kelaaas kau maria berlakon kat jepon..

why why whyyyy

why at this time of the year?

saje je nk timbulkan kesyahduan dan kejiwangan saye ini ek maria..hehe..

saye tahu, hanya 2minggu je spent kat jepon itu..

tp 2 minggu yang memulakan kisah cinta 2 abad..

haha eh tak tak, cinta kami bukan 2 abad je, selama2nya...

okeh sile muntah..

adik dh mule muntah stp hari kan skrg..

need and neeeds...

everyday i'll manage to find things that i still neeeed to have

some ppl say that there's difference between needs and wants..

but knowing me, i can find a lot of ways to turn around the wants and become the needs!

hehe, and my most favourite pastime is making list!

list of OUR needs..(hehe my needs are OUR needs)..

at the moment..

we need...

babies! hehe ofcourse!

more bedding sets..at least kene ade 10 :)

more fluffy towels..

(stakat nih bedsheets n towels menumpang mami punye je kan )

more bookracks

a great desktop

two good and long lasting couple smartphones

more movies to watch

hmmm the lists will never end...

but alhamdulillah we managed to get through all this humbleness for almost ELEVEN months!

dihantui baby-baby kiut :)

Saya sedang dalam satu rotation yang indah

iaitu Paediatric!

tp indah kalo tak bz la

saye mmg minat gile paeds..

tp kalo suke sgt pon, belom tentu sanggup bersusah payah hidup kan

yang indah sbb stp hari duk ngan babies

cume kesian gak sbb setiap hari seperti tanpa belas kasihan duk cucuk diorg

sorry babies!

dan sekrang i feel more and more like a married woman

sbb suami saye dh belikan mcm2 utk saye :)

Candy Bar

we went to a wedding today

it was a small but sweet wedding

they chose light pink n blue with cute little candy bar!!

for me, it was more like a birthday party

not because it's too small

but it's very cute!

i dont know how people can afford to serve chocolate-dipped marshmellow during a wedding party

(or maybe i'm so outdated, havent been to nice weddings for years!!)

it's like rm7.00 per 100gm

but maybe they know somebody with good bargain

or even maybe they owned a candy store!

marshmellows have always been my fav..

but halal marshmellows arent something easy to find in Oz..

and now i'm all excited planning for our kid's 4th or 5th birthday party

muahhh!

really2 in anniversary mood

xoxo

as usual, i've started thinking about my project for the celebration

havent really finalise the idea

but i've collected the materials..

i really hope we'll be celebrating this for hundreds more years to come...

almost-4 years and counting...



off day..

apa sebenarnya yang patut seseorang itu lakukan pada hari off?

either

menggunakan masa itu untuk recharge tenaga dan berehat untuk kerja seterusnya

or

menggunakan masa itu untuk menyelesaikan kerja2 rumah yg terabai ketika sibuk bekerja

i could only choose one..

i tried to do both,

but by the end of the day i ended up neither rejuvenated nor organised

so saye sgt jeles kepada org2 yg betenaga tinggi yang masih mampu kekal segar pada hari offday yg dapat menyelesaikan semua urusan2 yang tergendala sebelum ini.

saye tak patut komplen2 sedangkan sekarang dah kire cukup baik sbb at least ada off day sminggu skali kan..

tapi hari yang SATU itulah nak selesaikan urusan2 bank ke ape2 ke

urusan kemas almari ke

urusan mop2 sental2 dapo dan sental toilet ke

urusan masak2 ke

dan hari yang SATU ini lah saye ingin gunakan untuk rehat2 baring2 kan..

daaan saye sgt penat sbnrnye :(

saye juge sgt sedih sbnrnye..

sedih kerana suami saye terabai :(

sihat sebelum sakit..

for last 6-7 days, paih asyik sakit perut je

slalunye skit perut tuh akan tibe2 je dtg

especially tgh2 tdo mlm2

awal2 tuh the abdo pain will be relieved by just sapu minyak angin cap burung

then lame2 mcm takde kesan

on the 4th day, sakit perut yg tibe2 itu sangat2 sakit dan tk dpt ditahan

saye mmg tak mampu nk tgk je

the pain wasnt relieved by hyoscine or diclefenac pon..

preksa2 perut paih mmg mcm takde abdo sign ape2

soft, non tender, no rebound..

mmg the 1st thing came to my mind was acute appendicitis or even ruptured appendicits

but the signs doesnt correlate at all, so legaa rasenye

then mmg rase mcm gastritis la aka gastrik in laymen's term

nak dijadikan cerita, seawal 3 pagi arituh saye berkejaran ke jabatan kecemasan HUSM membawa suami yg sedang kesakitan

die buat2 ultrasound and couldnt see any stones or anything 

so die bg IV ranitidine

then tk lame pastuh di discharge with ranitidine tablet and syrup MMT..

pain was under control..

kdg2 je paih ckp mcm tk sedap perut..

until last night, the pain came again

but it's even worse than ever

i brought paih to Perdana because tanak la mengkalutkan jabatan kecemasan hospital kerajaan yang sedia sibuk dan yang hanya akan memandang enteng kita nih kan

(bukan bermaksud mengkritik hospital kerajaan, tp as one of the servant there we have to admit our shortcomings and our inability to provide services as pleasant as private's)

ofkosla kan rase cam dilayan best gile kat Perdana sbb jabatan kecemasan tuh hanya ada 2 beds..

mestila we'll be entertained as soon as we arrived there kan..

then cek2 die buat ECG..

and...die ckp ECG paih ade changes!

wuaaa, cuak ok!

ade Q waves kat lead II and III..

mmg rase cam tak significant pon..tp when it comes to ur own sweetheart, every single thing will be something to worry about..

that MO wanna admit paih, tp bed sume full kat Perdana tuh...

so die ckp die akan buat referral letter to HUSM gak..

hmmm terpaksa gak g HUSM...

i know problem kitorg tuh akan dikira remeh je berbanding org lain yg lg parah kat HUSM :(

tp tepaksa gak pegi...

we stayed in HUSM from 9.30pm till 3.30am..

omg, now adik knows realiti sebenar kehidupan seorang dokter di hospital keraajan

dan juga realiti sebenar org2 sakit 

adik ckp 'org sakit yg nak mati, mati nunggu gini je la dih'

hahahaha!

then at last kol 3pg tuh kitorg balik kerumah

dibekalkan ubat2an

and dokter tuh tatau saye keje situh pon

and not a single explanation about what happened was told to us

saye sendiri yg buat2 intai the notes

and paih was discharged with the 'eradication therapy'

tuh pon tau sendiri la sbb ubat2 yg die bg tuh kan

kalo la saye nih tatau pape kan, mmg tak sedar pon ape yg berlaku kan

serius tak logik!

hmmm...so mmg sgt patut la kite semua patut ade insurans

so that kite pegi ke private 

only go to hospital kerajaan di saat yg tak dapat dielakkan je

paih pon ckp 'hmm, patutla sape yg dtg Perdana akan dtg lg'

but semoga we dont have to visit any hospital pon after this ok!