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setakat ini saye agak meminati rotation gen surg nih

bukan sbb saye minat surgery..tp sbb saye dpt team yg sgt best

interns saye sgt baik dan understanding dan tidak bg pressure kat saye 

reg2 pon ok tk buat kerek ngan saye 

and baaanyak sgt saye rase dpt revise knowledge saye

mmg sbnnrye saye spanjang tahun nih slalu regret..

'if only i was nerdier in 3rd yr...'

tp maybe gak mase 3rd yr tk byk exposure, so mcm tak nampak byk bende

so mmg tkde visual memory

tp this yr sume bende nampak make sense

tp slalu pk 'eh smpat lg ke nih nk blaja sume nih'

this yr bile nampak sume bende in practise, tk perlu effort sgt utk igt ape2

tp tatau la kan kalo over the time sume tuh akan ilang je dr otak sbb byk sgt dosa :p

owh mengenai surgeons..

saye mmg agak tidak meminati attitude kebanyakan pakcik bedah

saye rase meeting2 adelah sgt intense

sume org ade ego masing2

ade tone masing2

tak nampak jahat, tp saye dpt rase vibe yg pelik 

tk same mcm slalu2nye

mmg mereka sume adelah org yg sgt tinggi tahap keyakinan diri

tp tk suke keadaan org bertegang lidah dlm meeting

quotes2 yg saye tk minat arinih

seorang nurse bekate dlm store 

'these doctors...they came and change the dressing eeeeveryday...everyday..no wonder we always running out of them'

saye tk minat nurse itu buat remark mcm tuh sbb saye rase die tk patut komplen ape yg dokter tentukan

ade certain patient yg mmg kene tukar stp hari kan

tayah la kedekut sgt sampai compromise patient's care kan

bukan duit individu pon...

pastuh sorg surgeon bekate

'dont u think that the less intelligent the person is, the higher chance of them of having pain...bla bla bla...have u seen lawyer coming in with RIF pain? they've always been homeless bla bla bla ppl coming with pain here and there'

hmmm...saye rase sgt sombong utk seorang dokter bekate begitu terhadap pesakit yg dtg dgn kesakitan

die mcm merendah2kan perspektif pesakit tuh

die cite psl kwn die yg same surgeon ngan die dpt tolerate appendicitis sampai perforated

and die nye remark psl lawyer tuh, kite rase sbb kalo org kaye, tkdela dtg ke public system nih

in short, i'm not a surgical material!