Dah Summer, so saya cuba la pakai seluar ni...mase kat Malaysia haritu beli muat-muat lepas tu tak muat langsung dah.. Masuk peha pon tak brape bole.. Sekarang?? Pandanglah Lihatlah.. 

Namun.. Ini semua tidak bererti kerana hakikatnya bahagian perut telah semakin berlapis kembali kerana dua tiga bulan kebelakangan ini saya tidak menahan diri dari pemakanan tidak sihat langsung...saya merasakan saya berhak untuk makan cekelat banyak-banyak kerana ingin menghadapi pembelajaran dengan lebih gembira... 

Jom kita lihat sampai bilakah saya muat seluar ini..

Tat Telur

I bought this for my lunch (sori tak puasa) but then i thought of my Paih..so i put it back in my bag and i'll just wait for iftar.. Sweetnyee i :p 

These 2 egg tarts (fancily packaged) only cost 85pence! I was wondering about the  price in Malaysia, 3 kuehs for RM2 (pls insert the cyanosed-suprised emoticon here).. Can we survive and have a good life after this? I'm not expecting a 'perfect' one, but at least enough for our basic WANTS after spending on our basic NEEDS.. 

The Road Less Travelled..

Yeay, I've got NHS Trust ID today, after months of waiting for the Honorary Contract approval.. It's weird though, being on the other side of the fence..seeing Doctors do things that I normally did before.. In a way, I felt relieved because I don't have to deal with the 'hmmm, the CTG isn't looking that good..but...' , 

but i miss the part where i could say to patients 'everything looks good from the scan..' Or 'enjoy your pregnancy journey'.. Or the best part is 'look, that's the heart beat!!'

... The road diverged in a yellow wood... Whatever path lies ahead of me, I hope I will wake up in the morning feeling 'yeay, another day !!!' (I'm really not a morning person, i snoozed my alarm 4-5 times every working day!!!)

Seriously, the only thing that matters to me is being able to wake up every morning looking forward what life can offer me... And that is the only reason I'm going through this now.. For a better 'mornings'...

Bola

Seriously saya bukanla peminat bola, boleh bilang dengan jari berapa kali saya pernah menonton perlawanan bola.. Namun, alang-alang di negara orang kan, kita singgah sahaja lah apa-apa yang patut.. Ini adalah 2 minggu lepas.. Ketika itu saya memakai baju kurung kerana baru pulang dari kelas.. Saya memakai baju kurung pada hari terakhir kelas rasmi dalam program sarjana ini kerana sahaja ingin menunjukkan kepada rakan-rakan antarabangsa bahawasanya inilah pakaian harian saya di Malaysia.. Saya menerangkan pada rakan-rakan saya bahawa ini adalah 'pakaian selamat'..iaitu pakaian serba boleh, you will never go wrong in this Baju Kurung (at least for me la).. Boleh untuk rasmi, tidak rasmi, ke wad bersalin, berlari-lari keliling hospital,  masuk pejabat.. 

Prektis makes Perfect!

This is my first meal of the day, yes at 5.45pm!! 

Practising for Ramadhan, I guess. 

This is my second day of 'project-term'. (No that is not my experiment in the photo). So I will spend 9-5 in Royal Free Hospital for the project. Ramadhan is coming, and I can only du'a that I'll have the energy to face the day without my usual morning coffee (maybe that is good for me).

despite my believe that PCOS women should avoid caffeine, I can't help but rely on multiple daily dose of caffeine to keep me going, sometimes i feel like i need an infusion-pump with me for continuous intravenous supply.

Oh about coffee, why does it matter in PCOS? Hmmm.. They dont have definite conclusion,yet, but the theory is that it will make your body to produce more insulin, especially the insulin in PCOS women are 'less-sensitive'. Peaks of insulin are not good for you, not good for androgen (male hormone) in particular.. 

Having said that, i rather choose my sanity than the molecular stuffs in my body (as usual) 😆😆😆 

Massive Clearance

I have restrained myself from unnecessary shopping for almost a year, and it is do-able!! Was not that bad as i expected it to be..

But I went Clarks outlet last weekend and i found £10-£15 flats! Omg! So that's it, i broke the dry-spell! Did not regret it at all as i keep on thinking i have to pay RM200-RM300 for each pair when I go back home.. 

And now I am not going to buy any new flats for 5-6 years..yes, my shoes last that long especially in Aisya's care.. 

Small little things..

Ohmy.. What happened to this blog now? Seriously I had a LOT of things planned for my blog entries..but then it got 'basi' already.. 

So this is me now, still in denial, finding 'things' to do before focussing on this..

It's June the 10th already and I it seems like everything is sooo fast (apart from the weather, people are still wearing jackets and coats on!!!).. 

My imagination of strolling down the London parks randomly aimlessly was proved to be 'indah khabar dari rupa'.. Yes we have bright sunny days in between the cold cloudy weeks, but I have never been that lucky to be free on those days..