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dah lame tk sempat updet...

baaanyak sgt bende nk upload tp overwhelmed

tp skrg nih mmg sgt tensiii

terpaksa gak luah

make-up artist saye tibe2 last minute die sendiri nk kawin gak on the same date!

tensi nye saye

bukan salah die utk kawin

tp it's tooo last minute

tertekan nyeee saye utk cari yg lain

and it's not something that bole main pilih je

kalo tukang buat langsir yg batalkan tak kisah la kan sbb camane pon jahit langsir tuh tetap same

tp ini make-up artist!!!

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nape disebalik baaaaanyak sgt bende2 best

baaaaanyak sgt dugaan2

katil yg kami tempah from indon tuh patut dh sampai

tp tgk2 kat port klang arituh katenye katil saye tertinggal, tak terinclude dlm shipment tuh

aaaa tensi!

tp acik aih dh ckp kat tokey tuh yg camane2 pon die kene dptkan gak katil tuh!

tk kire from kedai kawan2 die seluruh malaysia nih ke ape ke

tertekan kan bende2 camnih

pastuh florist from cameron tuh mmg bg harapan palsu je arituh

mmg raye cine tak mungkin akan dpt bunge kalo kite nih stakat utk personal use

raye cine nih mmg sgt high demand and org2 kat cameron kate mmg tk mungkin dpt aa bunge tuh

tertekan kan?

so nak kene bli bunge from florist kat tanah2 rendah nih mmg sgt la mahal kan

RM1.25 sekuntum utk carnation

saye nk baaaanyak bunge...

so kene sediakan lebey $$$$

sedangkan sekarang mmg dh flat-broke!

mmg mengharapkan $$$$$ ayah ibu sahaja skrg nih :(



Wishing Well

how i wish i am rich enough to entertain my parents leisurely as my graduation gift

how i wish i could drive them by the victorian coasts and enjoy the sceneries

how i wish i could take them to every single park and ride that i had been to

but there is only so much i can give..

people usually get things from other people for the graduation

but i think i need to do things the other way around

i owe my parents and family a lot for this ONE SCROLL

they have been my everything..everything!

but no, i am not rich enough

i am not rich enough, YET!

mami, baba, i will do my best to thank both of u..

as i think about this, my eyes cant stop raining..

both of you are my strength

i still remember few times i cried on the phone talking to u

i dont cry often

but i can still remember the few times i cried

the 1st one was in 2006 u went to UK and i couldnot call u

and i cried because i regretted having a half-hearted conversation when u called me

i was sleepy at that time and u r still wide awake in UK

i cried when i woke in the morning because i cant call u to tell u i was missing u

luckily u called me again the next evening and we both cant say much for the tears are pouring down heavily

then there was one time this year

i was soooo worried and unsettled thinking about how poor i was

and suddenly i was so unfortunate to get my windscreen bashed anonymously

and need to spend at least $400 on that

i am so flat-broke

i cried and cried and cried when i told u about this

but then u calm me down

u banked-in the money for me

i was soo guilty having u guys spending so much for me

because everything needs to be tripled in dollar

u calmed me down and said soothing words

'kok, Allah nak uji kita..kalau ujian nih masa kok ado duit, mesti kok tok terasa apa2..inilah tujuannya kok diuji skarang'

i was sobbing again 

if i have time, i'll write a book on ur parentings tales

sometimes Allah just want to show us the hard way for us to think

Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for my mami and baba..

kusut masai

saye sgt la overwhelmed ngan sume bende

mcm2 bende tk setel

the nearest adelah ketibaan family

dh try plan as detail as possible 

tp still la mcm resah gelisah takut miss pape sbb nanti saye dh takde komputer

and internet takde kot mase duk tumpang umah junior

kemudian ade grad

yg tuh takde hal sgt

tp cuak gak kalo takde byk gmbr2 best

kemudian akan risau psl shipping2 brg

masalahnye adelah sume bende akan pk $$$$ mengalir!!

aduh bikin gua pusing!

Am I??

 

hahah saye tergelak arituh asma' ckp saye sounds like a bridezilla

baru terpk 'aah la, ngade2 saye nih'

:))

tp saye tak pnah being b*tchy pon kat family saye

cume saye personally ade few requests

and saye kan jenis expressive..

tp for the umpteenth time saye sangat sangat sangat bertuah mempuanyai keluarga saye

mereka dh buat segalanya utk wedding saye

cume hal2 yg sendiri kene uruskan je tak brape nk smooth lg

sbb saye sendiri tk balik lg kan..