked-in the money for me

i was soo guilty having u guys spending so much for me

because everything needs to be tripled in dollar

u calmed me down and said soothing words

'kok, Allah nak uji kita..kalau ujian nih masa kok ado duit, mesti kok tok terasa apa2..inilah tujuannya kok diuji skarang'

i was sobbing again 

if i have time, i'll write a book on ur parentings tales

sometimes Allah just want to show us the hard way for us to think

Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for my mami and baba..