hmm.. the result is supposed to be today but... the fac DECIDED to make us wait a little longer.. to test our patience and perseverence..hahahaha.. it's 18days late!!!

it seems like 24hrs isnt enough ~what a cliche!~ i woke up at 9/10, then my day is full of everything.. i havent got time to feel bored, in fact i have so much more things to do in queue =))

i'm scared~a real scare~ that i'll wake up one day realising it's already feb. hmm.. i guess this is when i need to apply mindfullness..hihihi.. i have a big jigsaw puzzle to solve.. 4(at the mean time) malay novels to read.. and uncountable english books to read... i really need to read english books.. my english is so in the 'beginner' state. u can tell from my blog la.reading is fun if everyday is like today...i mean, holiday! not any holiday, but summer holiday!!!!!!!! hmmm... what am i going to cook for lunch? hmm.. have something in mind but let us just wait.. just eat what i'm gonna cook..they arent fussy, are u? :p hey, realised the caption 'NAAUC TRANSPORT OFFICER'? hahaha.. google that n see what will u find.. hihihi.. such a small thing being discovered is such an achievement for me.hihihi.i didnt remmber what that naauc stands fr..but it's like national association of australian uni college .. hahaha.. it may sounds like that.. every yr, there'll b a convention held at one of the participating colleges.. so this coming 2007 convention will b hosted by mannix college..ring a bell???n we know tok nyang right.. but i didnt expect him to be the commitee members or sth.. but he did! and kakak-tok-nyang is the merchandise officer.. i didnt know other committee members. but i guess tok nyang n her kakak was very close bcoz they do such things together(of coz!).

bebel

#these posts is written after i tried to read a veryboring story.

okey, i forgot to add in the list of foods i've eaten : laksa-laksa :p

....and i also met Dao Ming Szi...okey, met figuratively la.. he's in The Hospital.. but i cant stand that drama..sooo slow.... n sooo not real.. he's not meant to b a doc. he shud be like Dao Ming Szi,foreva.okey,sounds gdix..but i really am when it comes to those guys in the TV... the list in my xanga answered all.

and also..i've been reading novels these days.. n things kept me wondering.. there's always caption like 'saye suke awak sbb keikhlasan awak,kejujuran awak n bla bla bla..awak jd diri awak sendiri.blablabla..' can ppl see the honesty???can ppl see purity?? how do they judge the partner have been their trueself??how can they say others have not been their trueselves?? bcoz it's in the novels then they can say everything they want..they've been giving false hope to readers.. of cos the main character can say their partner can be trusted n all bcoz the writer of coz could make sure their loyalty etc.. but in real world, can 'trust' be something big like what have been exaggerated now?? dont get me? hmmm.. how to xplain this... i had come across a few 'tips kebahagiaan' or ape2 yg swaktu dgnnya.. n trust will surely b in 1 of them.. hmmm... suddenly felt so mls to cont my xplanation.. after all it's not related to me at all.. :D

i realised that i dont normally write when i'm in great condition.yeah,everything is great now.altho not as perfect as sometime before... i spent my time doing things i've always long for..reading novels,watching tv,gossipping,eating n sleeping... my 24hr seems to b full. but my laziness still win over all other things. i didnt do the cleaning,mopping,sweeping etc..but at least i ORDERED my sis to do all those work..they shud be really thankful to have a wonderful big sis like me who knows to delegate tasks very well...can u count how many sis in the world who knows to delegate works?majority of them only know to do the works themselves..why dun they adopt my way...DELEGATE!hihihihi...wonder why..wonder how..

siannye nye blog ku ini..busy la.. tak smpt nk rase bosan utk tulis2 kat sinih.. so far, evrything is so great...yeah great. and almost perfect...

foods yg dh rase sjak balik :

1. roti tampal n roti sardin
2. nasi kerabu
3. nasi berlauk
4. pulut yg warne coklat tuh
5. sgale masakan raye : rendang, ketupat, satay n etc
6. tomyam cik
7. nasi lemak ayam pg

wuaaa bestnye makan..takkan same kalo wat sendri kat oz..pastuh there's one more yg nk mkn..tp tk smpt bli mase balik kb arituh...iaitu.. jala emas n buah tanjung.. *gulp*gulp*

last night in halls

why in the world i need days to finis packing?soo stress about packing as if i'm taking an xm... okey, tomorrow at this time of the day i'll b the happiest person in the world... :D welcomed by my beloved family at the KLIA. but wut am i doing now? i'm supposed to wash all the dishes n clothes n pack them up already. i've been procrastinating for days already.. but this is the last call, by hook or by crook i need to do it tonite.. erm.. this is the last nite i'll b in halls.. bye bye halls.. it's not really big thing being in halls except that i don have to think about the bills... hot-showering for hours without bothering the dollars.. computers r on 24/7.. drying clothes without calculating n etc... so.. nxt yr i really have to b wise with my dollars.. dont forget ur dream,nyang.. jpon la.. mesir la... oz tour.. okies need to stop.. sth came up.. to b contd....

can u smell the summer?

erm..it's very tiring to write about yesterday's osce..can just wait n tawakkal..after the osce we went to the Den@library.. had latte..then got headache..what a combination! today went to DFO.tomorrow going to the city for baklava... wuaaa packing is soo not fun!!!

'stop, in the name of love..before u break my heart'

ok,that's obviously not my line..

Dengan menyebut nama Allah yg Maha Pemurah lg Maha Penyayang

1. BUKANKAH KAMI TELAH MELAPANGKAN UNTUKMU DADAMU?
2. DAN KAMI TELAH MENGHILANGKAN DARIPADAMU BEBANMU
3. YANG MEMBERATKAN PUNGGUNGMU
4. DAN KAMI TINGGIKAN BAGIMU SEBUTAN NAMAMU
5. KERANA SESUNGGUHNYA SESUDAH KESULITAN ITU ADA KEMUDAHAN
6. SESUNGGUHNYA SESUDAH KESULITAN ITU ADA KEMUDAHAN
7. MAKA APABILA KAMU TELAH SELESAI DARI SESUATU URUSAN,KERJAKANLAH DENGAN SUNGGUH-SUNGGUH URUSAN YANG LAIN
8. DAN HANYA KEPADA TUHANMULAH HENDAKNYA KAMU BERHARAP

i cant wait to write about more cheerful things other than stressful exam stuff.i just need to wait for 2 more days..after that..yeeeehaaaa...cant wait...cant wait... act i need to sleep now coz i need a night-sleep, but i couldnt close my eyes.. i've been under that quilt for more than 1hr.. so i decided to do some more works... wuaaaaaaaaaaa.........risau........... jgn la ngantuk mase OSCE nanti....

exam freak

i havent write anything since the xm. it's not really bcoz i'm busy practising OSCE...it's more like i'm busy freaking out. i've wasted 5days after the exam ronggeng2 watching all sorts of things..cite indon,japanese,movies,etc..maybe i was still in the state of denial bcoz the OSCE's stem was so not fair... it's so much of talking.. there's no bonus station like CPR or other clinical skills.station 1&2 needs us to perform clinical xm to the shoulder and back and leg. and the stem was quite confusing bcoz we r'nt really sure whether we need to do the neuro or musculoskeletal xm. wuaa.. station 3...hmmm..we r the GP,the patient has all sorts of medical condition..bipolar affective disorder,cataract,cardiac failure,osteoarthritis...we need to talk about his driving.. he involved in a few accidents n bla blabla.. maybe bcoz of his cataract or bipolar..nout sure.. i'm afraid of he'll be a 'hard' patient... i'm worried if i stuck halfway lost of words to continue the conversation bcoz there wasnt really any fixed script for this station.i'm really not good in conversation.. really, even in real life i cant bring the conversation on if i'm with ppl i din know. station5..she's a medical student..need to talk about the craig hassed's stuff... basically the ESSENCE.. dont forget to ask the caffeine q.. hahahah.. for this one i really need tp wtite down n make a structure of the conversation in case i got stuck.. station 6.. this one should e really easy for the locals. it's HOPC station for leg pain..arhhhh.. i'm really scared... oki sarah, dont forget to ask 'is there anyhting else u wanna share with me?'... and lastly station 7.. MSE station..wuaa... never expect this station.. evrybody was surprised bcoz they was never in the osce in past yrs.. ok, just relax... just carry the conversation untilthe 5th minutes.. then we have to report to the examiner.. that list of things shud be memorised by tonite... i'm really scared..

ya Allah, guide me..

then what will we have to say.. for busy life void of mercy...