Lending a Cashmere Jacket in The Winter Peak Hours - unforgettable

life is soooo stressful right now

i think my brain is not working enough due to exhaustion of thinking too much about side problems..

my mind rarely goes wild seeing things around me these days..

that means i'm sooooo un reactive..

usually my mind couldnt stop criticising everything around me

anything at alll

but i'm more of a 'noble gas' right now; hence the emptiness of my blog

the only interesting thing happened around me was on the way back from the city after the dementia visit,

the train stopped at Carnegie for a while and suddenly they said that they will be there for a little longer because one of the passenger in front carriage collapsed and they were waiting for the ambulance

then we decided to get out from our carriage and have a look at the collapsed person

there were a huge crowd outside the carriage and few people doing something around a person who was lying on the floor

we dont know whether he's conscious or not

it will be different management if he's unconscious

there's one other med student with us asking around about the person's conscious level

but i was so put off by a bystander who said

'why do u need to ask that.. isnt that enough to know there's somebody sick on the floor..give him a privacy'

OMG kerek macik nih

ckp leklok bole tak

macik tuh tatau pon sape2 adelah sape kan

manela tau ade yg kami bole tolong ke ape kan

so budak tuh ckp 'we want to know because if tehre;s something we can help with'

n macik tuh kerek gile ckp 'there;s nothing u can do, there's already ppl helping him out there'

OMG (lg!!).. 1stly, we dont even know whether yg keliling org tuh tlg tuh ade medical bakcground ke tak

sbb ofkos la sume org akan tolong kan sbb that's ethics!

2ndly, macik tuh tatau pape jgn byk ckp bole tak.

but me and adlina sticked out for a little while longer

then they brough him out from the carriage so that the train could leave because it's peak hour 5pm and there'a already queue of trains behind us!

then other people get back into the train

we still stick around

he was soo cold and severely shivering  being outside

ofkos la! it's winter and he hadnot got thick jacket or anything because it has been used to alas the platform for him to lie

so i take off my thick cashmere long jacket and put it on him

and another bystander spare him his jacket as well

he was still shivering

we were still waiting for the ambulance to come

only 2 other people left

we stayed in case there;s a need for resuscitation or anything

i dont know how to describe the feeling of self accomplishments after lending a hand to the people in need

i know i didnt do much but the slightest care to stay is big enough for me if i was the patient

we did even let go few trains after that just to make sure he's alright

we hoppped on the train again after the paramedics arrived

the patient even said thanks

the other volunteer also said thanks

we rode the train with mixed feelings.

i'll never forget this experence.

(i dont even have time to explain about the patient's condition)

it's the feelings that counts.