esok sudah ahad

esok sudah ahad.
skrg pule sudah pukul 3.47
.ape yg buat saye tk tdo lg nih.
nk buang je komp nih dlm sungai rasenye.
perosak alam!
saye ade sgt byk bende tk study lg.
saye sgt byk buang mase.
mcm la bukan student je.
ape nk jadi
ape nk jadi
sampai skrg tk tdo lg.
:(
sgt best dok dgr lagu 'tell him' nih
walopon sedey2 dok kaji maksud ngan aimi
sedey kan lagu tuh


saye masih tidak puas hati dgn layout skrg
tp apekan daye tiada pilihan.
saye mahu mkn nasi briyani
di tgh mlm begini??

rindu.rindu sgt2.sedey.rindu.
:(

saye suke tutor saye

aduihla, parah btol td.mcm ape je dok buat2 sign kat nora.tak sangka excited camnih stlh 3 minggu tk jumpe martin.dahla ade plak scene gelak sakan dpn die.isk2 malu!malu la!mesti die pk 'apelaa budak2 mesia 3 org nih, bende tuh pon gelak ke?'.isk jatuh saham!

pastuh plak nk dijadikan cite td kat singapore kite jumpe junior kite dulu2.kite mmg la dah tahu ayah n mak die ade sinih 3 bulan.tp tk sangka jumpe die plak.tatahu la die knal kite lg ke tk.tp die senyum je la td.dah 8 tahun dah mestila tk cam kan.

mane ah nih tk online nih, kite nk tanye die kalo2 die igt lg dak tuh.

nemui desuka?

muke baru bgn tido.
muni candid.
mashamnyee.
moody plak tuh bgn tdo.
tk sbr nk g kfc tuh, tuh yg tdo tk bukak tdung.

menjaga hati

sronoook!!! chaddy VIPsale last night was superb!! the sale was 'so-so', but i'm sooo excited with my new bling-bling (eventho it needs to be resized).also got me that MNG jacket that i've always dreamed for (not the same colour la tp).the jacket was black,mcm org naik motor la plak.but the white one is sold out for my size :(.

but at the back of my head there's this thought 'btol ke nih aku bli bling-bling nih sampai $149.99 nih??' is it too much.am i too 'ikut nafsu'?? but as effah put it in a phrase 'as long as u r happy'..mmg la happy dpt tuh, tp takut nanti sedey2 kalo bankrupt.tp takpe, saye akan cube sdaye upaye tidak berbelanja sampai la akhir tahun (walopon ayat ini sudah berbulan2 lamenye digunekan).

then went to Roxy-storewide 40%!! nothing got my attention pon (except for that $84 jacket, that $40 purse, that $200++ green polka jacket etc.. hahahaha nothing la sgt!). but proud to say i didnt buy anything for myself from Roxy.

saye mendengar lagu 'menjaga hati' yg zaza suruh dgr.sgt suke juge!

nana dan exxon dan sticker kuning

paih dh anta dh surat tuh kat utusan.kuar ke tak pon tatahu la.kemal ckp kene attach real name and ic baru la utusan terime.kite pon tatahu la.klakar btol la!

esok jumpe martin balik.sronok! smoge dpt dok sbelah die or dpn die.tanak ah si L tuh dok sbelah kite lg.tk suke la.tk suke! tp sbnrnye tk siap pon lg keje pbl esok.dh siap dah roughly,tp cam tk puas hati la kalo main copy je dr talley,plannye nk tmabh few more points so that nmpk genuine skit kan.haha.

moony pule tgh happy tuh.kite pon happy sbb effah n nana n muni igt juge kat kite utk menggunekan harta exxon tuh utk kesenangan hati kite.tp still tgh pk nk tampal kat mane ek.tpt yg selamat supaya tak kantoi but yet tpt penting n meaningful.

kite lapar la.kite nak nasi meeting point.sedap.

td blaja psl tido.seriously kite ade big problem.psychological one.

clucky

kite dh bgn awal2 pg td dah.lps mandi tuh tdo balik n tibe2 dpt idea tanak g ward utk wat keje/study.tp tgk2 bgn kol 12 plak.frust! lg frust bile jun cite richard maybe jumaat nih last day die.mane die nk pegi pasnih?uaaaa kecewenyeee.dh tk bole la usha2 die tgh ward round.tgk die nye loving and caring terhadap patient tuh.kecewe teramat seh! jom nangis! hahahaha.

kuch kuch hota hai

next week ade due another mcr.tk best la.dahla turn xm plak.kalo history bole main hentam je.pastuh ade keje pbl nih,tp ngantuk gile utk otak berfungsi.smlm tido 4jam je kot.tgk cite kuch kuch hota hai kol 2.30pg slps attempt to sleep n bergolek2 slame almost an hour.tp still tk abiskan kuch kuch hota hai tuh sbb takut mamai sgt time jumpe richard nanti.so bile lg ntah nk sambung lg, tp i'll probably start balik dr awal balik.besh.mata cam takde kelopak dah time tgk tuh sbb bercucuran air mata kesedihan biarpon dah tgk bape kali dah.sbb tuh la kite bli dvd die tuh. something precious to treasure.hahah precious la sgt kan.

another accomplisment!buat nasi krabu dan pgl brownies mkn skali.within 2 1/2 hours siap sume2 tuh.dahla abis kelas dah kol 4.beria jln ke clayton nk bli lesung dan keperluan2 lain.luckily ade daun kesum,baru la ori skit nasi krabu! then balik kol 5 start masak utk diorg nk dtg kol 7. nk kate rushing tuh takla jugak,tp rase lame nyee laa kat dapo.lame jugak ek nk buat nasi krabu camtuh.slalu kat umah ade la part2 yg ade sape2 bole tlg kan.tp seriously sgt puas hati sbb tercapai hasrat ku.mengidam lebey2 plak kite nih.

skrg still contemplate nk tdo kol bape nih.mata nih mmg ngantuk.tp sgt la bersalah tk wat keje lgsg.alaaa, tak suke la task lymphoma minggu nih.

tgk gmbr2 effah kat melben zoo ngan nana.sedey :( tk dpt join arituh.even kalo kite g nanti lg ke situh, mesti tk same cam kalo g ngan effah n nana n muni cam arituh kan.mungkin la kan ade je lg chance, tp sedey sbb dah missed the great one.byebye nana.walopon kite tk suke kucing, tp somehow felt touched to be her anakkucing.i'll be missing u nana!

oh lupe nk ckp psl sorg grupmate nih yg tdak disukai.
mengapala asyik terduduk sblh die,tk sukelaa!
tp sume grpmate lain sgt la best!

enam bulan dr sekarang

hahaha once dh update blog rase nk tulis2 lg.mls nk tdo lg sbenarnye.pretty slack gak la minggu nih sbb tk g surgery pon.hoping for a great rotation next week kat AMUA..kene la motivate diri sendiri utk rajin kerana sudah nk abis satu sem dah nih.and tgl 6 bulan je lg nk exam..6bulan!!!! myGod..takutnye..slalu sgt la semangat gile nk study tp cam bile nk start bace buku tuh rase bosan gile.nyampahla camtuh.esp kalo keadaan cam skrg nih.dahla tk rajin praktis xmn. tp td HEP class kate tk perlu la stress2 sbb tk gune.tp masalahnye akan stress kalo tk wat ape2.tkpe2,i'll do sth!! this weekend pon dan occupied dah, but i dont mind sbb i like making ppl i like to be happy. win-win pon.i get to jln2 after such a looong time tk jln2 mcm tourist.thanks nana!oh thanx to mobil juge sbb anta nana..hahaha.looking fwd for the weekend, bh and kwn2!

tgh2 mlm begini

haru biru jadinye semua.ape nk jadi, ape nk jadi sampai sekarang tk online lg.hahahahaha.sedar jugak dah lame sgt tk tulis blog nih.tp mls nk membebel2 sgt.tp kuciwa kerana episod15 one tree hill mcm tkle bukak je.sdey la lindsay lari dr wedding.sian lucas.and sgt suke brooke tuh..sgt la comel die nk baby. anak effah si jamie yg kecik comel itu pon sgt2 la cute nye.. mulutnye tuh haa, becok!!!saje start membebel psl one tree hill supaya tk membebel psl bende yg berlegar2 dlm kepale.esok sush suruh wat gastro xm.wuaa mls la.tkde motivasi plak tuh.pls.pls.pls.ee jahatnye mempergunekan saye.isk.isk.isk.alaa nk nyanyi lagu 'saat ku pejamkan mata' tuh.. wuaa, saat pejam mata, bukak mata, sume nk nyanyi..tp susahnye nk cari nk download.so dgr je kat imeem tuh.

"saat aku pejam mataku, oh Tuhanku biarlah dia disitu..menemani diriku.."